2001 HEARTBEATS
"I came here to let you know the letting go has taken place" ~ Melissa Etheridge ~ and it has taken time, much time... and comes almost unnoticed... no fanfare, no celebration... like a funeral for a friend... just a misty farewell... a deep sigh... and time to start again... I know exactly what I want in so many ways... maybe that is the greatest obstacle of all, for as much as I am willing to compromise anything to get what I want... I am very reluctant and mostly unwilling to compromise on what I want... I follow my heart and my heart follows my fantasies... but how will you ever know (and if you don't know, how will the one ever find me among the billions of beings alive today)... on the web, my bios is coming closer to expressing in words the shadows and images and surface of what I want, but the depths can only be expressed through contacts... I can give examples of what inspires hunger in my visual libido... I can attempt to find reason and rhyme in my heart and mind... I can let music lead me on journeys through thoughts and feelings and philosophies and fantasies... but all I may write can not express the depths of my hungers, the heights of my desires, or completeness of my heart's fantasies... completely open honesty without harm or inhibitions... innocence actualize the words to the farthest extremes of imagination and you take the first step towards what I want... if you care, the paths are here... I can come in a moment, awake or sleep but beyond the touch, desire runs so deep 
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