...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
anybody there? someday, where this page stands, many pages will rise . o O ( patience ) O o . yes, eventually I shall update and the past two, errr, two and a half months will be filled in with close to eighty pages and then nobody will know I've actually been gone from this daily journaling for almost three months, errr, two and a half... but for now (obviously, I ain't too proud to beg)... anybody miss me? J much later, here we are... the mood swings are amazing, the emotional roller coaster that is this life (for me at least) with inhibitions turned down way low and awareness turned up way high (and I'm still only sleeping)... ok, dead serious now - have you ever lost everything that mattered to you?... if not, you may find it challenging to find me sometimes, no less relate to me intimately... this is very frustrating for someone (um, me) who lives to share everything as much as possible... first, some of everything is gone, so from the start it's apparently an impossible dream (no problem, right Sancho?)... and then, even before I became someone with such extreme (hopefully not too unique) experiences that make finding me and relating to me more challenging, I was way out there in so many ways that I always felt isolated... too intense... too open... too honest... too much... the story of life... I'm such a baby sometimes (be nice, give me sometimes) |
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