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"perhaps love is like a resting place
a shelter from the storm
it exists to give you comfort
it is there to keep you warm
and in those times of trouble
when you are most alone
the memory of love will bring you home"

~ John Denver ~





and those that think that love without lust is holy and somehow better than love with lust might miss the simple logic that they settle for incomplete love and call is holy... for me, all love is holy or sacred and the best love is that honest love found in unconditional trust and complete love... are people too insecure to reach for it, no less actualize it?... are you making sense out of any of this?...

maybe that's why it's called falling instead of flying... it seems it is more acceptible if it appears out of control and beyond our responsibility... and maybe that way the moral hypocrisy illusion or secual taboo might remain intact if we keep it shallow enough... how about now, am I making any sense to anybody?...

we leave the truth of honest love, of unconditional love and trust behind in what we call childhood... we call it innocence and we convince ourselves we lose it when we explore our sexuality... actually, we give away innocence and it has nothing to do with secuality, it's about being guilty of buying into the hypocrisy and lies and double standards that reduce love to conditions and contracts and bullshit that can not really work because there are too many arbitrary and contradictory rules that violate our natural instincts, logic, and common sense so each person interprets them individually while trying to conform and fit in and impress everybody else with their virtuous commitment to the hypocrisy (all the while ignoring the fact that it is hypocrisy and getting away with the big lie because it is the big lie, a lie that most people accept as truth)... and how about now?...

complete the circle, find someone else who buys into the big lie about the same way you do and shirk all responsibility for intelligence and logic and truth and fall in love and to hell with everything and everybody except the closed minded facism you hold up as virtue and morality... and everything is right with the world... at least the world you live in... at least until it shatters...

  if you're lucky, maybe it won't...



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