2001 HEARTBEATS
life... is what you're doing life... is what you feel life... is what you're sharing life... is what is real scarcely a moment to delve deeper into the inner abyss... so for what it's worth, we're left with the briefest glimpses of slips and slides and pans... whatever that means... somewhere deep inside the wishes still wish and the dreams still dream and the hopes still hope, within me, without me, without you... still wishing for sharing, still dreaming of caring, still hoping it'll actually happen in this lifetime... but here I sit alone with less energy than ever before and little or no time to find others... not very good for the heartbeats, huh?... sigh, alas, no wonder there are so few so far this year... and so it goes... at least I still think in terms of so far... and that's the key, to somehow remain optimistic and hopeful... so I do, just cuz I have the choice... I mean, it's not like I have any other reason or justification to continue believing it'll happen... just a choice... and in the end, that's all I need even if I want much more in this life |
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