A Journal of Sorts
"I'm sitting here I'm staring out at you are you looking in are you wondering too who is walking out who lends a helping hand oh come on, baby why can't you understand" ~ World On Edge ~ there is so much inspiration at times coming from some words and images on the web... wishing they were directed to me personally, believing in that possibility, I respond as if it were true and fall in love and allow the energy to flow through my creativity and these journals are a brief summary of the journey... it can become so exciting, words can not express the feeling... that is when you know it is worth the trip... and the irony remains (cruel or beautiful, or both), with all this talk of movement, and still, I am still... it's been so long since I've felt responsive yet I somehow respond anyway it can't be representative of who I really am I don't feel like I've got a thing to say it's been so long since I've felt inspired maybe cuz the music doesn't play and maybe cuz I'm waiting for someone else to start for that's never happened to me, say... what are you doing today? maybe you will surprise me with a response... even as I live with few expectations, I expect a response even less... but still I am here believing these words might be found by someone looking for me... and you find me and... and... and dreams really do come true (it can happen to you?) J wrap yourself around me give it all you've got if you really want me take your best shot but if I say stop then stop or it might get too hot (or I might call a cop) (or you might get shot) serious business passion and lust when instincts unleash who do you trust? better be yourself don't count on me or anyone else this is reality cuz I've got to want you too that's the only way it will go down I'm lonely, not desperate even as a fool or a clown I've got to want you too I just don't sling it around so stop coming on... if you see me frown we can share a fantasy created mutually take it to infinity feeling like eternity but if one of us want pause or find something else to do we better be prepared I am, are you? it's serious business passion and lust when instincts unleash who do you trust? better be yourself don't count on me or anyone else this is reality and in time we might find the seed of love will grow bonding us deeper than any fantasy can flow when we no longer need these bodies to enjoy the show we're connecting with something lust will never know it's serious business passion and lust when instincts unleash who do you trust? better be yourself until love is set free to grow secure ethereally and we enter another reality shall we turn up the Robert Klein sounds now?... I mean, all I want to do is reach your outer limits and go one step beyond into your twilight zone where we can create our own amazing stories... where no one has gone before?... it could be the best fun life has to offer, ya know? J |
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