...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
the most amazing thing about truth is... that it can be stretched to fit anything I'd rather be reading some scintilating science fiction that reaches for ideas I've never contemplated before, but I slipped into the real world and read the news today... and that's all I have to say on the subject... burp... excuse me I wonder what you are getting out of all this babbling (one of these days I hope you actually tell me and then I'll still wonder, but I'll at least have a direction in which to send my wondering... I mean, aimless wondering can be a good way to get lost and confused... do you get lost and confused here?)... the bulk of the words in these journals seem to be my quest for love, my desire for a more sane world to share, and my hunger to find the one who can and will share everything... though I suppose some other stuff slips in now and then, especially if I let the offline world pop in... I haven't been doing that for a while (noticed?... care?)... maybe we should ask why?... may the reason has been between the lines and if we don't get it we won't be able to explain it anyway... loneliness... lack of music... creative void... no creative or intimate sharing... gross lack of exercise... inconsistent diet... minimal intellectual interaction... I can sit here and make a list and wish for fulfillment, but that's more depressing than hopeful so I step away from saily reality and focus on dreams and fantasies most of the time... alas... if we skip this entry, it might be much more fun to read, ya know?... |
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