...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...

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A Journal of Sorts
. o O ( of course I should be sleeping ) O o .

"storms are waging on a rolling sea
down the highway of regret
winds of change are blowing wild and free
but you aint seen nothing like me yet

there aint nothing that I wouldn't do
go to the ends of the earth for you
make you happy make your dreams come true
to make you feel my love"



~ Garth Brooks ~








so who exactly will never know? (how many times have we said or thought... you'll never know)... and what?... the hunger... the visceral agony of wanting and not feeling fulfilled... and then, being insatiable... a love of giving becomes a hunger to share without end... too intense?... so far, every actualized answer I've ever heard is yes... and yet, I still hope...

you are out there
I know you are
I can feel you
the rays from a star
I can see you in my dreams every night
and all I want to do is nuture your light

you are listening
I know you are
I can hear you
breath from the trees
the wind whispers secrets through the leaves
all we need to do is be one who believes

feel the chills rolling up and down your spine
as the energy of believing touches you
I want to trust you unconditionally, be mine
and I'll be yours to do anything you want to do

you are dreaming
I know you are
I can sense you
you're never too far
everything in the universe is connected
even if you don't know you are effected

you are burning
I know you are
I can see you
bright as a star
and you think you can stay hidden in the dark
but everytime you look up you know the sparks

hunger growing deeper than words can explain
there's no denying something this true
unfilfilled passion slowly turns into pain
now you know I believe in you, you know what to do
reach out and make your dreams come true

you are out there
I know you are
I can feel you
rays from a star
I can see you in my dreams every night
and all I want to do is nuture your light
all I want to do is hold you tonight
hold you through an endless night

the dream continues to be the primary source of inspiration and reason for wanting my heart to continue beating... it doesn't matter that the loneliness eats away at what's left of my brain, I'll go on dreaming... until you arrive J



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