"wish I may, wish I might have this I wish tonight are you satisfied? dig for gold, dig for fame you dig to make your name are you pacified?" ~ Metallica ~ work continues... more challenging, less rewarding... fewer hours this week and I'm hibernating so I don't spend money because the fewer hours means another week of waiting before taking the apartment search seriously... booooo... another thing fewer hours does is it dilutes my influence over the kids and the program and that can be very frustrating when the program needs a lot of tweaking (and some major overhaul) and the management expect me to be a stronger influence (without the power of formal leadership, mind you)... but then, I chose this position for the challenge it would be to get me back into the field and if the management doesn't find a more influential position and a rewarding (financially) place for me by next year I'll probably start looking elsewhere... heck, might even start looking sooner than that... nothing that a 50% pay raise and more of a leadership and decision making role wouldn't start to fix... ultimately, it'll take at least a 100% pay raise to keep me interested for the long term... we shall see what shall be... for now, my focus is on making and saving as much money as possible through overtime so I can pay off bills and find a new place to live and then... who knows... maybe I'll start a new life or something like that J if you care, feel free to help any way you can J LOOK OVER MY RESUME SEND JOB LEAD HELP WORKLIFE INDEX MORE WORKLIFE THE SAME-TIME MENU BAR - FOR EACH GARDEN AROUND THIS SAME TIME NEW KIT WORKLIFE LIFETIME JOURNAL HEARTBEAT WANTS E-GROUPS GARDENS FRONT DOOR MAINGATE BACK DOOR WINDOW WHAT'S NEW WANT LIST WORKLIFE LIFETIMES KIT JOURNALS HEARTBEATS FAREWELL EMAIL
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