2001 HEARTBEATS
"your words go through and through me and leave me totally dazed for they do such strange things to me they nearly make me gloomy for you dear are so clever so obviously the top I wish you'd go on forever I wish even more you'd stop" ~ Cole Porter ~ used to be I focused my feelings, my heartbeats, here in this section of the journals... it was my attempt to give some continuity and order to the ramblings... recently I haven't had time to create more pages so virtually everything flows into the main journals... I wonder, from the outside, how this appears... editors and readers, feel free to respond to this query... meanwhile, I am feeling beneath the numbing despair and Maslow bttom level near desperation... a scream nobody hears, or maybe worse, a scream nobody pays attention to... I think loneliness is like that... and I haven't been expressing the loneliness adequately as it's been growing inside... more to follow 
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