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A Journal of Sorts



"I still believe in feelings
but sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
 not nearly close enough"



~ Evan and Jaron ~













another day goes by... and while I fall behind in these journal entries (is there some rule that there must be one every day?... of course not (unless we make one, and I haven't... have you?)... but in the catching up process, it is as weird to skip a day as it is to actually write as if it was then... now, whatever can be understood might be shared, but all shall be recorded if remembered and most will not as not remembered... it is the way...

of interest to historians (and especially to me) will be your favorites, so starting here with these journals (since here we are now), would you please take a few years to read all of the journal entries and choose your top ten or twenty or more favorites (in countdown order, naturally)... or at least would you just let me know which you liked best of the ones you did read?... it would be a great service you perform for history and a great kindness you would be doing for me... so how about it?... be kind to me? J

I'm not always cute
in fact seldom for some
and sometimes I'm ugly
deliberately dumb
when told I was beautiful
I pondered why
I still have no answers
as time goes by
what are truths, what are lies
I am still wondering
  what do you see...
in my eyes

you can not tell me who I am
but your input would be appreciated
as I create myself
I respect your opinions
even when they dispute mine

you can not change what I want
but I am interested in your desire
as you create yourself
how can I know you
unless you define
your bottom line

I'm not always right
I can be very wrong
and sometimes confusion
distorts my song
when told I was loved
I pondered why
I still have no answers
as time goes by
what are truths, what are lies
I am still wondering
  what do you see...
in my eyes


ah, time for a sigh... a sigh from the heart... a lonely sigh... a hungry sigh... an unsatisfied sigh... lots of sighs, huh?... maybe it's a sign... can an alas be far behind?... alas... gee but I wish you were here to share a hug right now (or at least tell me your favorite journal entry or what you see in my eyes... and getting to know you would be seriously good too) J



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