A Journal of Sorts
I have no one to tell today my muses have all gone astray the darkness scared them all away so I go on alone... it's not easy alone... it hurts to be alone I was not made to do a solo play there is writing going on, just little shared... there is loving going on, just no one cared... there is caring going on, somehow, somewhere... there is musing going on, just not here... so what's up with you? (I know, you wish you were here to hold me and squeeze me and love me forever and ever and never let me go, but real life is not a cartoon and you are not here so now I hug you and squeeze you and hope you will laugh through the acid tears with me as I mock our desires or lack of trying or the simple rutiness of our current offline lives)... who's that to, we wonder?... don't get paranoid now J of course it's nothing to smile about, but heck if I'll go down in flaming self-pity or drab despair when I have the option of self-mockery and silly insanities to choose from... you must remember this, a kiss is just a kiss, and I have been starving for an all-nighter for so long my mouth is numb (the beautiful irony of these blessed bodies is that pain sensors can only last so long before shorting out, at least for a while)... but not just any lips, mind you (who?)... noooooooooo, far be it for me to close my eyes... libbo must be satisfied... and if you don't know where you find out, you're not looking hard enough and leave yourself out... deal with the agnoy... err, agony... there must be some way out of here (where do you think we are?) how long has this longing gone on? (how long have you got?) all I've got are the creative muses inside of me all the others have gone away I don't know why everyone has abandoned me maybe they don't like how I play everything's a game give it any name everything's the same unless you make it real everything's so strange nothing stays the same everything must change when you start to feel maybe you have forgotten maybe you never knew maybe you're just to wrapped up in you maybe your sign is thirteen maybe your way is cold maybe you are too young maybe you are too old maybe you've been bought maybe you've been sold maybe you're just too caught up in doing what you are told maybe you're too weak maybe you're too strong maybe you've fallen so far behind you don't know what's wrong maybe you've just been alone for too long maybe you don't understand why you hear this song |
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