A Journal of Sorts
I lived my life in a promised land that was ruled by hate based fear and my battle cry even as I die is how did I get here when you don't fit in and there's no way out life is one long angry tear so maybe it's better I burn this letter as if I was never here ~ (excerpt from The Last Letter) ~ and where I am inside today is wondering if not having something physical to live for allow a body the will to die... this may be why I do not challenge this body to run and reach for it's physical limits of endurance... but what if I am feeling the effects in the physical operation of the mind in this body that contains this entity I know as me?... who am I asking, anyway?... whomever answers might find out... as humanity perfects the art of ignoring... I leave the shower for a moment to conserve hot water as I record the thoughts that come to me as I push the water heat up and challenge the skin to survive... and the washing machine is running... it started while I was in the shower... so goes living with another human... alas, we all have our faults... maybe I should consider the signs more closely before choosing... ok, please don't push me pull me all you want some people push some people pull some people stay in their own space balance is not always easy nor stability sensitivity relativity energy flows it is always right there even though most are not aware most believe what they want to believe and look no further I want to believe what I want to believe and look for proof most see what they want to see and look no further I want to explore everything befoe I close my eyes dare me to be real for you I will ask you why your answer will decide so please do not lie ask me for anything I will ask you why so please be true for your answer will decide press on pull off pull on press off if you do not understand and are afraid to ask then knowing me is not to be your task if you want to know more than look around and try to make sense of what is found J |
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