2002 HEARTBEATS
"I keep on living in this my only wish that life will be good someday I keep on losing my sleep because of this seems so hard just to stay" ~ Katatonia ~ beneath the surface heat there is an iceberg burning me and everything it touches, is that my heart?... beyond insatiable there is a promise deeper than the seas of Jupiter or stars in our imaginations, is this a disease?... farther on or further out there's something waiting, calling, throbing like a heart in a marathon's 26th mile... somewhere in the midst of all this I see innocence staring through tear dried eyes and wanting hungry smile... yet I want so much to believe it can all begin again the slide down into the infinite roller coaster ride falling in love never like this with so much weight behind me so many reasons to stop so many lights out on my tree so many bleeding memories so many distant fantasies so many stings of the bee and maybe somehow, someday, someone will understand... and maybe it will happen while I can still feel with my own hand... maybe the one I've been waiting for is walking right up to my door right now... darken my darkened door, my love, remember... maybe a fantasy will become reality, maybe a dream will come true... it can happen to you, why not me (I am still young at heart... there's always hope... believe... even in the dark)... 
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