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A Journal of Sorts
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"What has happened to the world?
You have every convenience, every comfort,
but no time for integrity."


~ Leopold, from Kate and Leopold ~







what what can I say now?... I spent today writing to a dozen people, at least... the first time I sat down to actually write personal letters in months... no, years... one by one the letters are coming back... addresses change, alas, connections fail... so hopes, so fragile and rare, are dashed once again before they even come into conscious bloom... yeah, and so what?

where is the one on the white horse to come along and sweep me off my feet and save me from the dreary disappointments and sharp edges of life?... what, it's not supposed to happen to me cuz only males are supposed to sweep females off their feet?... females can't ride white horses (figuratively) and literally save the day?... I mean, it's not that I won't ride the horse and die for the cause of love whenever necessary, but think - for balance and equality and fairness and mutual respect, can't we take turns?...

ok, so email disappoints and the universe sends a consolation prize... I finally got to see Kate and Leopold tonight... and once again, a Meg Ryan film gives romance a voice... she's probably gon past the point of stereotype by now, but she does it so well... that skeptical romantic dreamer who, when faced with the dream coming true, struggles to overcome past disappointments and years of growing up and maturing realistic practical common sense stuff to remember believing in the dream of romance that is worth any sacrifice...

and besides, she's still so amazingly adorable in my eyes...

got a spoon?... I mean, I can imagine Janeane Garofalo cynically gagging about now (laughing?), but then, she is just as good at this role and to me, just as adorable... but of course we must be practical, right... really? J

it isn't love
if it doesn't scare you
it isn't love
if goose bumps don't flow
it isn't love
if it doesn't bear you
to another place and time
to another state of mind

more than a dream, feeling you can touch
all it may seem, it nevr seemed so much
and just when you're sure, there can be no more
it is love
you want nothing more
and always want more

it isn't love
if it doesn't drop you
it isn't love
if you aren't sure you know
it isn't love
if it doesn't stop you
dead in your tracks
with no turning back

more than a dream, feeling you can touch
all it may seem, it nevr seemed so much
and just when you're sure, there can be no more
it is love
you want nothing more
and always want more

it isn't love
if it's completely believable
it isn't love
unless everything's beautiful
it isn't love
unless it's unconceivable
and it takes a leap of faith
promises you keep won't wait

more than a dream, feeling you can touch
all it may seem, it nevr seemed so much
and just when you're sure, there can be no more
it is love
you want nothing more
and always want more

and all you can do
and all you can think
and all you can feel
and all you can want
is to be with the one who inspires
you to run straight into the fires
it is love
when you want nothing more
and always want more

and all you can do
and all you can think
and all you can feel
and all you can want
more than a dream, feeling you can touch
all it may seem, it nevr seemed so much
and just when you're sure, there can be no more
it is love
you want nothing more
and always want more

what's that?... gotta spoon?... words are such playful characters, huh?...


J



STUFF CURRENTLY STIMULATING (OR BORING) THE SENSES
visuals
audios
literata
edibles
gardens
oddends
linkage
moments
          The Shipping News, Kate and Leopold
local radio
Running With The Demon   by Terry Brooks (paused)
spaghetti
letters to strangers    wantlist
READ DISCLAIMER    talk to each other
dreamlike.org (worth many visits)
wandering the web, computer shopping

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