Title: Grief and Comfort
Author: Olivia V.
Fandom: Andromeda
Pairing: Tyr/Harper
Status: Complete
Rating: NC-17
Archive: Ask first by e-mail at
oliviav@att.net
Feedback: Would love it, please.
Disclaimer: Nope, not mine. Just playing with
them… The plot line of this story,
however, is mine. If you want to use any
part of it in any way, please do me the courtesy of asking first.
Summary: Tyr does some thinking about his
relationship with Harper after the events of IP.
Spoilers: DH, Season1 finale, TWG, ATH, IP,
and one spoiler for Season three.
Note:
I need to thank Maryavatar for her feedback on how well I got Tyr’s POV
and Sienna Edwards for her suggestions.
And I need to thank both for their beta work.
They look at each other and nod in
agreement.
“Everything I
do… I do for our son.”
“I know.” It is the last thing Freya says to Tyr before
she gives her life to save their son.
Attacking one of the Genites, Tyr’s only wife shows the love she has not
only for him but for their only child.
Freya strikes
one of the Genites and breaks free, turning to run. A Genite dog shoots her in the back.
“Freya!,” Olma
screams, hugging their son close to her.
Tyr takes Olma
and his son and flees for the slipfighter, hoping his sacrifice of Orca pride
will save the Messiah despite giving his son the appearance of being inferior
in the eyes of other Nietzscheans by being forced to grow up prideless.
Save his son…
Suddenly
things change and Tyr is in bed with Freya one more time, holding her lovingly,
without a care in the world, whispering his plans for a new pride of his
own. And for the death of the Drago
Katsov ...
“And when we
have a child of our own, I know of this small planet, out of the way with only
a small colony of settlers in a hard-to-find system that we can settle on. We’ll have a pride of our own, Freya. And our children will grow and aid in helping
us take what is rightfully ours – the remains of the Progenitor. We will unite
the prides. And we’ll be safe.”
“I love you,”
she says suddenly before pulling him down for a kiss.
When Tyr
breaks the kiss and looks at his wife, she is staring up with empty eyes, dead
in his embrace.
“Freya… No, Freya…” Tyr mumbled before he opened his
eyes.
He awoke to the feel of an arm draped across his
belly and a calf draped across his knees.
In his muzzled state, he reached out and ran his hand along the arm that
was holding him so gently.
Still in a daze from his dream, he half expected
soft skin and bonespurs. Instead he felt
a thin but muscular arm with fine hair and no spurs at all. Inhaling, Tyr smelled faint musk and the
familiar Commonwealth issue soap the Andromeda had in stock. Tyr looked down, spotted spiky hair and
smirked.
Harper. It
figured. Harper used to climb into Tyr’s
bed like a child when he was first infested, still afraid of the stench the
Magog had left behind after the encounter with the Worldship. Harper had simply started to crawl into Tyr’s
bed, curled up on one side so as not to wake him.
Despite the uniqueness of the situation, it had made
Tyr feel good to be able to comfort Harper any way he could, especially since
Trance’s cure had worked on him but could not be performed on Harper. That he was cured but Harper was dying had
made him feel guilty. After the first
week of Harper crawling into bed with him, Tyr had started wrapping his arms
around Harper as they slept. Harper had
never made any indication to stop him, nor did he comment on it.
And Tyr had found that he’d liked it. The more often Harper had snuck into his bed
at night, the more Tyr had wanted Harper in his embrace. Just to know he was still safe. Harper’s presence both soothed and confused
Tyr.
Harper never explained his behavior, but Tyr assumed
that he needed the company to fall asleep.
He couldn’t explain Harper’s choice of bed mates—why himself and not
Beka or Trance—but it was the only answer Tyr could think of. He felt it best not to pry into such
matters.
He continued to pet Harper’s arm. Harper mumbled in his sleep and snuggled
closer.
After Machen Alpha however, Harper had stopped
coming into his room completely. Tyr
didn’t want to admit it to Harper—or himself—but he found that he missed
Harper’s company.
Tyr carefully tucked his free arm behind his head to
stare at the ceiling and thought about Freya and Tamerlaine. He missed his wife and son and would give
anything to have them back.
But his son wasn’t really his and never would
be. Tamerlaine was the Messiah; the DNA
match confirmed this, and therefore Tamerlaine was lost to Tyr the moment he’d
been born.. Just as Freya had been lost
to him once they’d agreed to sacrifice anything for their son. It was an agreement that had needed no words.
It meant that Tyr had to lie to his crewmembers
about his son. Tyr shuddered. It meant that he couldn’t trust Dylan or Beka
or any of the crew with the truth. Not
even Harper.
Distrust and deception were both things that could
adversely affect one’s personal survival.
Tyr knew instinctively that if you wanted to live, you had to trust
someone. Usually this person was your
mate.
Harper moved slightly but did not loosen his grip on
Tyr. Tyr couldn’t help but smile down at
him and moved his hand to touch his hair.
Harper stirred slightly in his sleep before opening his eyes and looking
up. The navy T-shirt Harper wore nicely
brought out the blue in his eyes.
Amazing.
After two years on the Andromeda, five with Beka, and twenty on a slave
world, the little professor still managed to maintain that look of almost childlike
innocence. Tyr wondered briefly what it
took for Harper to keep that look on his face.
He found it oddly enchanting.
Tyr made a point not to look lower at Harper’s
underwear, and then wondered why he wanted to in the first place.
“Hello, Harper.”
Harper sat up.
“Hi. I guess you’re wondering why
I’m here.”
Tyr nodded.
No sense in saying anything until he got a little information first.
Harper chewed on his lower lip. “Okay then, I wandered into the wrong room.”
“Your quarters are nearly five hundred meters down
the hall.”
“I was cold?”
“I am not a quilt, Harper.”
“Okay, okay.
Well big guy, it’s like this. We
spent five days looking for you, and I just wanted you to know that we were all
worried. I mean, we really were but we
all showed it in different ways. Dylan
wouldn’t stop searching, Beka played mom to everyone, Rommie and Trance played
the waiting game, and I… well, I guess what I’m trying to say is, I assumed the
worse.”
“Is there a point to your rambling?”
“I wanted you to hear it from me. You know, so that there’s no
misunderstanding.”
Tyr rolled over onto his side and studied Harper’s
expression. It was similar to, but not
the same as, the one he wore right after he was cured of his infestation. On the one hand Harper was happy to be
alive. On the other, he was distraught
that someone he cared for had to die in order for him to live.
Tyr knew the dichotomy of the feeling all too
well. He sat up next to Harper and
pressed his palm against Harper’s cheek briefly. “I understand the need to be… pessimistic in
order to cope. I’ve done it myself back
when… back in the day. You need not fear
my anger.”
“Yeah, but…”
Harper’s eyes seemed to focus on Tyr’s shoulder as he gave a faraway,
distracted expression. Interesting.
“But?”
Harper took his time in responding. “It’s just that until Machen Alpha, you and I
were kind of becoming, you know, close.”
“Close?”
“Yeah, and I was wondering if you wanted to…” Harper bit his lower lip. He was clearly afraid that whatever he wanted
to talk about might not be something Tyr wanted to hear. And there was something faint underneath that
fear he couldn’t quite identify yet. Tyr
could just smell whatever it was on him.
Tyr leaned in closer in the hopes that it would help
Harper calm down, but did not touch him.
The problem was that he wanted to.
“Child, why are you in my room?”
Harper looked up and met Tyr’s gaze. “I… I wanted to know if you wanted to talk
about her.”
“Her?”
Harper nodded.
“When my parents died, talking about them helped. I mean, you don’t have to tell me everything,
obviously, I never said everything to Brendan or Beka, but it does help.”
Tyr weighed this in his mind briefly. He could not talk about his son, but he saw
no immediate reason why he could not talk about Freya. Lying on his back, he sighed. “She had… she had hair the color of Vedran
wheat. Her eyes were…” Tyr paused,
looking at Harper. Something about
Harper’s eyes caught his attention. “They
were the same color as yours, actually.
It reminded me of the seas where I was born. And she was tall and tanned. Freya was the most beautiful woman I’ve ever
seen.”
Tyr saw Harper prop himself up on one elbow out of
the corner of his eye. “What was she
like?”
Tyr smiled to himself. “Ambitious, cunning, and intelligent. She wanted to be the first wife of an Alpha,
perhaps a Matriarch herself one day. It
was why she chose not to marry Guderian or his sterile brother. And she valued the life of her child over her
own. As a Nietzschean female, she was
exquisite in every sense of the word.”
Harper seemed to have been staring at the threading
of Tyr’s sheets. “You really loved her.”
“I did. And I
can’t help but feel pride when I think about her.”
“But I thought dying at the hands of a kludge was…”
Harper stopped the second Tyr shot him a look.
He refocused his eyes back down on the sheets.
“Freya died protecting her husband and child. That kind of sacrifice shows devotion to the
pride and family. If you were a father,
would you not sacrifice your life for your child so willingly?”
Harper traced the lines printed on the sheets with a
finger. “My parents did that for
me.”
“And mine did it for me.” Tyr’s hand touched Harper’s cheek. “Would you not do the same for your child?”
Harper nodded.
“If I ever have any children, yes I would. Tyr… I’m sorry about your family.”
Tyr closed his eyes and nodded. “Thank you.”
He heard the rustle of the sheets and felt the bed move.
“I should go let you sleep now.”
Tyr opened his eyes and saw Harper heading towards
the door. He let his gaze wander down
past his back to his shorts and smiled.
Harper was wearing polka dot shorts.
Tyr wasn’t sure whether he wanted to laugh or pounce,
but he knew he didn’t want Harper to leave.
“Stay.”
Harper stopped inches from the door and turned
around. “Stay?”
Tyr looked at the clock. “It’s nearly four in the morning. No point in leaving now.”
Harper hesitated for a moment, and then crawled back
into bed with Tyr, curling up on one side.
Tyr wondered if putting his arms around him would somehow be crossing
the line after all this time. But he
suddenly wanted to feel someone against him.
And Harper was his friend.
Tyr placed a hand on Harper’s back, sliding closer
to him. He let his hand slide down and
come to rest on Harper’s hip lightly.
“Good night, Harper.”
“Night, big guy.”
Tyr watched Harper’s breathing even out before he
fell asleep.
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Tyr opened his eyes a few minutes before the alarm
went off. The first thing he felt was
Harper’s spiky hair just under his chin.
It tickled.
It was the first night in two weeks since Freya’s
death that he had managed to sleep soundly without a second nightmare. Tyr smiled at Harper and thought of making
breakfast to thank him. He sighed and
pulled Harper’s body closer to his, not wanting to get out of bed right away.
His hand pressed against Harper’s cock through his
shorts. Harper’s cock twitched slightly
under his touch and stopped. He blinked
and wondered how his hand got there.
Harper snored soundly, oblivious to Tyr’s
predicament. Experimentally Tyr let his
fingers slide along Harper’s length. It
began hardening at Tyr’s touch. He
mentally chastised himself for touching Harper.
It wasn’t that Tyr didn’t find Harper
unattractive. Quite the opposite, in
fact. It was more that… Harper, for some
reason, had become… dear to him. He’d
never admit it, but he would never intentionally do anything to hurt the boy in
any way. And he never got the impression
that Harper might see him as anything other than a friend, so he didn’t want to
make him uncomfortable. Besides, if
whatever came out of Harper’s mouth was any indication, he was
heterosexual.
Tyr, however, was not. He loved his wife, and he loved his son, but
the men in his pride saw same sex relationships as a way of expressing to a
close friend how much you cared for them without a marriage bond. It wasn’t seen as recreational sex, merely
one way to show closeness.
Tyr honestly did not know if he could show that kind
of closeness to anyone after Freya. And
Harper was just a boy. He couldn’t…
The alarm went off suddenly and he closed his eyes,
faking sleep. In order not to startle
the boy, he kept his hand where it was for now.
It was probably the last time he would be able to
cup Harper like this anyway. Tyr was
curious as to Harper’s reaction. He felt
horrible wanting to know what it was, however.
Harper groaned as Rommie’s morning alarm tone went
off and the light began to turn on.
“Rommie, snooze mode.”
“Snooze mode engaged. You two have ten minutes.”
“Okay Romdoll…Two?”
Tyr cracked his eyes open to see Harper’s eyes pop open. He looked around for a second, panicked over
what he could have gotten himself into this time. Harper recognized Tyr’s
Spartan looking quarters along with one of Tyr’s knives on the night table. He sighed in relief.
And then Harper must have felt where Tyr’s hand was,
because he could feel his body tense against him. Harper looked down to see Tyr’s hand covering
his crotch. Not groping, just resting
there. Tyr had to admit to himself that
his hand felt good there and its placement was not exactly helping with his own
morning erection, which was now pressing into Harper’s back. But he couldn’t use Harper like this, not in
his current state of mind. Harper turned
his head to look at Tyr who continued to fake being asleep through the morning
alarm.
Carefully Harper covered Tyr’s hand with his
own. Tyr noted that at first he kept it
there, slightly pressing his hand further against his cock. Tyr could feel Harper’s erection through his
clothes. But then Harper began to move
it, and Tyr could feel Harper keeping his eyes on his face to make sure he
didn’t wake him. He managed to get his
hand just up past his cock when Tyr slowly opened his eyes and looked at
Harper.
Tyr looked down at the location of his hand, and
then chose to play the confused role for this.
“Please tell me that there is a reason my hand is inches from your…”
“Belly button.
And would you believe that we woke up like this?”
Tyr sighed and moved his hand. Harper let out a breath and Tyr suddenly felt
a bit disappointed. Only the contact had
made him hard. Clearly Harper did not
want to be touched like this. He wanted
to frown in confusion and disappointment.
“Don’t worry, big guy, we’ll just keep this between
us.” Harper rolled over and looked at
Tyr. His eyes looked so sad. “Were you just dreaming about your wife?”
He’d just provided Tyr with a change in
subject. Tyr took it with relief. “I was when you first came here. But just now, my sleep was dreamless for the
first time in two weeks.”
Harper looked as if he didn’t know what to do to
make Tyr feel any better, but then he slipped his arm around Tyr’s waist,
resting his head on his chest. “Trance
used to say that sometimes a dreamless sleep is a good thing.”
“Is it?”
“Yeah. And
Beka used to say that sometimes, when talking doesn’t help you should show how
you feel.”
“Somehow I don’t think the ship would appreciate it
if I ripped out Deck twenty seven in a state of anguish.”
“No… but that wasn’t what Beka meant, exactly. She meant that you should show your friends
that you care instead of talk about it.
I used to be afraid of anyone who would try to touch me after I joined
the Maru. So Beka just started to slowly
touch me. You know, a hug goodnight, a
peck on the cheek while we played cards, a pat on the small of my back while I
was working. I think at the time she
thought if she showed me how much she cared about me as her friend, then I’d
calm down around her. Maybe even learn
to trust her.”
“Did it work?”
Harper blushed.
“A little too well. We uh…” Harper blushed. “But she’s one of my best friends, and I’d
trust her with my soul, if that means anything.”
So the two of them once… “So the more affectionate
you are, the closer you feel to your friends.”
“Some of them.”
Harper smiled softly. It reminded
Tyr of his wife for some odd reason.
Harper had a much nicer smile than he thought, and Tyr found himself
watching that mouth curl so slightly.
Tyr suddenly wanted to kiss Harper, but bit the
inside of his cheek instead. Harper sat
up and stretched. “I should go back to
my room and change before the work shift.
I’ll catch you on the Command Deck?”
Harper got up and left.
Tyr got up, walked to the bathroom, and turned the
shower on to its coldest setting before taking his shower.
Even before he stepped in under the water, he was
shaking like a leaf.
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Tyr arrived at Command late for his shift just as
Dylan had Andromeda call for him. He’d
skipped breakfast and was already in a foul mood.
If he were only human, he would have stopped at the
Mess for coffee. Even though he’d slept
soundly for the first time in a long while, Tyr felt exhausted.
“There you are.
I was about to send another search party,” Dylan said. Tyr shot him a look and Dylan looked
down. “Sorry, bad joke.”
“Captain, you need not worry. I merely woke up late.” Tyr went to his station and was about to get
started with his routine when he noticed Harper. He was in a pine green shirt and charcoal
slacks, working on the terminal across his way.
Where did he get that shirt, and how come Tyr had
never noticed it on him before? Tyr
shook his head to clear it and focused on his station duties.
“Look Tyr, if you feel you need time, you can have
it. If you want time off, you’ve got
that too.” Dylan sounded concerned. There was a bit of suspicion behind the
concern, but still concern nonetheless.
Tyr took a deep breath.
He knew Dylan didn’t buy his lie about his son. Maybe he’d had Harper put tracking devices on
the slipfighters and the Maru so he could be watched more closely. Or maybe that was the real reason Harper had
been in his bed last night.
Harper looked up at Dylan. “I think Tyr could use a week off.” He beamed at Tyr. “In fact I know a nice quiet place with lots
of sun that would do you wonders…”
“If you mean that last resort planet you dragged
Trance to on your last vacation, I think I’ll pass. However, I would like a few days off to get
some personal business taken care of.”
This would be a good time for Tyr to check on Tamerlaine, if nothing
else than by coded message to Olma.
“Granted. You
can leave when your shift ends. Harper,
what’s the status on Roseanne?”
Tyr watched as Harper leaned over the side of the
terminal, giving him a view of his ass.
Those slacks seemed a bit tighter than necessary. Tyr refocused his attention on his work.
“Roseanne’s built.
She just needs a couple more… additions to make her go.”
Roseanne.
After eight months of work on the project, which had started soon after
Harper’s infestation, Tyr still didn’t know what this Roseanne was. All he knew was that she was big, and was
intended to destroy the Magog World Ship that had nearly taken all their lives,
not to mention almost robbing Tyr of the opportunity to save his son.
“Good. Then
if Tyr doesn’t have any objections, you can take your leave with him.” Dylan smiled.
Tyr wanted to hit him all of a sudden.
Damn, so much for checking on his son at his
leisure, Tyr thought. It might be just
as well not to check on him so soon.
However, he might be able to accommodate Harper and his son as well. Tyr said, “I don’t mind one bit… but I get to
choose the destination.”
Harper pouted and rested his elbows on the terminal,
making himself look much younger than his twenty something years. Tyr wondered if the boy knew what his age
really was. “No resort planet then?”
“Would you settle for a quiet cabin by a lake in the
woods? I can take care of my business by
messenger from there easily enough.”
---------------------------------------------------
“Ship, where is Harper?”
Andromeda’s hologram materialized in front of him as
he was putting his hunting knife in his bag.
“He’s already on the Maru with Beka.
She’s giving him the usual don’t-break-the-Maru discussion.”
Tyr nodded and grabbed his bag, leaving his quarters
and heading for the Hanger Deck.
Arriving at the Maru, he was about to enter the crew quarters when he
heard Beka say, “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”
“Yeah, I think so.
It’s just a few days on a small out of the way planet called Anoda. A friend of his from his mercenary days had a
cabin there. A hideout.”
“Old hideouts are not places where one goes to on
vacation.”
“I’m sure we’ll be fine, Beka.”
“Harper… you just told me you weren’t sure if Tyr
felt you up on purpose this morning.”
Tyr heard Beka draw in a sharp breath.
“And Tyr is still grieving over his wife. Plus he’s a Nietzschean…”
“But he’s a Kodiak, not a Drago Jerk-off. So I know this probably isn’t some sick way
of trying to degrade me. I trust him.”
Tyr couldn’t help but smile at that.
“And I trust him too, but Tyr does what Tyr needs to
do to benefit himself, remember?”
“I just want to know if he did it on purpose,
Beka. If you were in my shoes, wouldn’t
you want to know?”
“Let me tell you something Harper. Last year while you guys were out on a supply
run, and it was just me and Tyr alone on the ship, and I wondered. You know, what it would be like to be with a
Nietzschean. So I flirted as a way to
try to find out. And you know what I
found out about Tyr Anasazi? He thinks
that sex should only be for procreation.
That leaves me out because I’m not Nietzschean, and you because you’re a
man. Harper, I don’t want to see you get
hurt if you try to initiate anything.”
Tyr heard a bag drop on the floor. “Look, I won’t leave him alone if he asks to
share sleeping quarters, okay? He did it
for me when I was dying and was too afraid to sleep with you or Trance for
comfort. And just look at him. He’s lost his family. He needs a friend. But… I won’t make the first move on the big
guy, okay?”
“Good, because if I find out you used him just to
get laid, I’ll hurt you.”
“Hey, whose side are you on?”
“My crew’s side.
And you’re both my crew.”
“I thought you said you only trust Tyr to do what
benefits Tyr.”
“I do, but he’s still my friend. Just like you. So just… don’t do anything rash. I care too much about both of you.”
“Yes, mom.”
The room went silent for several seconds before Tyr
purposefully made a sound like he was clearing his throat. Tyr turned the corner to enter the room...
...and saw Harper kissing Beka. Harper looked up and smiled at Tyr. “Hey big guy.”
Tyr gave them an inquisitive expression, and tried
not to show that his heart had just sank.
“Am I interrupting?”
Beka stood up and patted Harper on the arm. “Not at all.
I just worry about my crew, that’s all.
Remember you two. Break the Maru,
and I’ll break your legs. I don’t care
how big you are.”
Interesting woman, that Beka Valentine.
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Tyr watched from the railing as Harper set the Maru
on autopilot for the night. Harper
stretched his hands over his head with a yawn.
“Man, what a day. Full shift, a
long trip, and my back is killing me.
What do we have to eat?”
Tyr shrugged.
“I had Andromeda pack some rations for the week on Anoda. The kitchen should be well stocked.”
“Great.”
Harper walked past Tyr and headed for the kitchen area. Opening the fridge, he took out a prepared
meal and put it to heat, then grabbed a Sparky.
Grabbing a second can he tossed it to Tyr, who caught it easily.
“I don’t drink this, Harper.”
“Oh come on, live a little.” Harper took a gulp. “We’re on vacation.”
“Correction.
You are on vacation; I am tending to personal business.” Tyr put the can down without opening it and
turned on the tap to get some water.
“You’re not going to be on personal business the
entire trip are you?” Harper grabbed his
now heated plate and took out a fork.
Shoveling food into his mouth at a speed which surprised Tyr, he said,
“I mean, I don’t want to spend the entire time alone.”
“You won’t. I
just… need to see that a death certificate is issued for my wife.”
Harper stopped, the forkful of food he was about to
put into his mouth suspended in midair.
“Death certificate?”
“Yes. So that
anyone in her lineage who was not of Orca Pride will be notified.” Tyr sat down at the table across from
Harper. “I did the same for my pride
with the few survivors there were before we scattered.”
“Humans don’t get to do that on Earth.” Harper pushed the plate away. “Are you sure you want me on this trip with
you?”
Tyr nodded.
“Out of all the crew, you know what it feels like to lose family.”
Harper slowly picked up the fork and stabbed at an
unidentifiable piece of meat. After a
few minutes he said, “How much time do you think you’ll need for…”
“Several days.
And a lot of correspondence. I’m
afraid you might only see me at night for the first two days. You’ll have things to do at the cabin.” Tyr looked at the Sparky can. “What makes a human drink this stuff anyway?”
“It’s sweet and sometimes better than coffee.”
Sugar rush and caffeine. A mild form of chemical addiction. Tyr crossed his arms. “Didn’t you just tell me you were tired?”
Harper smirked.
“Yeah well, I still have some work to do before I go to bed. Beka always sets the external sensors before
we turn in. That’s going to take a bit
to set up.”
Tyr watched Harper as he threw out what was left of
his dinner. “So you’ll be up for a
while…”
“Uh huh.”
Harper grabbed Tyr’s can and shrugged.
“Hey, if you’re not going to drink this, I will.”
“Be my guest.”
Harper headed back towards engineering. When Tyr was sure Harper was far enough out
of sight, he kept his back towards the cockpit and sent out the first of
several coded messages to Olma.
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By the time Harper came back to the crew quarters,
Tyr had showered and changed into a pair of black boxers. Reclining on his side, he turned the page in
his book before looking up at Harper.
Harper’s green shirt and gray pants were covered in
oil and dirt. “Is setting external
sensors always this messy?”
Harper shook his head and flopped down on the empty
bunk. “No, I saw that a leaky valve pipe
needed fixing so I decided to take care of it now rather than tackle it once we
reach Anoda. Only problem was, it was
too far gone and had to be replaced outright and that’s what got so messy.” Harper closed his eyes and let gravity pull
his body backwards onto the bunk.
“Don’t sleep that like, little one. You’ll wake up with a crick in your neck.”
“I just need to rest my eyes for a minute,” Harper slurred slightly. Tyr put down his book and got up off his
bunk.
Before he realized what he was doing, he was
unlacing Harper’s shoes and pulling them off.
Harper opened his eyes and watched him.
“Tyr, I’m not a baby that needs undressing you
know.”
“I know, but you are fatigued and I can practically
smell the exhaustion on you.” Tyr pulled
off Harper’s socks and stood up to help him stand. “Now I suspect I do not have to help you with
the rest of it?”
Harper gulped visibly and shook his head. “I got it.”
He stood, turned around and took off his shirt, tossing it onto Vex’s
bunk. Tyr took in the sight of lean
muscle and scars along his back and shoulders.
He wondered if Harper would have a similar skin tone to Freya if he were
tanned.
Tyr turned his head away to pick up his book. “I’ll… leave you to it then.”
“Thanks.”
Harper’s tone was soft, even to his Nietzschean ears. He heard Harper’s steps toward the shower
stall, but didn’t hear the bathroom door close.
When he looked up, he could see the silhouette of
Harper’s body behind the shower stall door.
Tyr chewed on his lower lip and sat back down on the bunk quietly. He tried to ignore the beginning of an
erection he was feeling.
He was not sure what he should do. Last night he’d been grateful that Harper was
his friend and willing to lend him an ear.
This morning he’d wanted to touch Harper intimately but assumed that
Harper was straight and therefore did not.
This afternoon he’d learned that if nothing else, Harper was almost as
confused as he was right now. Throw in
the fact that he needed to check up on his son without Harper’s knowledge…
This was going to be a very complicated trip,
indeed. Tyr looked up and into the
bathroom door and was greeted with the fuzzy image of Harper soaping up his
legs. He gulped and stared at his
hands.
Tyr realized that he wanted to share the shower with
Harper, and it shocked him.
Finally Tyr could not take any more, and he stood up
to leave the crew quarters. Just as he
reached the door, he heard the shower stop and saw Harper step out the shower
stall.
Harper looked up, his eyes full of concern. He seemed completely unembarrassed with the
fact that was naked and dripping water in front of another man. “Tyr?”
“I need some water.
Do you want anything?”
“Just my towel.
I forgot it on my bunk.” Harper
walked right past Tyr and started to climb the ladder to his bunk. He leaned over, leaving nothing to Tyr’s
imagination. “Are you sure you’re all
right?
“Yes.” Tyr walked out of the crew quarters before he
did something he’d regret. He got as far
as the cockpit chair before he couldn’t take it anymore.
Sitting down, he reached into his boxers and pulled
out his cock. Biting his lip to keep
from screaming out and attracting Harper’s attention, he stroked himself off
quickly.
Tyr felt horrible.
Freya was not gone one week, and he was hiding in the Maru’s cockpit,
masturbating and thinking about one of his crewmates. A human male, no less. He wondered if he was going insane. Slowly he got up and went to one of the
bathrooms to clean himself off.
By the time Tyr returned to the crew quarters,
Harper had not only dried himself off, but was in a pair of green striped
boxers and a white t-shirt. He was
sitting on the floor playing with a deck of cards.
“Took care of that thirst?”
Tyr growled and got on his bunk. Laying on his back he said, “I am no longer
thirsty. Do you plan on playing cards
all night?”
Harper put a band around the deck and left it on the
floor. “No, just waiting for you so we
can get some sleep.”
Tyr nodded and scooted over; hoping Harper would
take the hint and join him instead of sneaking into his bunk later. He did, and rolled over onto his side, facing
outward. “Night Tyr.”
“Goodnight Harper.
Tyr closed his eyes and began to drift off.
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Freya shows
him a DNA sample of one of her ancestors as they speak. “ My
great-great-grandfather Bolivar was also an Alpha. As was his father's father, all the way back
to Saladin.”
Tyr smiles
back, impressed. “Saladin? Saladin Cree?”
“ Founder of
my line. Olma says that my offspring
can't help but be Alpha's. And what
about your pride, the Kodiak?”
Tyr frowns as
he takes a seat and pulls Freya closer.
Looking into her eyes, he believes he can easily lose himself in
them. “My lineage was also proud. The Kodiak were entrusted with the remains of
the original Progenitor.”
Freya’s eyes
go wide with wonder. “You've actually
seen the body of Drago Museveni?”
“As a
child. His mummified remains were enshrined
in our fasthold. Nietzscheans from all
over the known worlds would make pilgrimages to see it. We lived under a permanent truce, and our
allies guaranteed our safety. Until the
Drago-Kasov pride claimed they were the Progenitor's rightful keepers. We fought so very fiercely. Foolishly, we thought our allies would
protect us, but on the day of battle, the other prides abandoned us. Those of the Kodiak that weren't killed were
displaced – exiled. I saw my mother...
she was slow. I became a mercenary. And
I gave up looking for a home.”
Freya lays a
gentle hand on his shoulder and Tyr shudders.
Perhaps with her, he’s found one.
Suddenly he
sees a Genite come in, firing. He turns
to grab Freya and run.
And is greeted
by the sight of a skeleton.
“Tyr. Tyr,
wake up.”
Tyr mumbled and pushed against the person who was
trying to hold him still. He opened his
eyes warily to find his fists bunching the front of Harper’s shirt. “What?”
“You were mumbling in your sleep. I figured you had a nightmare.”
Tyr nodded and loosened his grip. He looked up at Harper. Harper smiled. Tyr couldn’t help but stare at his mouth.
“Wanna talk about it?”
“Not… really.”
“Okay.”
Harper put his hand on Tyr’s shoulder and gave it a gentle squeeze. “You want to get up and get some water or
read a bit before trying to go back to sleep?”
Tyr shook his head.
“I’ll be all right, Harper… Thank you.”
Tyr closed his eyes and turned over.
He felt Harper’s hand slide around his waist from behind. It felt good.
Tyr felt another pang of guilt.
Tensing up slightly, he asked, “What are you doing?”
Harper sighed.
“Well, when I was dying and came to sleep in your room, you used to hold
me. I thought it was okay return the
favor.”
Tyr turned his head and stared into Harper’s
eyes. “Is that the only reason why you
are here?”
Harper started rubbing small circles lightly over
his stomach. Despite the adrenaline rush
from the dream Tyr was beginning to relax.
“No… I’m here because I care for my friend. Isn’t that enough?”
Tyr blinked.
When had Harper suddenly become so wise for his years? “I’m used to my friends putting a knife into
my back.”
Harper leaned over and kissed Tyr’s forehead. The gentle pressure of his lips against Tyr’s
skin was enough to nearly make him sigh.
He let Harper pull his body close, and Tyr settled his head against
Harper’s shoulder.
“So am I. Or
at least I was until I met Beka.”
“Are you seriously saying that she has no ulterior
motives?”
Harper’s lips moved over to Tyr’s temple. “I’m saying that when she really cares, she’s
loyal to her friends first. The same
goes for her crew. Now, get some sleep.”
Tyr closed his eyes and tried his best not to enjoy
the feel of Harper’s hand lightly rubbing his stomach as he drifted off a
second time.
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Tyr opened his eyes the next morning to find that he
was hugging a small pillow. There was
the smell of coffee in the air. Lifting
his head he strained to hear where Harper might be in relation to the crew
quarters, and heard soft, off-key singing coming from the cockpit.
Tyr slowly sat up and rubbed his eyes before
padding, barefoot and shirtless, to the cockpit. Harper was already fully dressed in a black
T-shirt and matching pants. He was
humming to something that sounded horrible.
“What is that?”
Harper turned his head to look at Tyr. “Oh, that’s jazz music. Some ancient guy named B. B. something or
other. Do you like it?”
“It’s hurting my ears. Turn it off.”
Harper leaned over and shut the music feed. “Sleep well?”
Tyr shrugged as he checked a nearby console. “I’ve had better nights. We should be arriving in another hour.”
“Good. I…
made breakfast for you. It’s on the
counter.” Harper turned his attention
back to his piloting. Tyr padded back to
the kitchen to see what Harper had prepared.
It was eggs, toast, and coffee. Two weeks ago, Tyr would have been angry at
Harper’s choice of breakfast. But the
sentiment touched Tyr’s heart and, giving one last look at the cockpit, he sat
down and took a sip of coffee.
Tyr was nearly done with the eggs, which were better
than he expected, when he heard Harper’s footsteps coming towards the kitchen.
Harper moved around to the counter to pour himself a cup of black coffee.
“So, what is there to do on Anoda?”
Tyr took a bite of toast and studied his
friend. “There is a rather large lake by
the cabin. You may go boating or
swimming at your leisure, or you may go hunting with me once my business is
complete. And my friend had a rather
extensive library collection.”
Harper nodded and stared at his cup of coffee. “This is probably too personal to ask, but do
you want any help with obtaining that death certificate?”
Tyr looked at Harper. His eyes were downcast and he was running a
single finger along the edge of the coffee cup as he spoke. Tyr sniffed and noticed that there were no
smells of deception or guilt in Harper’s scent.
Harper had nice hands. “This is your vacation. You should go find yourself a woman to enjoy
it with.”
Harper’s looked up.
“There are babes at the lake?”
“There are human females that I believe will be
adequate to your liking.” Tyr ripped off
a piece of his toast and chewed on it thoughtfully. He noticed Harper was staring at him as he
ate.
“Gee Tyr, I think I’d feel kind of bad about looking
at the babes while you’re still grieving here.”
Tyr wasn’t sure what to make of Harper’s
expression. “I’ll be fine, Harper. I need to send out another message to my
contact.” Tyr got up and put his dishes
in the sink.
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The cabin was just as lovely as he remembered
it. It was a shame that Freya would
never be able to raise Tamerlaine on this spot as they’d planned a year
ago.
Harper dropped his bags and looked around at the
living room. “Wow, this place is huge.”
“Yes. Darwin
and I spent an entire season hiding out in this place with seven other men once. When the food ran out, we hunted. And when the time was right to lure and kill
our enemies so we could go back to earning our living, we did. I love this place.”
“Where is Darwin now?”
“He’s dead.
The cabin was left in my care.”
Harper started looking through some of the books
located in the area behind a desk.
Picking up a book at random, he looked at Tyr. “What did you do with the bodies?”
“You don’t want to know.”
“Oh… kay. So
where do we sleep around here? I need to
know what to do with my bags.”
“There are three bedrooms down the hall to your
right.” Tyr picked up a box of food
supplies and rations and put them in the cooling unit. Turning around to grab a second box, he
noticed Harper bending over to pick up his luggage.
Tyr found himself staring at Harper’s ass again when
he should have been grieving over his wife.
Tyr felt like he was the worst mate in all the known worlds. Mentally shaking his head, he said, “I
believe I left some of the supplies on the Maru.”
Harper turned his head and looked at Tyr. “I got it.”
“No, you go unpack.
I’ll handle it.” And Tyr left to
make his way back to the Maru. Once
there he immediately made his way to the cockpit to see if he could find any
messages from Olma.
There was only one. Tyr used the contact information to see if he
could get in touch with Olma. He did.
Olma’s eyes went wide as she stared at Tyr though
the monitor. “I thought we agreed not to
see each other until it was safe.”
“It is. I told
my captain that I wanted a few days to file a death certificate so that prides
related to Orca pride would know of Freya’s death. Hunt sent a crewmember with me, but he thinks
you’re my lawyer.”
“I’m surprised he bought that flimsy excuse for a
story.”
“It’s not a story.
I did come here to file the certificate.
I just didn’t bother to tell him who you were. Now, if my crewmate asks, Tamerlaine is your
grandson and you are my lawyer. Are we
clear?”
“Yes, but how will your crewmember even see me?”
“Because Olma, I need to see my son, and I need to
know you are both safe.”
“I’ll arrange to come by tomorrow.”
Tyr cut the connection and bent over to pick up a
box of cola as he thought about Harper in the shower from the night
before.
He nearly dropped the case as his stomach did a lazy
roll. He wondered briefly what it might
feel like to have his hands rubbing soap over Harper’s back.
But he was grieving, and he shouldn’t be thinking of
Harper like this. Even if relationships
like this between men were not taboo in his own pride, he would still feel as
if he were cheating on Freya’s memory somehow.
Was this kind of relationship encouraged in Orca
pride? Not every pride held the same
belief that same sex relations were acceptable.
And unfortunately Olma was the only member of her pride left to tell him
this information.
Tyr frowned and walked back to the cabin with the
box. When he arrived he found Harper
sitting at the desk with a copy of The
Fountainhead in his lap.
“Found something to read?”
“Think so.
I’m uh, gonna go for a walk by the lake.
I’ll see you later tonight?”
Tyr nodded, not looking up at Harper as he
left.
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Freya crawls over
the bed in front of Tyr, the armband representing their union in her hand. As she reaches the edge of the bed, she puts
the armband over his arm before kissing him.
It’s time for
them to mate and make the marriage legal in the eyes of the pride and the
Progenitor. Finally Tyr will have a wife
of his own, a place to call home, and a pride that will accept him as one of
their own.
All he needs
to do is destroy the Captain and the crew that accepted him first. Something he may not yet be willing to
do. Just in case he chooses to switch
sides and stay with Hunt, Tyr has a back up plan to destroy the cannon should
things not go in the Orca Pride’s favor.
Either way,
he’ll have to remove Freya from the asteroid first. He only hopes he has enough time to save his
wife.
As he kisses
Freya and they fall back onto the bed, he tries to think of the many reasons
why he should just go ahead and stay with Orca Pride instead of stealing Freya
away onto the Andromeda before destroying the cannon. As Freya bites his ear and he feels his
wife’s legs wrap around his waist he thinks of all the members of Hunt’s crew,
including the mudfoot.
These are the
people he is just beginning to learn to call friends, and in order to survive,
everyone needs at least one friend.
Tyr finds it
odd that the image of the mudfoot makes him to thrust into his wife harder than
he intends to. Why he’s the first reason
why he feels he can’t betray Hunt in favor of his new station in Orca Pride, he
can not understand or say.
As he feels
his wife tense, and then contract all around him, Tyr makes up his mind. The plan that benefits him the most would be
to kill Guderian, abandon Hunt, and flee with Freya.
He wonders if
he can convince the mudfoot to come along.
Tyr awoke from the sofa with a start. The cabin lights were all out, but he could
easily navigate the cabin and turn on the lights.
When he did, and had checked all the rooms, he had
still not found Harper. One of the
bedspreads was missing from Harper’s room.
Where in Tarn Vedra was he?
Tyr went outside to look along the lakeside for
Harper, half worried and half scared that Harper was missing. When he reached the door, he looked around quickly,
knowing that the twin moons of Anoda would provide enough light for him to be
able to see for nearly a mile.
Tyr did not have to look far. He saw in front of the house a lone figure
lying on a blanket face up. As he crept
closer, he recognized it was Harper.
Harper appeared to be sleeping.
“Harper?” Tyr
walked right up to the blanket and saw that Harper’s eyes were closed, his
breathing was steady, and he held an open book face down in his lap. He must have fallen asleep reading. Tyr carefully wrapped Harper up in the
blanket and picked him up.
For someone who looked as small as Harper did, he
was quite solid. Harper’s head rolled to
the side and came to rest on Tyr’s right shoulder as Tyr carried him back to
the cabin. The light of the twin moons
of Anoda lit the way back. Harper
stirred once or twice, but did not wake up until they reached the front
door.
“Tyr?” he muttered softly.
“I found you outside, asleep.” Tyr set Harper gently onto his feet,
rewrapping the blanket around his shoulders.
“Do you always sleep so heavily?”
“It depends on how safe I feel,” Harper said as he
rubbed his eyes. “I came back from my
walk and saw you sleeping, but I didn’t want to wake you. So I came back out here.”
Tyr nodded and looked at the boy. He looked downright irresistible wrapped in
the blanket like that. Picking Harper up
again, he strode into the house.
Harper smirked.
“On Earth, husbands used to carry wives like this over the threshold.”
Tyr stopped in the middle of the living room, still
holding Harper as a look came over his face.
Harper realized how bad his remark was too late. He looked nearly as hurt as Tyr felt.
“Shit Tyr, I’m so sorry I said that. I didn’t mean…”
“I was planning on raising my sons here with Freya. She never got to see this place.” Tyr set Harper back down on his feet
again. “We were going to start our own
pride here.”
Harper looked up at Tyr with sad eyes. He could see the tears in Tyr’s eyes that the
Nietzschean refused to shed. Harper rested
his head on Tyr’s chest, wrapping the blanket around the both of them.
“I didn’t know… I’m so sorry.” Harper looked up into Tyr’s eyes.
Tyr looked down and, before he was aware of his own
actions, pressed his lips against Harper’s gently. Harper didn’t pull back, but he didn’t
respond either. Tyr broke the kiss.
“I should not have done that.”
“Tyr, it’s okay.
I just…” Harper pulled Tyr’s head
down for a second kiss. Where the first kiss
lacked emotion on his part, the second seemed to have all of Harper’s passion
put into it. Tyr was vaguely aware of
the blanket falling softly to the floor as Harper let go of it to pull Tyr
closer. Tyr opened his mouth and Harper
used the opportunity to explore it with his tongue.
When they finally broke the kiss, Harper was panting
heavily. “You’re probably going to kill
me, but I’ve been wanting to kiss you like that for days.”
Tyr blinked for a moment, and then slowly sank down
to the floor.
Harper had actually kissed him.
Looking up at Harper, he said, “I believe I
understand the feeling. Why didn’t you?”
Harper shuffled back and forth on his feet. “I kinda promised Beka I wouldn’t make the
first move. Even if I hadn’t made that
promise, I wouldn’t have. I was afraid
that you’d regret anything that happened if I did.”
Tyr nodded.
“What would Beka think if you and I…”
Harper grinned.
“Don’t worry about Beka. She’d be
okay. Worried as a momma bear would be
about her cubs, but still okay. And
she’d probably want details.” Harper
leaned against the wall. “So now what?”
Tyr rubbed his eyes.
“I miss my wife, Harper. And
while my pride finds that comfort is acceptable for grieving over a mate, I
don’t want to use a friend.”
Harper slid down to the floor. “I didn’t kiss you for comfort, Tyr. I kissed you because I wanted to.”
They were both silent for a long time. Tyr listened to the steady sound of Harper’s
breathing as he looked at him. He took
his time trying to formulate what he wanted to say next.
“Harper, I don’t know if I’m ready for this.” Tyr’s voice was barely a whisper. “I need to finish what I came here to do
before I can even think about it.”
Harper made a face Tyr couldn’t identify briefly
before he nodded and got up. Then Harper
looked hurt and confused. “Okay. I’ll sleep in my room then. If you need me, let me know.”
Tyr watched as Harper went to his room and shut the
door behind him quietly. When he was sure
Harper was gone, he buried his head in his hands.
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Tyr spent the night on the couch in the living room,
sleeping dreamlessly. When he opened his
eyes, it was sunrise.
For the first time in his life, Tyr felt he could do
with a bit of coffee. While it was
brewing he heard Harper stir in his room as he prepared some fruit for
breakfast. He was already eating when
Harper wandered into the kitchen in his underwear.
“Hey Tyr.”
Tyr pushed a plate of food onto the table in front
of Harper. “Eat that.”
Harper looked at Tyr and started to eat slowly. “Thanks.”
They ate in a thick, tension filled silence. Neither of them quite knew exactly how to
break it. As Tyr poured himself a cup of
coffee, he looked pointedly at Harper.
“Harper, about what I said…” Tyr stopped and looked up as he saw Olma’s
face in the doorway. “Excuse me; I
believe my contact has arrived.”
Olma smiled as Tyr opened the door for her. She carried a basket as she entered though
the doorway. “Tyr. It’s good to see you again.”
“Yes, it is.
Olma, I’d like you to meet…”
When he turned around, Harper was gone. “Harper?”
“I’ll be right out, Tyr,” he heard faintly from the
back. Tyr turned back to Olma and looked
at the basket. Inside was a tiny hand
reaching upward. The cartilage on the
baby’s prespurs were already poking through the skin.
Olma cleared her throat and smiled. “I brought my grandson with me today. Eve couldn’t make it, but I thought you’d
like to know that she sends her love to you.”
She handed the basket to Tyr.
Tyr took it, noting that his son’s eyes were staring
up at him, full of curiosity.
Damn whoever he was supposed to be the genetic
reincarnation of. This child would always
be his son. Tamerlaine cooed
softly. Tyr choked back a sob. “Your grandson is just as beautiful as you
described, Olma.”
“Thank you.”
Olma looked up at Harper, who had just walked in. He had changed into a red shirt and navy
slacks. “I take it this is your
traveling companion?”
Harper walked up to Olma slowly and held out his
hand. “Hi, Seamus Harper. And you are?”
“Olma Cree, out of Athena by Absalom, former
Matriarch to the Kodiak pride. And… I am
a kin of Tyr’s.”
Harper shot Tyr a look, but said nothing.
“Olma is my great aunt. After the Kodiak were betrayed, we scattered
for our own safety.” Tyr could not help
but keep staring at the basket in front of him.
He felt Harper lean over the basket and look inside.
Harper smiled.
“And this cute little thing?”
“That,” said Tyr, “Is Olma’s grandson… Ezekiel.”
Harper held his arms out to take the basket. “Can I?
I mean, I know you guys are going to be busy with the death
certificate. I’ll watch him for you.”
Olma gave Harper an uncertain look, but Tyr
smiled. He was touched. “Of course.
Just be careful. He’s the first
child born of a Kodiak in nearly two decades.”
“Great, no pressure.” Harper smiled at Tamerlaine, who reached up
and grabbed his finger with his fist.
“I’ll treat him as gently as I do Rommie.”
“That’s not helping boy, I’ve seen how you treat
Rommie.”
Harper smirked and took his son to the back
room. Tyr turned to Olma.
Olma shot a worried look to where Harper was taking
Tamerlaine. “Are you sure we can trust…”
“Shh… Yes, I can trust him with my son. But I can’t trust him with the truth of who
Ezekiel really is,” Tyr whispered, going behind the counter to get Olma some
fruit.
“A Nietzschean trusting a human? That’s new.”
“Harper is not like most humans. He stood by my side despite his fear against
the Magog. For a human who was raised on
Earth, that speaks volumes.” Tyr poured
himself some water and took a seat by the counter.
Olma’s eyes narrowed. “Hmmm… I guess that explains the
kinship. Tyr, it is good to see a
friendly face again.”
“Yes, it is.
How are you holding up?”
“I’m fine. I
took a position in one of the small towns to pay for the bills. No one asked any questions.”
Tyr nodded slowly.
He wondered how safe it would be to have Olma work out in the open like
this. “If you need help providing for
him…”
“I wouldn’t be able to ask without arousing any
suspicion. I think one crewmember
thinking you have family on this world is enough risk.” Olma stared in the direction of Harper’s
room. “Shame too, that one looks like he
really cares about you, Tyr. You could
use that to help protect your son.”
Tyr nearly dropped the glass he was holding. “What did you say?’
“I’m a former Matriarch, I can tell these things. That man is at the very least attracted to
you. Freya used to give you that look,
right after she chose you over Dimitri.”
Tyr looked away from Olma, crossing his arms. “I have no idea what you think you see, but I
believe this particular Matriarch is losing her touch.”
Olma eyes brightened. In Harper’s room they could both hear the
baby giggling. “Why Tyr Anasazi, I
believe you not only know what I see, but see it yourself. Why are you not using him to help protect
your son?”
“Olma…”
“Freya would have approved of the action.”
Tyr was getting a headache. “My wife is dead, Olma. You can’t tell me what she would have
approved of. As for Harper, he’s my
friend. I can’t use a friend in good
conscience.”
Olma’s head tilted to one side. “We all use our friends, Tyr. The real trick lies in whether or not you can
use a friend and have it be mutually beneficial.”
“I don’t want my friendship with him to be mutually
beneficial. That boy has been used all
his life, until someone took him off his homeworld. I will not do the same.”
“Oh, I see.
It’s that type of friendship.”
Olma took a bite of fruit.
Tyr threw his hands up in frustration. “What are you driveling about, woman?”
“Merely that I now see the attraction is…
mutual.” Olma took a piece of melon from
her plate.
Tyr reached out and slammed her hand onto the
table. Leaning in close he said, “Let us
say, for the moment, that this attraction is mutual. I’m Nietzschean, he is human. We are both men. Considering that procreation is the basis of
our existence, wouldn’t acting on such an impulse be counterproductive?”
“Only if you were fatherless. You and Freya have fathered the richest gift
the Nietzschean people could ever want.
And because of it you have lost your wife and your son the only mother
and pride he has ever known. Don’t you
think that, under the circumstances, you deserve a little bit of happiness?”
Tyr let go and slumped his head on the table. Olma touched his head and he fought an urge
to pull away. As much as he might not
like Olma, she was raising the fate of the Nietzschean people and he had to try
to respect her. More giggling came from
the baby in Harper’s room.
“Let me ask you this, Anasazi. How long have you known this young man? You said you two faced Magog together. When was that?”
“A year ago.
We both nearly died from an infestation.
I was treated quickly but he… he had to find his own way to treat the
condition.”
“Impressive.
If what you say is true, that he is from Earth and has suffered so, then
it sounds to me as if that boy deserves a little happiness of his own, just as
you do. Again, I venture to think Freya
would approve. I know as a former
Matriarch I would.”
----------------------------------------------------
When Tyr went looking for Harper and his son, he
heard the sounds of them laughing. He
paused at the door, listening.
“You have got to be the cutest little Uber child I
have ever seen, yes you are. Hmm… You look like your cousin. Tyr’s looks must be hereditary.”
He heard Tamerlaine squeal in response. Harper chuckled.
“Well, as long as you take after Tyr and don’t
enslave people or use them out of cruelty just because you think you can
benefit from it, then you’ll have Nietzschean babes knocking on your door. Oh yeah, you’ll break lots of Nietzschean
hearts. Now, again?”
Tamerlaine made another happy sound. Tyr chose this moment to open the door.
Harper was on his back on the bed, holding his son
above his chest. Pushing up, he tossed
Tamerlaine into the air a bit and caught him.
The baby squealed.
Tyr couldn’t help but smile before he cleared his
throat. “Are humans always this careless
with their children?”
Harper turned his head, smiling. “Kids love being played with. My dad used to do this with me until I was
five, I was so little.” Harper sat up,
cradling Tamerlaine, who reached up and gripped Harper’s shirt, prespurs
flexing. “Are you and Olma done with the
certificate?”
“I just need to pick it up on the way home. So I’m free for the rest of the vacation
after lunch.”
“Oh.” Harper
looked at the baby. “So it’s time to
give the baby back then.”
“It’s time to eat lunch.” Tyr held out his hand to help Harper up. Harper took it and was pulled into a standing
position, close enough to Tyr so that Tyr could feel his body heat and smell
the soap off his skin.
“Thanks, big guy.”
“Don’t mention it.
So… friends?”
Harper looked at the baby he was holding, then at
Tyr. “I think we need to talk first, but
we will be.”
Tyr nodded and ruffled Harper’s hair. “Olma’s waiting.”
And when they got back to the kitchen, Olma was
already seated at the table, making sandwiches from the rations. A jaw of prepared baby food was out on the
table. “There’s my grandson.”
Harper handed Tamerlaine over to Olma. “He’s a great kid. Very aware of everyone and everything around
him.”
“Thank you.
Tyr, I’ve left a draft of the paperwork on the coffee table.”
“Thank you, Olma.”
Tyr sat down and took one of the sandwiches. Harper sat across from Tyr. Olma didn’t eat, but made sure Tamerlaine
did. Tamerlaine cooed and made noise,
occasionally throwing baby food in Tyr’s direction.
Tyr scowled.
Harper giggled. Olma watched them
both and studied their body language.
After they had lunch, Olma replaced Tamerlaine back into his
basket.
Harper leaned over the basket and whispered
something to the baby before he looked up.
“So I take it we don’t get to see you again?”
“Not unless there is a problem. You will take care of Tyr for me, will you
not? He is very dear to me, and my
family.”
Harper couldn’t help but blush. “I think he can take care of himself, ma’am.”
“Not always, and not with everything. And Tyr, I should very much like it if you
brought Harper around again. I’ve not
seen Ezekiel this quiet for this long in over two weeks.”
Tyr nodded with a frown. He didn’t want a reminder of Freya’s death at
the moment. He had to speak with Harper,
and needed to think things through.
“I’ll be sure to bring him around.”
Tyr watched Olma walk down the path to the lake,
knowing that this would be the last time he’d see his son for a long time. Thinking about what Olma said, he turned to
Harper, who was washing the dishes.
Watching Harper, Tyr was reminded of the sight of
Harper playing with his son in the bedroom.
The image made him smile. So did
the memory of Olma’s words.
Walking up to him from behind, he put his hands on
Harper’s shoulders. “Thank you,” he
whispered.
“For?” Harper
didn’t look up from the plate he was washing at the sink.
“Making Olma and my… cousin feel at home.” Tyr pulled Harper into a hug before he could
protest. “It means a lot.”
Harper leaned backwards against Tyr with a soft
sigh. “I need to finish the dishes before
we talk, okay?”
“Okay. I’ll
be outside lying in the sun when you are ready to speak to me.”
----------------------------------------
Tyr was nearly asleep under the shade of a tree, on
his back and shirtless, when Harper finally came out, humming softly. Looking up, Tyr saw that he was carrying a
bottle and a blanket with him. And there
was a faint smell of bananas in the air.
“I was beginning to think you’d chosen not to talk
to me.”
Harper lay out the towel and sat down, pulling his shirt
over his head. Tyr studied the lean,
slightly muscled chest for the second time in three days. He wanted to reach out and touch him but
forced himself not to.
“I wanted to think about it first.”
“About the kiss.”
“Both of them, yeah.” Harper took off the cap from the bottle. After taking a swig, he passed it to
Tyr. “It’s banana flavored liquor. Careful, cause this shit is strong and it
will sneak up on you.”
Tyr sniffed the bottle and took a cautious sip. The taste of banana and strong alcohol slid
down his throat, reminding him of one of Trance’s medicines. “I made you drink?”
Harper shook his head. “No, I made me drink. I shouldn’t have pushed you like that last
night. I’m sorry.”
Tyr shook his head and took another sip before passing
the bottle back to Harper. “I kissed you
first.”
“Why? You had every right to react the way you
did. I mean come on; I’m hot even when
I’ve just woken up. I took advantage of
the situation.” Harper took a long
swallow of liquor this time and coughed. He’d be drunk soon if he kept that
up.
Tyr took the bottle away and put the cap back on
it. “What would you say if I told you
that I probably wanted you to kiss me, but that I had trouble admitting it?”
Harper picked at a piece of grass on the ground, not
looking at Tyr. When he finally did look
at him, his eyes looked almost hopeful.
“Let’s say for a moment I believe you.
I still did it too soon. You said
so yourself. Besides you’re…”
“I’m what, Harper?” Tyr said softly. He had a feeling he knew what the answer was
going to be.
“You’re a Nietzschean. The only exception seems to be the prides
that let the men rape their male slaves.”
“That’s not entirely true, Harper. Some prides do allow for same sex
relationships for a variety of reasons.”
Harper began to rip up blades of grass from the
ground. “But not with humans, right?”
“Depends on the pride. Freya’s allowed it if both males had already
had children. Mine allowed for it only
between very close friends or sterile but otherwise healthy men. And only if that relationship did not get in
the way of procreation.” Tyr
sighed. “I don’t know how the Drago
Kasov see it, but if anyone committed rape for degradation in my pride, he’d be
castrated.”
“Okay, then why not Beka when she hit on you last
year?”
Tyr pretended to look surprised by the fact that
Harper knew this. “I can get her
pregnant. That wouldn’t have been fair
to her, me, or the resulting child, believe me.”
Harper curled his knees into his chest. Tyr noticed he was barefoot. He couldn’t help but stare at Harper’s feet
as he waited for Harper to say something.
Harper had very nice feet.
Finally Harper reached for the bottle. “I think I need another drink.”
“No you don’t.
You’ve already had enough.” Tyr
moved the bottle to over to the other side of his body.
“Tyr, I’m not your kid, you don’t have to tell me
what to do.” Harper leaned over Tyr’s
body to grab the bottle. As he did, he
felt Tyr’s hardening cock press into his side and stopped. “Tyr?”
Tyr wrapped his arms around Harper and rolled over
so he was on top of him. “I said no more
liquor.”
Harper nodded, pressing the palms of his hands
against Tyr. “Sure big guy, just get off
me.”
“No.” Tyr pressed
his lips to Harper’s, returning the type of kiss that Harper had given him the
night before. Harper froze for a second,
and then responded in kind. It was one
of the most incredible kisses Tyr had ever experienced. Only Freya had kissed better.
When they finally broke the kiss, both of them were
breathing heavily. Harper gasped. “That was…”
“What I’ve been trying to tell you. I wanted you to kiss me. And you shouldn’t be sorry that it was too
soon. You should not feel rejected.” Tyr lowered his head to Harper’s jaw line,
kissing along it gently. He felt Harper
shudder in his embrace.
“And you really wanted me to kiss you?”
“I did.”
Tyr’s lip ran across Harper’s collarbone. The felt Harper begin to shake under his
weight. Lifting his head, he said, “Are
you all right?”
Harper nodded.
“I shake when I’m excited.”
“You must be excited pretty often.”
Harper smirked.
“So what made you change your mind overnight?”
“I had a long talk with Olma… about this and a lot
of things.” Tyr moved his lips over
Harper’s chest and began to nibble at one nipple, causing Harper to moan.
“You had a discussion, with your lawyer, about
this.” Harper looked as if he was about
to burst out laughing.
“She’s a former Matriarch. Matriarchs are good for discussing personal
matters with.” Tyr could feel Harper’s
hands against his back, rubbing gently.
Tyr began rubbing Harper’s belly.
He wanted to get him out of his pants, but he also wanted to take his
time. He felt there was no rush.
“Tyr, I don’t… I don’t want to hurt you if you’re
not ready.”
Tyr stopped nibbling and looked up. Looking Harper in the eye he said, “Last
night you said you kissed me because you wanted to. Right now, I’m doing this because I want to.”
Harper smiled very slowly. “Okay.”
Sitting up, he took Tyr’s face in his hands and kissed him deeply before
standing up. Unzipping his pants, he
pulled them down. To Tyr’s surprise, he
was wearing no underwear. Tyr stared at
Harper’s naked body.
Harper cleared his throat. “Come on, don’t tell me I’m the only person
sitting here thinking about what’s going to happen next,” he grinned. Tyr reached up and pulled Harper into his
lap.
Tyr ran his hand over the curve of Harper’s
ass. The skin there was softer than he’d
expected. “No. I just could have sworn you were wearing
underwear.”
“I took them off after I did the dishes. Just in case.” Harper yelped when Tyr ran his hand lightly
over his cock. Tyr felt small hands fumbling
at the zipper of his pants. He pushed
Harper off his lap long enough to take his pants and underwear off. When Harper sat back down, he was straddling
his hips.
When Tyr leaned back so that Harper could sit on top
of him, Harper whispered, “Uh… you don’t think anyone would see or hear us, do
you?”
“The nearest residence is several miles away. Why?”
“Because, I can get kind of loud.” Harper blushed. Who would have thought that this man would
look so beautiful when he blushed? He
started to rock his hips against Tyr, who bit his lip to keep from making noise
himself. He growled under his
breath.
This felt different than it had been with
Freya. Incredible, but different. Tyr’s hips began to buck against Harper’s to
increase the friction. “Boy, where did
you learn how to do this?”
“From Beka.
And stop calling me ‘boy’ already.”
Harper bit on one of Tyr’s nipples, which didn’t help with Tyr’s control
over his actions. Tyr grabbed Harper’s
hips and pulled Harper’s body closer to him.
Looking up, he could see that Harper’s blush had gone down his neck and
chest, and Harper’s cock was pushing against his belly.
Rocking against each other like this, neither of
them lasted long. Tyr came first with a
shout that would have been heard all the way back to the house. Gasping, he grabbed hold of Harper’s cock and
pumped until Harper locked his hips, spilling all over his stomach. Harper fell against Tyr, limp.
When Tyr recovered his breath, he reached up and ran
his fingers through Harper’s hair.
Breathing in, he could smell a mixture of sweat, semen, and his own
scent all over Harper.
Harper’s breathing had evened out. “All right, now what? Are we just friends?”
Tyr held Harper close. “No, we’re a bit more than that. But I’d be lying if I didn’t tell you that
you are closer to me than anyone else alive.
I’d also be lying…”
“...If you didn’t warn me that one day you’d be
looking for another mate,” Harper finished for him. He smiled.
“I figured that out already. And
just so you know, the same goes for me.”
“Good, because I’d hate to see the genes that
created your intellect wasted.” Tyr
closed his eyes, intending to rest only for a moment.
---------------------------------------------
Tyr woke up to a sudden chill in the air and a Harper’s
hand gently rubbing his back. He felt
something being draped over his body and someone press their body close. He
inhaled and recognized Harper’s scent.
“What time is it?” he whispered.
“Late. We
both fell asleep until after dark.” Tyr
felt Harper’s thin arm slide around his waist.
“I uh, went back to the house to get a couple of quilts. I had no idea it got this cold out here after
nightfall.”
“We could go back in.”
“Nah, always had a fantasy about sleeping out in the
open after sex. I’ve never gotten the
chance to actually do it though.”
Tyr rolled over and pulled Harper close. Kissing him briefly he said, “Is this a hint,
boy?”
“Maybe. Just
stop calling me ‘boy’.” Harper grinned,
showing off his dimples. “Did you have
any more dreams?”
“Not today.”
Tyr yawned, more relaxed than he had been in weeks. He ruffled Harper’s hair. “I’m hungry.”
Harper sighed and Tyr could practically feel the
pout in the darkness. Sitting up he
wrapped a quilt tight around his shoulders.
“All right, we can go back in.”
“Harper, we do have four days of vacation left. We have time.”
“I know. I
just don’t want to waste any of it, you know?”
Tyr thought about it. All the time he felt he’d wasted with Freya,
his son, and now Harper. All the time
he’d spent making plans to take revenge on the Drago Kasov, to steal back the
remains of the Progenitor. All the time
he would be spending on keeping his son safe.
Finally he gave a short nod. “How about we settle for a quick bite, and
then come back out here?”
Harper threw his arms around Tyr’s neck in
response. Tyr couldn’t help but
smile. “It’s good to see you smiling
again, Tyr.”
“Oh, I think you can make me smile in more ways than
one, little man.”
“I hate it when you call me… MMMMM!!!” Tyr pressed his lips against Harper’s. When Tyr broke the kiss, Harper said, “I
thought you said you were hungry and wanted to go back in.”
“Food can wait.”
Tyr pushed the quilt aside. His
lips trailed across Harper’s stomach, pausing to nip at his navel. Harper let out a shuddering breath.
“I did mention its cold without the quilts, right?”
“Uh huh.” Tyr
grabbed the quilt covering him and put it over his head so Harper could not see
him, only feel what Tyr was doing. Tyr
had to rely on his hands and lips and where they were trailing to know what to
do next. He let his fingers trail down
past Harper’s navel, located Harper’s hardening shaft and wrapped his fingers
around it.
“Oh, my God!”
Harper shoved his hand under the blanket to touch Tyr, but Tyr pushed it
away gently.
“Shh…God is dead.
Now lay back and feel this, okay?”
Harper whimpered.
Tyr smiled and ran his lips in the dark down to where his hand was. As he ran his tongue along Harper’s shaft,
Tyr ran his thumb down and over the head.
Harper gasped, and tried to touch Tyr again.
Tyr pushed Harper’s hand away a second time, just
before he swallowed him whole. Using his
hands Tyr held onto Harper’s hips as he began to bob. He could hear Harper gasping and straining
under his touch.
“Jesus…”
Harper put his hands under the quilt again and ran his fingers through
Tyr’s hair. Tyr could feel Harper
tensing up under him and let go of one hip to cup his balls gently. Harper made several noises as he began to
thrust in Tyr’s mouth. Tyr smiled and
began to growl around him.
Harper screamed as he came. Tyr held him still, still bobbing, until he
felt Harper relax. Only then did he come
out from under the quilt.
Harper was covered in a fine sheen of sweat. He was still panting as Tyr gathered him in
his arms. “Now we eat.”
-----------------------------------------
Tyr rolled over onto his back and stared at the
pipes running along the bulkhead of the Maru for what he hoped would be the
last time in a long while. He felt
tingly all over, and more alive than he’d felt since before Freya’s
message.
Catching his breath, Tyr sighed and turned his head
to Harper. “We should get dressed. We’re less than an hour away from the
rendezvous point.”
“Don’t want to,” came the muffled reply from
Harper. “My vacation practically flew by
as it is.”
Tyr didn’t want to go back either, but he’d
accomplished what he’d needed to do on this trip. And for Tyr, it was leave, not a
vacation. Leaning over to kiss Harper’s
cheek he whispered, “Would you prefer it if Beka found us on the bunk like
this, boy?”
Harper lifted his head from the pillow quickly, a
slight look of fear on his face. “No,
Beka would kill me.”
“Why?”
“Cause, she’ll think I started it.”
Tyr suppressed a smile as he pulled Harper into a
quick hug. “You go take a shower.”
Harper nodded and after a moment of hesitation,
kissed Tyr hard on the lips. “Take it
with me?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
Tyr sat up and searched around in his bag, looking
for a set of clean clothes. “If I did,
we’d never be ready on time.”
“I tired you out again, huh?”
Tyr looked up at Harper, grinned, and let out a loud
growl. Harper yelped as if he’d been hit
and ran for the bathroom. With a soft
chuckle Tyr pulled on the rest of his clothes and padded to the cockpit
barefoot.
Looking at the controls he realized that the Maru
had nearly reached its destination and they were receiving a hail from the
Andromeda. “Harper, incoming message.”
“Tell them I’m naked.”
Tyr shook his head and opened the comm.
channel. “Maru here.”
Beka’s face appeared on the monitor in front of
Tyr. “So, how was the trip?”
“It was… eventful.
I got what I needed done. I see
Dylan managed not to get you blown up while we were out.”
Beka shook her head with a smile. “Nope, we just spent the week on
inventory. I kinda wish I got to go with
you guys, but you know how thrilling inventory can be.”
Tyr smiled.
“How long before you arrive?”
“We’re actually only twenty light seconds from your
location. Where’s Harper?”
“In the shower.”
“But he never showers in the morning
unless…Oh.” Beka stopped talking. She shook her head. “I’ll see you two when the Maru docks.”
Tyr nodded and cut the connection. Twenty light seconds. That meant that the Andromeda was nearly a
half hour away, forty if he set the Maru on autopilot and self docking. Tyr considered fulfilling that fantasy with
Harper in the shower. With a smile, he
took off his clothes and headed for the bathroom.
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Tyr saw Beka standing in front of the hatchway with
her arms crossed as he and Harper got off the Maru. She approached them as they dropped their
bags, and as she stepped up to Harper, took his chin in her hand. She tilted his head to one side, looking at
his neck before tilting his head the other way.
Not seeing any tell tale bite marks, she huffed.
“Beka, cut it out,” Harper stammered before jerking
away. He glared at Beka.
Tyr crossed his arms and watched, for the moment
anyway. He found her attitude
amusing.
“All right, who was she?”
“Huh?”
“You never shower first thing in the morning unless
you’ve been sleeping around with somebody the night before. Now, who was she?”
“There wasn’t a ‘she’ within miles, Beka. I swear, no ‘she’.”
Beka looked unconvinced. “Well if it wasn’t with a woman…” Beka turned red and sniffed at Harper. “Harper, you didn’t. You promised you wouldn’t.”
“I swear I didn’t make the first move.”
Tyr grinned broadly.
“He’s telling you the truth.
Trust me.”
Beka’s turned her face back and forth between Harper
and Tyr in disbelief. “What about you
saying you never wanted to have sex with a non human?”
“It’s different with Harper.” Tyr picked up his bag, along with Harper’s
and strode out the doorway. “If you’ll
excuse me, I have some work to do now that I’m back on Command.”
He was at the door when he heard Beka say to
Harper. “Lucky bastard. I want details.”
“Hey! A
gentleman never tells, remember?”
“You’re a gentleman and I’m the first Than queen.”
Tyr couldn’t stop the grin on his face.
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Tyr was exhausted as Trance came onto the Command
Deck. Rubbing the back of his neck he looked
at her and said, “It certainly took you long enough.”
“Sorry, I was working on something with
Rommie.” Trance took her station and
looked at Tyr. “I take it you’re going
to see Harper now?”
“I was hoping to shower first.”
“Oh.” Trance
punched in some command codes. She
didn’t look at Tyr.
He hated when she did that. Clearing his throat he said, “Should I go
find him before my shower?”
“I don’t think you need to. I was just wondering that’s all.”
Tyr shrugged his shoulders and went to his
quarters. When he arrived, he asked for
the hologram. “Ship, where is Harper?”
“Just beyond that door, sleeping. Should I wake him for you?”
Tyr smiled.
“No, I’ll handle it. Thank
you.” Punching in his personal code he
walked in and saw Harper curled up on his side.
The lights to his quarters were out, but he could see just well enough
to know that Harper had fallen asleep.
Tyr crawled across the bed slowly and leaned over to nuzzle Harper’s
cheek.
Rolling over and rubbing his eyes, Harper said,
“Hey.”
“Hey. It’s
late.”
“I know. I
thought I’d spend the night here.”
“Any reason why you are not sleeping in your own
quarters?”
“Yeah. I
wanted to talk to you about Olma and Ezekiel.”
Harper sat up.
Tyr felt the hairs on the back of his neck
stand. Looking as impassive as he could
he said, “What about them?”
“Just that I want to see them again. You know, to
keep an eye on them both. I mean, if
he’s the first Kodiak born in nearly two decades, then he’s going to mean a lot
to you, right? And I was figuring, don’t you think he should learn a thing or
two about what humans are really like before he hears how inferior we are
supposed to be?”
“I don’t follow.”
Tyr sat back on his heels. He
wondered what the boy was up to.
“Look, you were raised in a pride environment,
right? And I was raised in a slave
environment. I was just thinking that it
be good for the boy if he learned what the best and worst that Nietzscheans are
capable of from two men who’ve lived in both environments?” Harper looked dead serious. Tyr wondered if he had managed to overhear
anything during Olma’s visit, then thought better of it.
They’d been careful, and Harper had been with the
baby in a well insulated bedroom. His former
partner Darwin had seen to the insulation of the house himself. There was no way he could have possibly
guessed who ‘Ezekiel’ really was.
“Harper, is this what you really want?”
“Yeah. This
is what I want.” Harper gave him this
slight pout. It was an expression Tyr
found he had trouble resisting. He
wondered how often Harper used that same look with Beka.
Tyr sighed.
“All right. We’ll plan at least
one trip back to Anoda a year to see them.
Will that make you happy?”
Harper gave Tyr a soft kiss and let his head come to
rest on his shoulder. “Yes. Yes it would.”
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(Seven Years Later)
Tyr leaned against the doorway to his son’s bedroom
as he listened to Harper tell his son the story of Paul and Drago Museveni for
the first time.
Harper’s choice of story was unusual, but
appropriate. He smiled when Harper first
suggested telling his son their story on the trip back to Anoda this year. Harper liked telling Ezekiel, as he was now called,
stories about the history of Earth and of the Commonwealth.
“… So Paul
decided that if he could enhance Men to survive in any condition, then they
would be able to adapt as well as the Than or the Vedrans, so he purchased a
station outside of the Commonwealth territory and named it after an ancient
writer called Ayn Rand….”
His son was nearly five feet tall already, and he
was barely eight years old. Ezekiel’s
hair and skin tone matched Tyr’s, but his son’s hair was soft to the touch like
his mother’s, and his eyes had lightened to the color of honey. He’d inherited his mother’s laugh, cunning,
curiosity, and some of her temperament.
He was also beginning to show signs of Freya’s ambitiousness.
Tyr liked to think that if Freya were with them, she
would have been as proud of their son as he was.
Harper had taken on the role of an uncle over the
years and as long as Tyr kept the promise that they would visit Anoda at least
once a year, Harper stayed by his side.
Seven years together, and they only seemed to grow
closer. His relationship with Harper was
probably the longest one he’d managed to keep.
Tyr felt warm whenever he thought about it.
They loved each other, and they both knew it but
never said the words.
“And Paul did all this at a place called Ayn Rand
Station?” Ezekiel asked.
“Yep. Paul
wanted to create a Man who could survive in any setting. His son Drago was the first Nietzschean ever
to walk in the Universe. All
Nietzscheans come from him, Zeke.”
Ezekiel’s eyes went wide. “Every single one?”
“Every one.
Even you, your grandma Olma, and your cousin Tyr.”
“Wow… What did Paul and Drago look like?”
“Well… I don’t know for sure, but I can check and
bring a picture of them back if the Andromeda has one for you.”
“Okay.”
Tyr cleared his throat to get Harper’s
attention. As Harper looked up he said,
“I’ve prepared dinner if you are interested in something other than
storytelling.”
“But Tyr, I want Harper to finish his story. I want to know what became of Paul and
Drago.”
Tyr raised his eyebrows at Harper, who
shrugged. “What can I say; the kid loves
a good story.”
“Harper…”
“Okay, okay.”
Harper smirked and looked ahead.
Tyr bristled and Ezekiel giggled looking back and forth between Harper’s
left arm and his own. Ezekiel reached
out with his fingers and ran them along Harper’s forearms as if he were looking
for something.
When Harper looked at Ezekiel, he pulled his hand
away. “Harper, can I ask you something?”
“Shoot.”
“Did you lose your bone spurs like Tyr did?”
Harper shrugged.
“Never had spurs, Zeke. I was
born without them.”
“Never?”
“Never.”
Ezekiel looked confused. “But I thought that only stupid kludges
didn’t have bone spurs.”
Tyr watched as Harper sighed. Usually when someone called humans by that
name Harper would become angry. Seeing
how he didn’t like being referred to as an Uber, Tyr understood why. He wondered what he would say to his son.
“Zeke, I am a human,” Harper said softly.
“Oh. But
you’re smart and strong like Tyr…”
“Well, I’m a genius anyway. But I don’t need to be a Nietzschean to be
smart or strong.” Harper slid over and
patted the child on the head.
“Nietzscheans are humans too, but they were made to be smart and
healthy. They are no different than Castalians
in that respect.”
Ezekiel thought hard. He looked back and forth between Tyr and
Harper. “So you’re not… you’re human.”
“Yes, Zeke.
I’m human. And I think you should
hear it from us first that a human deserves every bit as much respect as your
grandmother and Tyr do.”
Ezekiel looked at Tyr, who nodded. “He’s right.
We need to look to our own survival, but if we can do it without
creating unnecessary enemies, all the better.”
Ezekiel nodded.
“Okay, Harper. I’ll remember
that.”
Harper smiled and played with Ezekiel’s hair. “Okay, now go to sleep. We’ve got a big day tomorrow.”
The boy sighed and settled into bed. Looking up at
Harper, he asked, “Are you coming to play with me tomorrow?”
“I plan to.”
“Okay.”
Ezekiel closed his eyes. Harper
got up and left the room. As Harper
closed the door behind them and they headed to the kitchen, Tyr looked at
Harper.
“You did well.”
Harper smirked.
“Yeah well, I’m not about to tell the kid that we kludges aren’t worth a
damn. I think Zeke should know as much
about who and what he is as possible, don’t you?”
“He’s Kodiak.
He’s also a Nietzschean. I
believe that Ezekiel knows these things already.”
“Well yeah, that’s just the basics. But I’ve never heard Ezekiel talk about his
lineage. That’s important too, right?”
Tyr tensed up, wondering where Harper was going with
this. “I’m sure Olma has instructed the
boy in keeping such talk to a minimum since our pride has been scattered. Even I knew little about my own lineage at
his age.”
Harper stopped, tilted his head up, and kissed
Tyr. Tyr put his arm around Harper’s
shoulder and pulled him close without so much as a thought.
Breaking the kiss, Harper said in a very low voice,
“I hope Ezekiel lives up to his full genetic potential. I know it would mean a lot to you if he did.”
Tyr thought that last statement was odd. He could feel Harper shaking the way he did
whenever he felt any emotion intensely.
Tyr pulled back and looked at Harper.
As he stared into his eyes, he realized that Harper
knew. Maybe not that Ezekiel was his
son, but that Ezekiel was the Progenitor.
Tyr shivered as he held Harper.
“I love that kid, Tyr. You know I’d do anything to protect him as if
he were my own son, don’t you?”
Tyr inhaled Harper’s scent. He detected no deception, no hint of a lie or
guilt. Only something he’d pick up on
whenever Harper made a promise. And
Harper never made any promise lightly.
Tyr nodded slowly.
“Good. Now I
don’t know about you, but I’m starved.
What’s for dinner?”
Tyr took his time to reply, afraid to let go of
Harper. Finally he said, “Chicken
Diablo. I made a chocolate mousse cake
for dessert.”
“You can make cake out of a moose? Cool, never had that before.” Harper pulled away from Tyr.
Tyr watched Harper as he went into the kitchen and
sighed.
He would have to trust Harper completely. And as he realized he was ready to do just
that, he smiled.
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