...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
"I know my dreams are made of you of you and only for you your ocean pulls me under your voice tears me asunder love me before the last petal falls" ~ Nightwish ~ I suppose I would have preferred it if Sam (that's my roommate's journal name, I think) would have played the last game of the season in the NCAA 2002 game so I could spend most of the morning researching and recruiting for the teams I pseudo-coach, but he didn't, so here we are looking out for arrows (whatever that means... I mean, I probably knew at the time)... . o O ( oh, the date I guess ) O o . maybe it's time to actually get up to speed with my web connection so I can start checking out all the goodies that pass through my mail every day (yeah sure, that'll happen like tomorrow, right)... anyway, UltraGrrrl's UltraPick of the Day (one of the many email lists I received) is Good Souls by Starsailor and there's another song I haven't heard no less group I never heard of... music I haven't heard of... it used to be a lot more challenging to find... there's lots more music (seems the exponential increase in bands and artists continues as it has since the explosion in the mid 50s), but I have been gone... yeah, where have I been... out of the loop... far out... won't somebody pull me in I've been out on the road so long out of the loop lost and alone wasted and I... still have no home working every waking hour I've been down on my luck so long crossed off the map nobody cares basted in my own blood sweat and tears been a bad day seems like it's lasting a few years got my heart cut out and fed to me by the mother of my soul you don't want to know the whole story it only gets worse from there I was left out in the cold to die by the father I never knew not even swaddling or a soft place to land how far am I from you? wondering what I can do won't somebody hear my song been in silent numb so long unfinished chord lost and unheard wasted and I... forgot the next word buried somewhere deep inside a soul yearns to be free starving for music creative muse reached for unreachable stars for life of love only wanting someone to love and that someone to love me |
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