A Journal of Sorts
"tell me, in a world without pity do you think what I'm askin's too much I just want something to hold on to and a little of that human touch just a little of that human touch" ~ Bruce Springsteen ~ phew, life can be painful... even pain meds can be painful... I've learned that my stomach does not like 1200mg of Ibuprophen in 4 hours and the digestive system (nd just about everything else) tries to shut down and rest after working two 16 hour shifts with a kidney stone pressing it's way through the plumbing... the rock has not passed yet, so I am a very grumpy child and I'll return to update another time... grump grump grump ouch... . o O ( days later, after the deluge ) O o . I wish I had a nurse or mommy when I don't feel good I wish I had someone to hold me when I don't feel good I wish I had someplace to hide out when I don't feel good I wish I had a family when I don't feel good but then I only know what people tell me about family maybe someday I will find it in reality until then, sick or well it's a fantasy I wonder who understands what it's like for me who's better off who really knows we don't live each others lives and to add to the confusion everybody's got their own illusion waiting for some answer to arrive so you understand living in a nuclear family and I understand isolation I create the illusion of the family of man and wait for you to feel the sensation we both want to pretend we're not really alone but you have the system behind you and all I've got is the bigger picture but my vision seems to blind you so who's better off oh who really knows we don't live each others lives and to add to the confusion everybody's got their own illusion waiting for some answer to arrive I wish I had a friend or lover when I feel good I wish I had someone to hold me when I feel good I wish I had some place to hang out when I feel good I wish I had a family when I feel good so who's better off oh who really knows we don't live each others lives and to add to the confusion everybody's got their own illusion waiting for some answer to arrive |
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