...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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"heaven kicked you out
you wouldn't wear a tie
staring at some pictures by yourself
at something that you want to have
but will never get
going nowhere..."
Therapy?
ya know, when I look at the bright side and forget that I was pretty much talked into moving in here only to be booted out before I could be expected to be able to afford a place, it sure was nice of Aim to let me stay here... at least I have a month of comfort... I went out and bought some fresh veggies and fruits and actually cooked from scratch for the first time in ages... nothing came out of a can or bottle, even made my own sauce J
but alas, all good things come to an end and most good things are too good to be true... Aim wants to be alone when she gets back (how'd I know) so I'm going to have to figure something out real quick... puts me in a serious bind since I don't have the funds for deposits or security... and the puzzle is she knew that before she paid my way in here and looked at me and reassured me that she was my friend and would never rush me out...
alas, I can understand... my bad luck... or charma... just when I thought that 2001 was really gonna be different, huh?... well, I can still help...
fact is, I'll be hard pressed to find another place as comfortable on such short notice... heck, I'll be hard pressed to find anything... I've lived in my car before... and there are a couple of couches I could probably crash on for a short while... crowded houses though, so no place for my stuff... but Aim said I could leave it here a while so that's a huge help...
she's my friend, after all, she said so J
at least I have util she gets back on the 30th to find a place... and since she told Ben he and his wife and kids can stay here when they visit, I'll have some company and maybe Ben will let me use the van to move the stuff if I find a place to store it... it is a sudden change and really big challenge though... definitely shoulda stayed at Fagan's and not jumped at Aim's kind offer... heck, after Toronto I am not surprised by anything people do... though I am surprised at my misreading character and the loss of my ability to read eyes and see or hear it when people tell lies, even to themselves... need to focus on the tasks at hand... job (help?)... and friends (you?)... don't ask me how I keep trusting people, I just do... it's a choice...
so how's life on your roller coaster? J
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