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During the performance of 'Video Experiments 1' I am in a trance
like state. I am reciting phrases that come into my head.
Here is a transcription:
"To be ill prepared to not withstand the change in climate and
temperature. To underestimate your surroundings. To believe
in the surroundings as an absolute. To believe in the absolute
truth. To understand. To hesitate when necessary to
facilitate a greater truth. To understand and connect for the
sake of survival. To understand the worth of survival.
To touch. To understand touch as love. To vanquish
malicious intent as a greater success than intentful desire. If
desire precedes action then desire is a product of existential guilt.
Why not? To believe in the enemy and the existence of the
enemy. To live underwater. To not censor the desire which
mimics that which is underwater. In essence and in a formula for
life derived by pleasure.
To listen. To believe. To simplify the reality of
ESP as love. To sleep. To understand a reality as defined
by sleep. To have her sleep to your left or to your right.
To condition. To question the references of comparison as
truths of individuality. To succumb to extraneous thought as a
greater division of reality. To rationalize thoughts born out of
college. To alter one's outer aesthetic to match one's perceived
inner aesthetic. To go there. To be there. To
idealize certain things. To question the boundaries of the rate
of ownership.
What you control. What you do not control. What
your answers to those questions reveal about your psyche. To
fall asleep in front of someone's eyes. "
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