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"beauty is fragile, and time eats at it
this passion play
smothered in effort, the thrash of naked limbs
glistening skin
close your eyes, the whispered sighs
  frightening lust..."



~ My Dying Bride ~











whom do you trust?

oh, how the mixed emotions taste so bittersweet as they are carried through the blood... no wonder vampiric fantasies rise from their coffins so often these days... insatiable hunger must have more metaphors, but until we are ertain what follows death, if anything, we toy with the end as we know it...

I am
so easily influenced
so readily reticenced
so untold

I am
so casually convoluted
so poorly instituted
so unsold

I am the one who yelled
I am mispelled

it is a day of infamy at times
as memories haunt my rhymes
I hear some distant chimes
from another room

a child sleeps
in dreams
and I lay here awake
impending doom

or is it just gloom?

life feels like a tomb

we leave the womb to enter the tomb
it is a night of tears at times
silence haunts my rhymes
I hear some distant chimes
from another room

a child sleeps
in dreams
and I lay here awake

maybe I should just forget everything and let it be... would anybody miss me?... am I producing anything worth saving in this life?... anything unique?...

what is unique?... I believe in Santa Claus... maybe that's not unique... ok, I believe I was Santa Claus in a former life... if I ever win the lottery, I'll prove it... I believe in magic... and if I ever win the lottery, I'll have proof (of magic) cuz I don't buy tickets... I believe in love (uniquely, believe me... proof is I'm still searching for someone who believes in it the way I do)... I believe in you (even though I have no proof... yet)... there may be lot more uniqueness on my website, but you be the judge... just let me know when the trial begins...


it really doesn't matter
for in my experience
it all seems so intense
  still...
it turns me on


meanwhile, back in the heartlands... lub-dum... lub-dum... lub-dub


Happy Birthday Nic J



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