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"miss my love today as I miss the stars that shine above 
telling me one day my love will come to me again
miss my love I'd say is the only thing that I can do
I just can't live with someone new reminding me of her
she said before she left that she would return to me
although it may take quite a while I know
that she'll come back and once again the time
to fall in love will still be mine
till then I'll wait in morbid company

miss my love I do just as one would miss both day and night
 waiting here alone is not right but what else can I do?"



~ Gilbert O'Sullivan ~





later



and he cried
but I don't want to go there any more
and he cried
don't go

betrayal is just a word
like a knife through the heart
the condemned who know the experience
when the world falls apart
corrupt love is just as cruel
as the most heinous hate
some lessons are only learned
after it's too late

now that you're jaded
and self-hated
how does your garden grow
the pretentious smile you offer
is something I don't want to know

now that you're fated
to be degenerated
do you think anyone cares?
foolish innocent, you're fucked
they've sold all you're shares

tossed you out
locked the door
you're not welcome
that's the score
banished now
you can be sure
you're not part
of the family
anymore

and he cried
I don't want to feel like this anymore
and he cried
don't go

but what can you do when a mother betrays a child
and walks the fine line above legal abuse
when a psyche of secrets is silently defiled
neglect and confusion tie an invisible noose

and what can you do when the parents don't care
but will fight to the death to keep anyone out
the sickness is not to be spoken of out there
cuz no one should know what the family is about

love is just a word
like a knife through the heart
the condemned who know the experience
when the world falls apart
corrupt love is just as cruel
as the most heinous hate
some lessons are only learned
after it's too late

now that you're jaded
and self-hated
how does your garden grow
the pretentious smile you offer
is something I don't want to know

now that you're fated
to be degenerated
do you think anyone cares?
foolish innocent, you're fucked
they've sold all you're shares

tossed you out
locked the door
you're not welcome
that's the score
banished now
you can be sure
you're not part
of the family
anymore

  and he cried...

in a love song to William Horatio sung to the tune of the beat of his heart... I hope and I pray that there'll still be a day when he knows... I will be here, wherever he goes... a heart worn on a sleeve, always shows...


Happy Birthday Will



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