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2000 HEARTBEATS
"be patient and tough,
someday this pain
will be useful to you"
~ Ovid ~
sometimes I feel like a garbage dump... and my head hurts...
it's so strange... I open myself to all who come near me and give all I can, all that will be received freely without obligation or ownership, for I offer honest love and love can not be owned if it is honest... commitment comes through time and decision, a decision to trust and depend on someone, to promise loyalty to stay connected completely openly... love exists always, needs no time because it is timeless, and is only real when it is true, unconditional, and free... the strange thing is, I've yet to find someone who actualizes these words...
and every time I meet someone, I hope the love will be pure, honest, unconditional, and without obligation or pretense of ownership or any other pretense... I open myself to the possibility because anything is possible and everyone can, if they will, actualize... so why doesn't everybody?...
maybe because so few do and it's so lonely to because so few do (a futile loop, huh?)... and because most people don't feel they are not real and play games they make up that hurt anyone who can feel... and so I try to believe that the pain is not a waste of time and it will somehow, someday, be useful to me...
we live, we learn...
we hope...
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