A Journal of Sorts
"some people stay far away from the door if there's a chance of it opening up they hear a voice in the hall outside and hope that it just passes by some people live with the fear of a touch and the anger of having been a fool they will not listen to anyone so nobody tells them a lie..." ~ Billy Joel ~ what I am looking for is... . o ( so many intangibles ) O o . someone who has experienced life altering events that most of the world would call trauma but is not suffering from post traumatic stress syndrome or any debilitating diseases with an energy level that can at least keep up with mine... someone who has been stripped of everything or at least knows personally the experience of life on the street at the bottom of the societal food chain in this culture... someone who has emotional scars most people would not believe even if they had the stomachs to look closely at them, but lived safe and strong enough to escape physical scars... someone who still looks beautifully young and innocent because they maintained honesty and intergrity within their own hearts in spite of the cruelty and abuses they've experienced when trusting others... someone who can still love and trust unconditionally in the face of the seemingly overwheming evidence to stop and withdraw from sharing with human beings... someone who overcomes the fears and allows their childinside to live and grow and dream and actualize with as little harm as possible no matter how much peer pressure or control efforts come from outside... someone who understands what I mean here... . o O ( or is this just me? ) O o . someone who feels music as the fluid carrying their spirits through their souls, words expressing their dreams, giving and sharing the essense of their desires... someone who must sing to actualize their anima... someone who must write to create their legacy... someone who must care in order to be happy... someone who must share in order to actualize their full potential in this world... someone who needs nothing and wants everything and is happy just being free to care and be... someone who experiences the energy... . o O ( am I alone here? ) O o . |
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