A Journal of Sorts
"reach out in the darkness and you can find a friend" ~ Four Tops ~ at least I think the Four Tops sang it... I'm not sure who wrote it and I don't have the time or dedication to the writer at the moment )with sincere apologies) to look it up... the point is, if you don't each out you won't find anything and it's very doubtful anything will find you... so here I sit, almost night after night, reaching out... even when I am out of time and energy... pushing the limits is what this life has been about for me and I've enjoyed most of it, but knowing that, on the whole, I've enjoyed the times I've shared more than the times I've lived alone, I'd rather be sharing... so I sit here and write every night (well, sometimes, like right now, I sit down and I catch up and present one long night's babblings as a few or more {a month?} journal entries... is that cheating? J) and hope somebody will come along and click on the links to these babblings (pass me along, please?) and find me in all these words... find the hunger, find the love... find the dream I place above all other things, imagined or real... I live to share all we can feel... . o O ( oh, the hunger grows ) O o . so I hope someone will stumble across these pages and read and be inspired to want to know me and hopefully be in Orlando and then, reach out... I might care more than you want me to care because I can still love without limits and unconditional love scares some people I don't want or offer any gimmicks I might be more honest than you want me to be because I can still trust without doubt and unconditional trust scares some people so they don't let everything out but that's what life's all about let it all out you really would love me if you got to know me... I mean, if you'd love any child or any thing that offered you unconditional love and trust... all you'd have to do is believe it... accept it... and maybe it would help if you would let me know you were out there reading and come over and get it J have you ever been blessed with the fulfullment of your happiness? have you ever been real when sharing everything you feel? have you ever been where you can be yourself without fear? have you ever been true in this world in all you can do? well, I have... and I'm looking for you just one thing though... I've been a pet and a parent and I'd really prefer a more equal relationship... you know what I mean? (there's always hope) J |
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