The Hounds of Winter
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-seven-
-exile-
I had not been outside my quarters for more than ten minutes of the exile that the Headmaster had inflicted on me before I began to feel the glances in the hallways. I paced around, unsure of which direction to take, not wanting to get too far away in case I was needed. I could not quell the misgivings in my heart, and my every step away from my rooms filled me with such panic for Harry that I almost ran back several times before my deadline. Was the hold of his charisma spell so powerful that I could not bear to be away from him? No, surely it was the call of the healer in me, concerned for my patient, and I would have been concerned no matter who my patient was.
None of the students were sure how to act around me. Even my own Slytherins were somewhat nervous. They gave me muted greetings at least, whereas students from the other houses fled to the other side of the hallway to avoid me. The whole school had read the Daily Prophet's article or had heard rumors to the effect that Mr. Potter had been gravely injured and that I was caring for him. This was enough to explain our absences from the usual, expected places. They burned to know what the manner of his injury was, no doubt. I hoped against reason that Weasley and Granger had kept their mouths shut. It would not do for the world at large to know what had happened to Potter. It simply would not do. There lingered an ignorant prejudice against those who had been bitten by vampires, against the vampires themselves even, and I wanted to spare Harry from that discomfort if at all possible.
The Gryffindors were undecided about me. They had of course concluded that Harry's condition, whatever it might be, was all my fault either by direct or indirect action. Yet if this were true, why was I taking caring of him? It amused me to have them want to glare in anger while at the same time feeling obligated to thank me for caring for their golden boy.
It was common knowledge that Professor Volkova was also involved in the Halloween Incident. Indeed she would have had a hard time hiding the huge gash Le Clair had made across her face if nothing else. Madam Pomfrey had done her best to heal us both that night amid the chaos and cover-up that followed. However, I suspected Volkova was no less tempestuous a patient than I could be. I had raised holy hell with Pomfrey to leave me alone and let me get to my patient as quickly as possible. As a result, my shoulder wound had been this close to infection before I finally allowed her to finish healing it three days later.
Because Volkova's former employment as a vampire hunter had been made public, and the students knew that the school had recently been breached by one of her vampire enemies, it didn't take a great leap of genius to speculate that perhaps a vampire was involved in Potter's attack. I imagined the whispers with both mirth and annoyance. Maybe I was looking at this the wrong way. Rumors of Potter having survived a vampire attack might only add to The Boy's formidable reputation. Many at Hogwarts believed that Potter could walk on water. Indeed, Harry was taking on an almost resurrection quality with the number of times he had escaped certain death. The real danger lay not in what other students believed was capable. No, the true danger was when Harry started to believe his own reputation, when he started to take it for granted.
Talk of vampire attacks would have to be denied of course– it probably already had been. But the Daily Prophet had talked with a source at St. Mungo's and a source closer to home here at Hogwarts as well. Dr. Toadvine had been the St. Mungo's source, to be sure, but who around here would have been so foolish? Who would have risked my wrath, and the much-more considerable wrath of the Headmaster, by revealing Potter's condition?
There's no denying that without my quick response, we would have been deprived of Mr. Potter's corporeal company. There had been days over the last six years when I would have considered that a profound blessing, nay, a well-earned reward, but as strange as it seemed, I was bordering on a change of heart about him. No one was more surprised than me. Was his charisma spell effecting me? Had I become entirely seeped in it, with no way to be free of him imposing his will on me? Was there no way to be safe from him? My stomach growled again, reminding me of the lasting effects of Potter's spell. I’d have ordered a tray of food from the kitchens on the spot, but I decided I should wait and see if Harry was hungry when I returned.
Strolling through the towers gave me no comfort, nor the classroom corridors either. I tried the Great Hall, and disliked the echo of my boots on the stones. I traced through the infirmary wing, and Pomfrey frowned at me until I left. I tried pacing in the wintery courtyard. The cold air made me feel nostalgic for my warm fire in the dungeons. I needed to get back to Harry. All I wanted was Harry. I was nearing Professor McGonagall's door, hearing her voice drone on about Transfigurations, a class that Harry would be sharing if he were well. My throat tightened with tears, and I hurried past. Footsteps came out into the hall and followed me until I stopped.
"Professor Snape?"
I turned and found Miss Granger behind me.
"Yes?"
"I wonder if it's possible to have—"
"To have what?" I asked impatiently as she left her sentence unfinished. She touched her neck, staring up at me with her mouth open. Her innocent eyes rounded in surprise, but she quickly hid behind a mask of normalcy.
"To have a private word with you in your office, if that's where you're headed," she finished. I glanced up and down the corridor, and across the courtyard. We were entirely alone, it appeared.
"What do you want?" I asked bluntly. I wanted to get back to Harry. I needed Harry.
"I know who went to the Daily Prophet. You must have been wondering."
"Who?" I asked impatiently.
"Pomfrey," Granger whispered, keeping her voice down as two first years raced by us. I glowered at them, and they slowed to a reasonable pace.
"Why would she do a stupid thing like that?" I asked Granger.
"I don't know, sir. Perhaps she's afraid you mean to harm Harry, or mean to take glory from saving him," Granger suggested, struggling to keep her face neutral.
"A simple conclusion,” I said. Somewhere in the distance, pounding could be heard, followed by unintelligible shouting.
"Sometimes the most truthful things are the most simple."
"Hmm," I muttered. "She's wrong."
"Of course, sir."
"Didn't she think she was doing Mr. Potter harm by revealing what had happened? Even by opening up discussion about what might have happened? You know how people love to gossip."
"She didn't reveal what happened."
"To those with an ounce of sense, the article reveals everything."
"I'm sure she didn't mean to harm Harry," Miss Granger said, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to the other.
"Something else on your mind?"
"The potion Harry gave you?" she whispered.
"Yes?" I whispered back.
"Was it what we thought?" she questioned as she avoided my eyes.
"No."
Granger sank with disappointment. "Oh."
"Is that all?"
"No. I wondered. That is to say. Professor McGonagall insisted no visits until Harry improves, but I would like...may I bring him anything? At least his school work. He's going to fall behind."
"When he is ready, you may bring him his work. But he is not ready."
"I could bring other things. Professor McGonagall said familiar objects might help him focus. Familiar things might make him want to come back and stay."
I leaned back against the wall and stared at her while crossing my arms over my chest. Her voice was tight with emotion, and she was trying her best to hold everything back, not wanting to be embarrassed in front of me. A memory went through my head of having stopped Potter, Granger, and Weasley in this very corridor during their first year. I had heard my name among their clandestine chatter and had come over to torment them. I felt old, suddenly, so much older than I should. Hard to believe how quickly they were growing, all my children. The young woman before me watched silently, waiting for my reply. It took me a minute to pull myself out of the doldrums and answer.
"He's barely staying awake ten minutes at a time. You saw for yourself what he's like. You want to bring him knick-knacks?"
"No. I want to bring books and things."
"He lost his glasses in the forest. Lupin went to retrieve them from the Daily Prophet, but they were smashed beyond repair. How do you expect Potter is going to read these books you want to bring?"
"I could spell them to make the print larger. I could bring things besides books," she persisted.
"Miss Granger, what things do you believe he might require? Be specific,” I insisted, annoyed by her eagerness. She was so willing to help Harry that she would risk annoying me? That if nothing else was a sure sign of love.
"Sleeping clothes."
"That would be helpful," I agreed.
"He's received several letters too."
"All right. If nothing else, I will read them to him. Anything else?"
"My mother."
"You want to bring Potter your mother?"
"I have something for him that she gave me."
"What? Did you tell her what happened to him?"
"No." Was she capable of such a bald-face lie?
"What did she give you for him, not knowing his condition but being attuned to what he requires?"
"It's something that she gave me that I would like to give to him."
"If it's that cross with a man tacked to it, you can forget it," I growled.
"What?"
"The Muggle symbol for their One God."
"No. It's not a crucifix," Granger replied tartly.
"I simply won't stand for that kind of mumbo-jumbo, hoodoo-voodoo nonsense."
"No, sir. Not at all." She waited a beat, and quickly added, "I quite agree with you. It's far too late for a crucifix. Superstition isn't going to help. That's not what I meant."
"What is it?"
"A joke book," she said. "My mother's very funny, you know? At least she thinks she is. She's a pediatric dentist, and she finds that the humor makes children less afraid when they are in pain. It helps put them at ease."
"She sent you a joke book about teeth?"
"Not exactly," Granger hedged.
"You may not enter my quarters, but if you were to gather such items together, and put them in a box outside my corridor; a small box, mind you; I will give the box to my patient."
"Yes, sir," Miss Granger nodded, trying to keep her smile in check.
"I will find it very necessary, only prudent really, to examine the contents of this box, so I wouldn't put anything too private in there, if I were you."
"Understood, sir."
"Return to your class," I motioned.
"Thank you, Professor."
She bounced me a quick curtsey and darted away. I followed her path with my eyes long enough to intersect with McGonagall standing at her desk. Minerva wore a sad, winsome smile. She fussed momentarily with her glasses, and went back to the lesson.
I had another hour to kill. Merlin help me. I pulled myself up, and started to walk across the courtyard towards the greenhouses. But my feet carried me right towards the dungeon.
-return-
I was back at the corridor leading to my private quarters with still better than forty-five minutes to kill. No matter how much I had wanted to obey Dumbledore's order to remain away from two hours to clear my head, I found I was completely filled with panic. I had had no choice but to return. Remus Lupin was standing at the head of the corridor like a sentry. My every worst feeling seemed confirmed.
"You're early," he said, looking distinctly nervous.
"I see no point in wandering the school when my patient needs me," I responded coldly.
"Dumbledore said you might have that reaction. Volkova all but predicted it."
"You let her in there?" I gasped, trying to push my way past Lupin. He shouldered me carefully back.
"She was here, but she's gone. I can't let you in yet, " he insisted.
"Why not? This was his plan from the start, wasn't it?" I hissed. Lupin shouldered me back again.
"Severus, Harry has hit you three times with a very powerful charisma spell. You may not understand this, but the Headmaster feels you need to be separated from Harry for a few hours to clear your head. It's for your own protection."
"Don't make me get my wand out, Lupin," I warned.
"How closely did you look in the mirror this morning?" he asked.
"What does that have to do with anything?" I spat back.
"You've got a love bite on your neck," he said lowly. I put my hand on my neck and felt my color rising. "Harry bit you.”
"He couldn't possibly convert me," I said hesitantly. "You're mistaken. His reversal is nearly complete. I'm in no danger from the boy."
"Maybe he's not trying to convert you," Lupin said. "He's clearly too attached to you though."
"Define 'too attached'."
“The point at which my godson is sucking on your neck,” Lupin glowered. “Dumbledore thought, and Volkova agreed, that for your own protection, you should have time away from Harry. Unfortunately, you're back too soon."
"Remus, step away from the door," I ordered.
"Don't do anything stupid, Severus," he cautioned, steeling himself for fear that I was going to rush at him. I pulled my wand out slowly, taking a step back from him. "Severus....."
"Step away from the door," I ordered again, taking another step back and putting my hand against the wall to my left. A second too late, he realized what I was up to.
"SNAPE!!" Lupin howled, pounding on the concealed door I had opened as it slammed shut in his face. I stepped through my hidden workshop and touched the door that would allow me to enter my bedroom.
A wild whirl of stray books and loose leaves of paper nearly clobbered me as I entered. The lamp and sconces were brightly lit, and where the bed should be there was nothing but a smashed frame and a hopelessly-tangled pile of bedcovers. The contents of the mattress were strewn about, and a splatter of blood was under the pillows. The rest of the furniture was crammed haphazardly against the bedroom door. The bookshelves had been tipped, and the books not sailing around the room were stacked with the furniture, multi-colored bricks in a wall that shivered with each pounding it received from the other side.
"Harry!" I screamed, lifting my wand to drop the flying books to the ground. They landed with the muffled crinkling of paper pages. The shrunken heads that had been on the bookshelves were cowering in one of the dresser drawers. It shot open, and they bounced across the floor, headed for the bathroom. I was not quick enough to catch any of them before the door slammed. "Harry!!" I called again.
"The lights," Harry responded. "I can't overpower Dumbledore's magic. Please! He won't turn them off. Please help me!”
I gaped above my head, lowering my wand as I stared. Harry was clinging to the ceiling by no apparent means. His hands were shielding his face. He was shaking and wildly-disheveled. His wrists were both bruised, as was one ankle, and he was speckled with droplets of blood.
"Severus, do not interfer," Dumbledore called from outside the door that led to the outer room.
"You're going to blind him," I yelled at the door. I raised my wand and concentrated on lowering the lights, but didn't have any better luck overpowering the Headmaster than Harry had been having.
"Severus," Dumbledore warned. Harry closed his eyes, and I could feel the rush of his magic as he concentrated on the lights. The bulbs in the lamp and the sconces shattered, and the fireplace extinguished itself with a ghostly gasp of sound. Harry was panting from exertion, but he had accomplished his goal. The room was utterly dark once more.
"I can't see," Harry whispered to me, his voice trembling. I reached a hand up to him. He touched my hand, sensing it somehow.
"Come down," I pleaded, giving the tip of my wand a dim glow.
"Let us in, Severus," Dumbledore ordered from outside.
"I don't want them in here. I don't want them near me. Make them all leave,” Harry pleaded. “Just you. I want just you. Only you.”
"Harry, you don't mean that," Hagrid called. The giant made a push against the door, and Harry dropped gracefully to the floor, countering the move. He raised both arms and pushed with unseen force that shoved the wall of the castle itself another three feet away.
"Harry, calm down. We're not going to hurt you," Dumbledore soothed.
"Are you all right?" I asked, tentatively putting a hand on Potter’s arm. "What did they do to you?"
He turned and put his head against my chest, giving me his left hand.
"She poured something on my hand," he whimpered. There was a small, circular burn on his left palm. I kissed it tenderly.
"Come with me," I murmured.
“And she was trying to perform incantations on me,” he went on. I hushed him as I guided him around the chaos that had been my bedroom towards the concealed door to my hidden lab. At the lab door, I gave him my wand.
"Neither of these doors will move except to my touch. You're safe in here. Put a dab of this on your palm," I instructed, grabbing a vial from the nearby shelf and taking off the cap. He nodded, climbing unsteadily into the tall chair next to the table. I paused long enough to nuzzle his cheek, and he buried his face against my chest.
“I didn’t know where you’d gone,” he mumbled.
"I won't leave again without waking you. I swear."
I closed the hidden door and made sure the wall was seamless. Dumbledore had reignited the fire in the bedroom hearth. Its cheery glow warmed the cold, windy room. Hagrid was pushing against the bedroom door once more, and it felt like the very foundations of the castle might come apart. Harry's barrier was beginning to collapse. Books cascaded down. The dresser heaved and fell over. I waited until the giant had the door open a crack before I started shouting.
"WHICH ONE OF YOU IDIOTS LET THAT WOMAN POUR HOLY WATER ON MY PATIENT?!"
Lupin, Dumbledore, and Hagrid froze where they were. Hagrid had opened the door far enough that I could read their faces. They were case studies in embarrassment and shock.
"Severus, calm down," Dumbledore urged.
"Barbarians! Ignorant savages!" I accused. "Were you trying to permanently blind him with all those lights on? What is the meaning of this?"
"You're under the influence of a powerful charisma spell," Dumbledore cautioned me. "Don't do anything rash."
I grabbed a vial from inside my cloak, and flung it into their midst. A blinding flash of light lit their space, and it was followed by the very satisfying sound of painful screaming.
"What the hell was that?" Hagrid bellowed.
"Perhaps that will give you some idea of how Mr. Potter felt after your violations," I fumed at them. Dumbledore retracted the vial shards and the potion itself, reconstituting it into the palm of his hand. He gave it hesitantly back to me as he opened the door between us.
"You make it sound as if we were trying to hurt Harry," he retorted, his voice saddened to the core.
"You don't feel burning and blinding him was hurtful?" I accused.
"Professor Volkova said seeing him without you here was the only way to make sure you weren't lying about his condition," Dumbledore began. "We needed to give him a thorough examination without your interference."
"Medieval nonsense," I scoffed. My heart went cold at those words– thorough examination. The poor child! What had they done to him?!
"Why did the holy water burn his skin?" Lupin wanted to know.
"Because the cure involves the use of Le Clair's blood, and if you idiots had bothered to ask me, I'd've told you that holy water will produce a false positive reading until Harry's body processes all the Canis Capellum that he has taken. If Volkova weren't so intent on killing those who have been bitten, she'd study the very-well documented attempts to cure them before she goes around trying to stake people."
They silently gaped at me. Hagrid and Lupin looked at Dumbledore, and then stared at the mess on the floor in complete embarrassment. Dumbledore was smiling faintly at me. The son of a bitch had known all along. This wasn't about holy water or thorough examinations. This was about whether or not I would come to Harry's defense against them. Dumbledore was testing me. I wanted to claw his eyes out in rage. I could hear his sage words to Neville Longbottom: "It takes a great deal of courage to stand up to your enemies, but even more to stand up to your friends."
"Where's Volkova?" I asked darkly.
"She's getting her arm mended," Albus replied.
“Harry dropped the bed on her elbow and shattered it,” Lupin explained.
“Bloody good for Harry,” I snarled.
"Where is he? Is he terribly upset?" Hagrid asked. “We weren’t trying to hurt him.”
"He's blind and bruised, and he's terrified. How upset do you think he is?"
"We didn't mean to harm him," Remus insisted.
"We'll leave. See to our patient. Call if you need anything," Dumbledore said.
"What, like new bedroom furniture?" I snapped, motioning around me.
"Think of it as a complex puzzle to entertain you until evening," Dumbledore retorted, giving half a smirk to me before walking away.
"Harry? We're very sorry," Hagrid called loudly. The books and furniture began to levitate, sorting out by the sharpest points. Growling could be heard behind the wall where Harry was hidden. Hagrid watched nervously as the points all turned around and aimed at Lupin and him.
"We'll wait till he calms down to come back," Remus said sadly. He dug around in his cloak, and located a small, black oval case about eight inches long. He cautiously gave me the case. "New glasses. They're spelled to size to the wearer, and to conform to their specific visual handicap as well. The lenses darken in bright light situations. The frames are absolutely guaranteed not to bend or break."
"Splendid. If he isn't permanently blind, he's sure to find them useful," I replied haughtily.
"We didn't mean to harm him in any way," Lupin said sorrowfully.
"You'll have a hard time convincing him," I scoffed. The points of wood urged Hagrid and Lupin out the door. They mumbled among themselves as they closed the outer door and left. I waited until I heard their footsteps in the corridor before I tried to find the door in the wall to release Harry.
-one lump or two-
"I promise you, Severus, I'm as shocked as you are," Minerva said. "If I had had any idea what they were up to, I'd've never given them my permission to enter your quarters.”
McGonagall gave Professor Volkova a stern glance, where the Dark Arts Instructor sat almost meekly on her corner of my divan.
"No matter. I've changed the wards. You will receive the appropriate spell-breaker for security purposes, of course. But no one else will be allowed in unless I am here," I insisted.
"As you wish," McGonagall agreed.
"It was never my intention to harm Mr. Potter," Volkova whispered.
"Whether it was your intention or not, you have," I informed her. She cradled her left elbow in her right hand, looking away sadly.
"Where is he?" McGonagall asked.
"Underneath the bed I pulled out of the closet to replace the one you broke with your elbow," I directed my venom at Volkova.
“That floor is ice cold,” Minerva protested.
"I couldn't coax him out. Perhaps after he's had some sleep he'll be more open to discussion."
"Poor mite," McGonagall whispered, shaking her head.
"I pushed pillows and blankets under to him. He seems to find the small, dark space comforting," I continued. McGonagall winced, and Volkova's eyes brimmed with tears.
"Reminiscent of his cupboard, no doubt," Volkova whispered. I glared at her, and she dried her eyes on her palm. I wanted to slap her. What could she possibly know, what could she possibly understand about what my Harry had been through?
"I promise I won’t allow them to side-step you again," Minerva said. “Thank you for the tea. Was there something else you wanted to talk about?”
"I wanted you both to know that I discovered among my student vials one of particular interest."
Volkova's grip on her cup slipped. She narrowly recovered it before it tipped hot tea in her lap.
"You've found it?" She caught her breath as I pulled said vial out of my cloak and showed her.
"I have it by mistake, I'm sure," I said smoothly, watching her eyes fill with dread and relief. McGonagall sipped at her tea, concealing her knowing smile.
"I should be very much in your debt for its return," Anna offered.
"I should be very happy to return it to you, in due time."
"Severus," McGonagall interjected. The look of utter anguish on Volkova's face made up for any of McGonagall's wrath I might have to endure later.
"I must protest. This is perfectly savage, even for you," Anna muttered. I twirled the vial between my fingers and held it up to the light from the wall sconce. Volkova stared away from me, putting down her tea. I put away the vial, and her eyes bored a hole in my pocket.
“How very lucky it is you’ve found it,” McGonagall said.
"What sort of hoops will I have to jump through to get my property back from you?" Anna asked.
"No hoops. All I want is to know the story behind your precious potion. I am interested in one developed to my own specifications. I understand I have to have at least a fourth of someone else’s bindy to make one of my own."
Volkova turned ghastly pale with anger. She clenched both fists and ground her teeth.
"I didn't make it."
"I know very well you didn't," I smiled at her.
"Why do you want to know about it?"
"To determine if it's the kind of bindy that would be useful to me. I'm being prudent," I said.
"I'm not here to amuse you with tales about my family," she responded, narrowing her eyes at me.
"Le Clair called it 'Ivan's Charm'. So it must have belonged to someone named Ivan Volkov."
"Ee-vahn. Not I-Vin," she corrected me.
"Very well. Tell me about him."
"He didn't create the potion either. It was a gift from a witch he rescued during the time of one of the Swedish invasions of Poland and Lithuania."
"Quite special, your bindy," I mused.
"Quite ancient and special," McGonagall agreed.
"In my research, I discovered there are several different types of bindies. There are ones for children, with blood from their parents, used to ward away bad dreams and surround them with a sense of comfort and protection. A magical nightlight of sorts. The second type I found is one given between lovers, made with a lock of hair or a few drops of blood from each and split between the two of them. It protects the union against dissolution from outside forces. The third is for priests, to protect them from more worldly temptations. It closely resembles the fabled Gallahad Elixir," I reported.
I paused and waited for Volkova to pick up the tangent. Would she admit in front of McGonagall that she had successfully created a Gallahad Elixir? I burned to know why Volkova would need both the bindy and the Gallahad, if my theory was correct, and she was carrying both of them.
"This is an off-shoot of the priestly kind. Ivan's Charm is meant to protect warriors in battle," Volkova side-stepped the challenge. I was surprised at her.
"All warriors in all battles?" I pressed.
"No," she admitted.
"Specific warriors in specific battles?"
"It's meant to protect pious, consecrated soldiers against attack from the unholy minions of the dark."
McGonagall's eyes went wide at the feral expression Volkova levelled at me. I couldn't help but smile back at her. It was becoming pretty clear that Anna had spent her time before coming to Hogwarts reading up on me, not in an effort to befriend me on her arrival, but in an effort to find my weaknesses. Had the Deusredeti sent her here to destroy me? Or was my paranoia getting the better of me. Surely I did not rate a second glance from the leaders of her cult?
"Why would this witch want to protect Ivan Volkov?" I asked.
"He saved her from undeath."
"He rescued her from a Swedish vampire?" I tried to sound as skeptical as possible. McGonagall cleared her throat and narrowed her eyes at me. I had apparently teased Volkova all McGonagall was going to allow of me.
"Ivan rescued Felka from Le Clair,” Anna said.
"This bindy is meant to protect all Volkovs from Henri Le Clair?"
"It will protect the Volkovi against vampires, evil wizards, or evil vampire wizards."
"How did Le Clair know you didn't have it?"
"He can smell it."
"Why?"
"Part of him is in it. He can’t come within ten feet of it, or he feels physical pain.”
Lights went off inside my mind. Had Le Clair's partner Radu been in Algiers to take the charm away from Volkova? How close had he come to succeeding before she killed him? Had Le Clair convinced Radu to take on Volkova, only to lose him in battle to her? Was part of Le Clair’s anger with Volkova born of his own guilt at having sent his lover to take the charm away?
"I would like to know if your ancestor came by this charm. Please tell me it was not by less than respectable means,” I requested.
"Fruit of the poisoned tree?" McGonagall questioned. I nodded quickly. Volkova puzzled over the expression.
"Do you mean to ask if he used violence or force to get the witch to brew the potion?"
"Yes."
"No. She made it for him of her own volition."
"Do you know this for a fact?"
"If you were to examine the wand it's supposed to be in, you would see her inscription. Protective runes encircle the inside of the silver cap that covers the potion."
"The witch made it for Ivan out of an urgent desire to protect him because he had saved her life?"
"Felka made it for Ivan out of gratitude and out of love," Volkova defended. “Why is this of such curiosity to you? Ivan was the first Volkovi to be a vampire hunter. The trade was very much thrust upon him by an unscrupulous priest whose hope it was to see Ivan dead. We were the terror of the region, so I am told. Felka used her magic to create the bindy for Ivan, and the priest had her burned at the stake for her troubles when Ivan returned again and again from battles, having accumulated little more than scratches."
"Auto de fés were never an effective method for killing witches," McGonagall said. "Simple freezing spells can be employed to counteract—"
"Fire is more than effective when victims are unconscious and unable to protect themselves. Felka was extremely, sincerely dead when the unscrupulous priest was finished with her. He even had her ashes spread at the crossroads. He went so far as to pour holy water on them. Thought it would make her stay where he had left her."
"She didn't?"
"Felka is with me in spirit. She will remain with me until I pass on the wand to my child, at which time she will follow and protect him."
"You have a child?" Minerva gasped.
"A son. He'll be eleven come spring."
"That's why Malchik keeps coming and going," I nodded, finally understanding. "You have him hidden nearby, and she’s looking after him.”
"Would I be so stupid as to bring him near as this?" Volkova growled.
"No. He's must be in Venice," I said.
"At school?" McGonagall questioned.
"In a matter of speaking," Volkova answered cryptically.
"He's with the Deusredeti," I decided. “Their main headquarters is in Venice.”
"How clever you are," Volkova taunted me. "What? Did you think I'd left a small child alone to fend for himself? He is being protected by those I trust."
"It must have been hard to leave him at all," McGonagall offered. Volkova faltered briefly, steeling herself against what she was feeling. She had not been prepared for Minerva’s tenderness, and was unexpectedly touched by it. How many years had she been asked to go on missions and leave the child behind, no knowing when or if she would see him again?
"He's grown accustomed to my absence," Anna replied, struggling to keep her face neutral.
"We should all be so lucky," I muttered.
"Severus," McGonagall chided me softly.
"Back to the matter at hand. Your bindy. You Volkovi pass it on from one vampire hunter to the next."
"Yes."
"What if one of you died without a blood heir?"
"I don't follow you."
"It must have happened at least once in two and a half centuries. What do you do when the current hunter who has the bindy dies without a blood heir?"
"I'd have to check the List of Bearers and see if this has occurred. Why ask such a curious question?"
"You're going to be passing part of the bindy on to someone who is not related to you by blood. I need to know if the strength of the potion will remain intact. I want to be prepared for all possibilities. And what if no blood is available? Can you use other body parts? Hair? Teeth? Skin?"
"Blood creates the strongest bond, but other things have been used in circumstances of hasty transference when no blood was available from the one bound to the potion."
"One of the texts I found said that if the child receiving the bindy is not related by blood to the person who is giving the potion, that there must be a sanctified blessing from the child's natural parents. This can be done in the form of an incantation, or by blood donation. What about hair, teeth, or skin in this circumstance?"
"Who exactly do you mean to give the new bindy to?" Volkova dove for the point.
"Would that have a bearing on your willingness to donate?"
"You bet your ass it would. Do you mean to keep it for yourself?"
"No. I wouldn't presume."
"You're going to give it to Harry?" Minerva asked, her eyes brimming.
"Yes," I admitted, annoyed I was so transparent to her. McGonagall reached for her hanky, dabbing her misty eyes.
"I don't know what to say, Severus. I'm so very proud of you."
"You must desist at once," Volkova said anxiously.
"Why must I?"
"In his present condition, if you bind him to the potion, you could kill him."
"I don't understand. Why do you mean by his present condition?"
"Ivan's Charm repels Henri Le Clair. If you give one of Henri Le Clair's victims part of Ivan's Charm, if you bind them to even the smallest portion of the bindy within, it will kill them. If you care at all about Harry, you will stop at once with this insane plan, however seemingly altruistic it may be."
"A little knowledge of potions indeed, Professor Volkova," I smiled at her. "It appears you've studied them a great deal."
"Don't toy with me, warlock," she hissed. Her pronunciation made it sound like a dire insult. I considered in the space of one second her choice of ' warlock' over either 'sorcerer' or 'wizard', equally applicable but each different in their own right. Of course she'd've gone with 'warlock' for me. Warlock– one who breaks oaths. She clearly meant it as an insult.
"Once he is fully cured, I could proceed," I insisted.
"He may never be fully cured."
"Why don't you let me be the judge of that?" I responded. "I must presume the potion is guarded against division without your permission."
"You undoubtedly discovered this while trying to separate it." Volkova arched a brow at me. She was
on the verge of a wicked smile. It appeared damned lucky for me I hadn't done more than look at the bindy.
"What part of you do I need to unlock the ward that protects the potion?" I minced no words. "You need my blood and my permission, which you will not get until I am satisfied that Mr. Potter is fully
recovered from Le Clair's bite." "What would it take to satisfy you?" I asked. At that moment, the fire dimmed, and the floo opened. Potter's owl dropped out and arched her wings
to pull herself to a higher vantage point. She circled the room once before she settled next to McGonagall.
The Deputy Headmistress unfurled the short scroll attached to Hedwig's leg and read it, pursing her lips. "I have to return to Gryffindor Tower. It seems there's a brawl in progress. More of a riot, if I
understand this correctly. Can I trust you two alone long enough to settle this matter quietly?" "Of course you may," I replied smoothly. My devious mind was already hard at work. If I could get
Volkova close enough to Harry, he could charisma her, and I could get her blood that way, break her neck and
drain her of her blood. I might even be able to manufacture a convincing tumble down the dungeon stairs to
make her demise look somewhat natural. "I will be perfectly all right. Good evening, Professor," Volkova said, standing up respectfully. I
followed suit, annoyed that I had been beaten to the punch. McGonagall gave me a penetrating look, and I had
no question what she was intimating to me. Volkova had better emerge alive and well from my quarters, or
there would be hell to pay. "Working together would be the best thing in the world for you two. It would help you get over your
differences. I have no doubt that you two could even be friends if you tried hard enough," Minerva said before
hurrying carefully out of my reach and beyond the threshold of my quarters. Volkova crossed her arms over
her chest and watched the door close behind McGonagall before facing me once more. "May I see Mr. Potter before I leave?" "Absolutely not," I bluffed. "I will cause him no harm, I swear to you." "Trying to get the chance to pour more holy water on him?" "No. I want to reassure him of my good intentions." "Aren't you worried he'll break your other arm?" "No. That was my fault. I startled him. I never make the same mistake twice." "I don't want to disturb him. I'm sure he's blocked the door. Besides, he's likely still under the bed." "If he won't come out from under, I'm perfectly willing to lie on the floor to talk with him." I taunted her with the vial of potion once again, taking it out of my pocket and studying it closely. “No text I’ve found has a complete list of ingredients for the Benedictus in Tenebris. Every one has
three or four, and says to consult another text for the rest.” “Yes, well, you don’t have access to the same texts that I do. How are you even sure you have the
correct ingredients?” “Oh, I’m betting that you would have a complete list, which you would be all to willing to give me to, if
you want this little jewel back.” "I'd have to consult the books that my grandfather gave me.” "You could let me study the books. You have classes to teach. I have all the time in the world
presently. There are other questions I need answered." "Such as?" "How fresh does the sample of blood or hair have to be?" "Fruit of a poisoned tree, remember? Kill me getting blood or hair, and you nullify any power the bindy
might have. Besides, you would still be lacking the most important thing– my verbal permission. My voice
unlocks the potion, not just my voice, but a secret series of words in my voice unlocks it.” "Naturally. There's always a downside." "And you have other obstacles. I am led to believe Mr. Potter's blood relatives are no longer living, with
the exception of his aunt. How hard do you think it will be to persuade her to give you what you need?" "It will be a Herculean task, one I will probably leave to the Headmaster." "If you had bone or hair from either of his parents, it might be enough. Where they are buried?" "I don't believe they were buried. They preferred cremation. It's a tradition among those who have
served the Headmaster. I do have two strands of hair from Lily.” “That’s not enough. You've no choice but the dreadful Aunt Petunia, I suppose. Does she frighten you?" "Considering the emotional and psychological condition of the child in my care, on certain levels, she
frightens me extremely." "Perhaps I could be persuaded to feel it falls within my jurisdiction to have a mother-to-mother talk with
her," Volkova offered. She batted her eyes at me, giving up a smile meant to persuade and charm. "At what price?" "Give me my bindy back, until such time as we divide it between Mr. Potter and my Sergei." "I think not." "If you don't, I won't be able to chat with Mrs. Dursley." "Why not?" "Le Clair has told others I am here. I haven't been able to leave Hogwarts since Mr. Potter was
attacked. Either Le Clair told them, or your wife did. Whoever told the vampires, they've been massing in the
Dark Forest since Halloween." "Your chickens have come home to roost?" I beamed at her. She exhaled her impatience, lifting her
nose in disdain at my amusement. "I have a considerable price on my head among their kind, if you must know. Every damned one of
them is salivating at the idea of bringing me back alive. I've decided to take their adamant intentions against
my person as a great compliment to my effectiveness, and to my glorious reputation." "I must say it would give me great pleasure to see you made undead. But I'm not hard to please. I
would even settle for just plain dead." "To think, I was beginning to warm up to you," she huffed. "The Headmaster has been very kind in
allowing me to remain at the school in spite of what has happened. It appears he has a history of taking in
people of dubious moral quality." "His magnanimity would change if he knew about your Gallahad Elixir." "He's perfectly aware of it. So is Professor McGonagall, so there's no point in surreptitiously trying to
rat me out to her." "Why would you need both of them? Both the Gallahad and the bindy?" "Don’t be simple. Haven’t you figured that out yet? I didn't carry Ivan's Charm until after my
grandfather was killed. I needed the Gallahad Elixir to protect me until I had Ivan's Charm." "The only problem is now you're completely addicted to the Gallahad and you can't stop taking it." "Every form of refuge has its price. I heard that in a song once."
"Why didn't the bindy protect your grandfather?"
"Feeling that his time was near, he performed the incantation to bind it to me. Le Clair must have felt the transfer of power, and he attacked Papa when he became vulnerable. You could never understand how that makes me feel. He sacrificed himself for me.”
“McGonagall said you were close to him. He must have taught you everything you know. Did you cut your teeth on his wooden stakes?”
“Isn’t there anyone in your life you ever loved in spite of their flaws, Severus? Or maybe even because of them? I know my grandfather wasn’t perfect, but he was all I had besides my son.”
Volkova flinched and steeled herself again. She had revealed more than she had intended, bared herself to the scrutiny of the enemy. Merlin! She had read my treatise on battle techniques cover to cover, hadn't she? If you convince the enemy you have soft spots, they would often lower their guard to you as well before they realize what they've done. Did she really think she'd defeat me with my own techniques? I literally wrote the book on this!
“And you don’t have him, do you?” I dove for her revealed weakness with tooth, nail, and claw.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Illumina told me the rules. You aren’t allowed to keep your children if you’re with the Deusredeti. It’s the reason we never had children of our own.”
“Of course I kept my son. Don’t be foolish.”
“He’s not yours. He belongs to them. He belongs to her. Is it still Rubrica who watches them?”
“What?” Volkova coughed, her eyes widening.
“I saw her once from a distance. Illumina told me she eats them, some of the children that are brought to her to raise.”
“She does not. That’s enough!”
“Are you sure he’s alive at all?”
“I’m quite sure. I talk to him on a regular basis.”
“Are you sure?”
“Enough!” Volkova snapped at me.
"If I may have your word of honor that the bindy will be pristine when I see it again, you may have it back," I said, slowly handing her the vial. Her fingers snatched it tightly, and she had it hidden in her robes in seconds.
"You have my word of honor," she promised. "We could shake on it."
"We could."
"But that means I'd have to touch you, something I'd rather avoid."
"The feeling is mutual, I assure you," I answered snidely.
"I will see the books you need are delivered. They are not to be copied or damaged in any way.”
"Good evening to you, Professor Volkova," I muttered, ushering her towards the door.
"You're sure I couldn't peek at him even?"
"No, you may not," I said sourly. Clearly the Gallahad Elixir wasn't the only thing Volkova was fighting an addiction for. She was disturbingly, overtly, and completely addicted to Mr. Potter's company as well.
"One more point of interest, Professor Snape," she said, grabbing the door frame and stopping our progress. "Two more, actually."
"Yes?"
"You're to forget about what you think you know concerning my son. Any problem you have with me, you settle with me. Any ill will you have for me dies with me."
"Why should I care one iota about your stunted, creepy, vampire-hating offspring? Rubrica probably only kept him because she knew she could turn him into another one of you. It’s so very useful to have someone around who will kill things for you.”
"Sergei doesn't know what I do for a living, what I've done for a living."
"He's led an exceptionally sheltered life, I'm guessing."
"He doesn't even know he's a Volkovi.”
“How is that possible?”
“None of the children are told their surnames until they reach their majority.”
“He’s a blond Russian in a ward full of dark-haired Italians. If he’s met you even once, even the thickest child might jump to the conclusion you are his parent.”
“One, you assume they are all Italians. Not true. Many Deusredeti who were banished from other countries have gone to Venice. Two, you assume he is blond.”
“Wouldn’t he be?”
“For someone who follows a sorcerer who espouses pure-blood genetic theory like a religion, I’m shocked you would make such a rudimentary assumption.”
"Making a few rudimentary assumptions yourself, aren't you, Anna?” I mocked, narrowing my eyes at her.
“Besides, it's my greatest desire that Sergei never knows, that he follows his heart instead of tradition. He's a promising artist, a painter. I've one of his works in my office if you'd care to see it. If an artist's work is a reflection of their being, he has a very beautiful soul."
"Why tell me?"
"I'll do whatever it takes to protect my son, you understand? You and McGonagall are the only two people here who know I have a child. I'm quite certain whatever Professor McGonagall thinks of me, she would never in her life see harm come to a child. You, I am not so sure," she said, wagging a finger at me.
"Your confidence in my moral foundation is gratifying," I muttered. "Your second point of interest?"
"I find it heart-warming you like to think of Mr. Potter as your patient."
"You have a heart?"
"But I can recall to mind a late night in your office not very long ago, Harry in his quidditch uniform, drugged and quite possibly helpless in less than half an hour. How much Munia did you force into him? He could barely walk. He'd've been prostrate on the floor, or across your desk, if I hadn't intervened. You should be ashamed of yourself."
"Having you lecture me about taking liberties with the students is damned galling, Volkova, not to mention hypocritical."
"You're referring to Mr. Malfoy, of course."
"I am most certainly referring to Mr. Malfoy."
"I never laid a hand on the boy in a sexual fashion."
"No. Technically not. It would have rendered his offering useless. I would like to know how you obtained what you needed though."
"Would you? It was quite simple, really."
"Was it a corpus reflecto?"
"I don't have the proper equipment for using that particular spell with him."
"An imperio then?"
"Certainly not," she whispered. "I flattered him."
"What?"
"I played to Mr. Malfoy's need for affection and attention."
"Are you that good?"
"I am that good," she promised, chuckling a bit.
"When his father finds out what you've done with pure-blood wizard material, he's likely to be furious."
"Lucius Malfoy doesn't scare me. He's busy building medical schools."
"What will you do when Draco realizes you used him without feeling the affection that you pretended?"
"You assume I was pretending?"
"You mean to say you have actually feelings for the boy?"
"Of course I do. It might surprise you to learn I'm a person of very deep feelings, Mr. Snape, and not all of them revolve around murder, bloodshed, and mayhem. With proper influence, Draco could become a great wizard, and more importantly, a great man. If you and his father weren't so busy worrying about your own places in history, you'd take notice of the boy and all his potential.”
“And exactly how would you feel if you learned someone was preying on your son to make a potion they needed? He’s not too far in age from Mr. Potter or Mr. Malfoy. What would you do to that someone?”
“I’d cut them into tiny pieces and feed them to wolves. Good evening, sir," she said, giving me a quick bow before departing. I stood in the doorway and gaped at her for several seconds before she disappeared out the corridor and closed the outer door.
***Volkova is an Eagles fan! "Every form of refuge has its price" is from their song Lying Eyes.
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