A Journal of Sorts
| who I am today:
what I do today: |
a being in human form with beliefs and ideals that seem alien to this current human culture... I find myself in stories and songs that reflect other ways to be, harmless and gentle and loving ways to be in harmony with all energy and matter... ironically, I am most comfortable in science fiction... share and care as honestly and openly as I am able... I strive to help anyone who seeks or accepts whatever help I can offer as well as I am able with as little harm as possible, because this is what I enjoy doing most... meditation through music, writing, and running are my solitary paths to peace and euphoria... and I search for the life partner perfect for me... |
ah... a good re-defining of self is refreshing every once in a while... healthy, even... more consistent exercise would add to the healthy part... even if I'm the only one who see it... what I want today can be found on my wantlist (linked below), but above all else I want some feedback, especially from someone who truly knows and understands me... that might take forever, but then, it's already been forever and we're just waiting to find each other... a moment is all we need, for a moment is all there is... until the next moment... if you want to know me, read the book I'm currently reading (Friday, by Robert Heinlein)... I'm a lot like her (Friday), though I am not genetically enhanced and don't have her physical abilities or appearance (however you may imagine her)... I refer to personality... and in some ways, we're probably polar opposites... if you really want to know me, come spend some time with me... open the book that I am and read and let me know you... ever since the first thought I can remember I've been wanting to find my life's rhyme the one perfect partner who was meant for me to be together beyond the end of time some may call me a hopeless romantic maybe they are just afraid to try what heart would turn down the sweetest feeling of knowing you'll never know goodbye spirits call from beyond life to gather love is nothing if we don't believe truth is love is mutual believing the love you give is all you can receive but unconditional trust giving your very survival away even for a moment is the secret to passion's play profoundly reaching past lust beyond that which any words could say unconditional trust is what I want most today some may say what I seek can not happen I don't mind living quixotic dreams someone somewhere is yearning for the same things and finding her is what my life means truth is love is mutual believing the love you give is all you can receive after time stops counting days through eternal passion plays we will be sharing our ways believe love is nothing if we don't believe I seek the one who lives to believe sooner or later, someone will come along (there IS always hope, {and with serious giggles} dammit!) and the searching longing wanting to find her will be over... wonder what the focus of life and these rambles will be then J when your whole world is spinning faster than you can see just hold on and focus and you will find me when your whole world is rumbling and you feel lost at sea just hold on and focus and you will find me and when you're out of focus and hope has waned to gone just hold on, just hold on I'll help you carry on when all your days are dreary when life is tragedy just hold on to something soon you will be free when all your nights are lonely when life is misery just hold on to this dream and you will find me when you have run out of sleep and and confusion is all you see just call my name and hold on and you will find me I will come running to your side you can lean on me and when you're out of focus and hope has waned to gone just hold on, just hold on I'll help you carry on when giving up is where you're at and life seems to long a ride just call my name and you'll find me I will be at your side you can lean on me when you need to hide you can lean on me . o O ( and suddenly... it stops ) O o . to continue in silence until suddenly it will appear again ask if you want to know when |
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