In Memorium


Nubin Nubin



ILR # 52383 (guanaco subregistry)
male  b.10-81; d.10-28-96
purebred guanaco, parents unknown

Nubin was to be our guanaco stud, but we never located one or more purebred females who were actually breeding quality. Nubin was 42.5" at the withers, and 260 pounds of very hard muscle. He died of liver failure due to a massive tumor.

Nubin was not handled at all for the first seven years of his life. Although gaining his trust was a long and difficult task, he completed basic training with marks as good as any llama, and could be handled and receive medical treatment in the pasture and without a lead. Although Nubin showed promise as a packer and over obstacles, we simply never seemed to find the time to advance his training further. We now regret that we didn't make the time.

Nubin liked apples, teasing Hawk, showing off his self-proclaimed superiority, and pointing out where the fence is weak through unauthorized explorations of the back portion of our property. He was a unique individual, always very much alive, and we felt his sudden loss keenly, and in many ways.


Nubin Denali

ILR # 52382 (guanaco subregistry)
female  b. 1980; d. 11-4-96
purebred guanaco, parents unknown

Denali was best described as a family member. She was 42" at the withers, and felt pretty good at around 230 pounds. We had to euthanize her after an arthritic calcium deposit in her neck broke lose and left her with an uncorrectable dislocated cervical vertebrae, debilitating nerve damage, and a great deal of pain.

Denali was infertile, and found intolerable anything that required standing still. Her age, poor conformation, and some early rough handling all contributed to widespread arthritis, and eventually, to her untimely death.

Denali had a keen love of life, and so she received whatever help we could give her, and all the time to herself that she wanted. In spite of her severe physical limitations, mental unsuitability for any traditional or nontraditional llama use, and the numerous management difficulties she represented, Denali was a valued friend and inspiration.

Denali liked sunbathing and gourmet food (honeydew melon was her most recent favorite). We miss her terribly, and feel very fortunate to have known her and shared in her life.

TIME IS . . .

. . . too slow for those who wait

. . . too swift for those who fear

. . . too long for those who grieve

. . . too short for those who love


Lost Creek Three Fingered Jack

ILR # 116783
gelding  b.12-4-93; d.6-1-99
KL Silver Streak x Hyder Llamas Sahalie

Jack was a strong, athletic fellow set on proving that great things do so come in less-than-giant-sized packages. He finished at 44.5" at the withers, and weighed in the neighborhood of 265 lbs. Jack was gelded at 15 months when inherited behavioral problems (from his now-castrated father) began to kick in, and he soon became a really nice guy.

Jack moved to Montana in mid-1997 to begin his career as a packer. He really enjoyed his new pastures, where he could partake in many of his favorite activities: getting everyone's attention, springing around the pasture, and finding interesting animals, things, and human activities to watch. Unfortunately, a tragic, freak accident that occured while he was tethered on a too-long line at night left Jack permanently crippled, and his packing days were over.

In late May 1999, a black bear waltzed through the fence and into the pasture where Jack was living. The bear quickly detected Jack's weakened condition, promptly cut him out of the herd, and ran him until he could no longer stand. Although Jack's humans were finally able to get the bear to leave, they had no bear-proof place to keep a vulnerable llama safe, so Jack returned here to his birthhome two days later. We were devastated to find that Jack had in fact sustained severe, irrepairable injuries to both rear legs because of his crippled condition, and that he was in steadily increasing pain. That he had walked at all again was one last tribute to Jack's toughness, incredible stubbornness, and will to survive. There was only one more thing we could do for Jack, and that was to humanely end his suffering.

Jack was an athlete from the get-go, and as he matured, he became a very personable llama. Words cannot express the devastation we've felt -- twice -- at the waste of his body and the loss of his life, nor can they express the helplessness we've felt at our inability to protect our llamas once they leave us. We hope that Jack's needless initial injury and the avoidable events that led to his death can serve as lessons to prevent similar tragedies for other llamas; they have certainly led to changes in the way that we place our valued friends.

Three-Fingered Jack is the core of an extinct volcano just north of Santiam Pass in the Oregon Cascades and a favorite of climbers despite its crumbly composition. It has a distinctive profile, interesting bands of color, and is really spectacular when viewed up close from the PCT, which traverses the west side. Sahalie's sire is Hyder Llamas Apple Jack, so Jack's name was also a reference to him.


Waldo

ILR # 52377  [Cuzco NEø7]
gelding  b.10-11-78  d.9-27-99
Dr. Doolittle x Gisela

Waldo came to us -- free -- at the age of thirteen because his former owners had no use for an untrained, washed-up stud, and no one else wanted to pay money for him, either. We saw things differently, and Waldo became a permanent and much-loved resident. Waldo was 42.5" at the withers and felt his best at around 265 pounds.

Waldo learned quite a bit in his time here, and had a well-deserved reputation for being a joy to handle and work with. He often helped out when a rookies -- human or llama -- needed to gain skills. He did llama public relations work, and was a welcome visitor at nursing homes. Waldo did quite well in performance classes at small local shows, but did not accompany us on the longer trips of our regular show circuit in deference to his increasing arthritis. Also because of his arthritis, we kept Waldo's packing work to light loads of 40 pounds or less and only occasional day outings.

Waldo had a host of medical problems -- liver damage with lingering impaired function (including scurvy), arthritis, frequent bouts of skin fungus, poor lung capacity, and unusually poor dentition (even for his age). We made the painful choice to euthanize him after he unexpectedly choked on his regular evening meal and we were unable to unblock his esophagus before he developed aspiration pneumonia. The necropsy revealed that Waldo had only 30% of his lungs functioning and also that he had mild megaesophagus (although he'd shown no symptoms of the latter), so the end was near for him in any case.

Waldo enjoyed being "spiffed up," going to shows and other events (with or without other llamas), pet therapy, shopping at PetsMart, Mazuri llama pellets, and knowing that we cared about him. We miss taking care of him, receiving his grateful hugs, his many skills, and watching him bounce around proving that "20 ain't old if you're a llama" very, very much.

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The story of Waldo and his training was first published as a column in The Backcountry Llama, and later as a book, "The Waldo Chronicles--A Training Log," which is available from Lost Creek Llamaprints. Animal lovers of all ages tell us they have learned from Waldo and enjoyed his story as much as we have.

Because of Waldo's book, he grew to be one of our most public, well-known llamas. An email notice of his death resulted in message after message of sympathy and sadness - from northern Canada to New York, and from Montana to Texas.

-- We are deeply saddened to hear about dear sweet Waldo.
 
-- You made Waldo a part of many people's experience. Very sorry.
 
-- We'll miss him even though we never actually met him.
 
-- Thank you for sharing Waldo's story with us, and thank you for giving him a better life.
 
-- I am so sorry. That must have been absolutely horrible to go through. ... It is so hard to lose a member of the family.
 
-- He certainly was a special llama. Reflect on the happiness he brought you and all who met him. I'm so glad you wrote the book in his honor.
 
-- Waldo was very special to both of you and I am sure you will miss your daily visits with him. I am sure he gave you many happy days, and what you learned from having Waldo in your lives will benefit many other llamas.
 
-- We are so sorry this has happened. A loss of a special friend like Waldo is difficult.
 
-- I never met Waldo in person but knew him only through your book and stories ... I know the care you gave him and the love made his older years for all of you a special time. I cry with you.
 
-- My profound sympathies with your grief. How lucky you were to have him in your life, and how fortunate that you could provide a comfortable and dignified end for your dear friend. ... I almost lost [my horse] to choke on alfalfa pellets three years ago (given to help him keep his weight up during the winter). ... How easily we underestimate something as simple as eating.
 
-- Waldo will be remembered by all who met him.
 
-- So sorry to read of Waldo's untimely death. I think that we all held a special place for him in our hearts. His example has given me, for one, more patience to get to know my animals and understand their message to me rather than jumping to all-too-human conclusions about their behavior. I often think of him and the experiences in your book when I am working with my boys. Yes, I would even say that learning about Waldo was a breakthrough point in my understanding. ... Waldo will live on in our daily involvement with our llamas.
 
-- We are very sorry to hear about Waldo. He certainly was a lucky llama to have been a part of your herd. Your training and care certainly paid off. He was ultimately content and happy.
 
-- Sad news travels fast. So sorry about Waldo. It is sad to see them go but he had a good life with you two. I'm proud to say I had known Waldo.
 
-- Your grief is no doubt enormous and I am so very very sorry. ... How very blessed he was to be fortunate enough to come into your lives and be owned by two of the best llama people on earth.
 
-- I was saddened to hear of the loss of Waldo. You should take comfort in knowing that Waldo probably contributed more to llama understanding and training through your articles in The Waldo Chronicles featuring his life than any other publication on the subject, and for that he will always have a very special place in the lore of llama history.

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. . . those things we love in life can be taken from us,

but our memories of them cannot . . .


 

Lost Creek Ranger Logan

ILR # 147322
gelding  b. 12-8-95  d. 4-3-00
Ranger Dusty x Hyder Llamas Sahalie

Logan was Dusty's first son, and a truly wonderful soul. Logan was a frequent favorite of our farm visitors, and a very special friend of Gwen's, second only to his father (whom he also adored).

Logan's liver was damaged as a result of a tragic accident with a toxic plant when he was five months old. He missed an entire year of growth and only reached 42" at the withers and 175 pounds.

Logan was castrated because Gwen was not interested in having another stud as a friend (one is more than enough!) and Logan was not interested in coping with those hormone things anyway. And, of course, Logan's outward physical problems made it impossible to accurately evaluate his stud potential.

Logan did very well in his show training and was extremely excited when he graduated to the main show string in 1998 -- for one thing, he hated being left at home. His favorite class was the Young Pack Class (in which the llama carries no weight).

Logan enjoyed "packing" with Gwen at a nearby state park, where the trails were varied, but the terrain was fairly easy -- and of course his load never had to exceed some water and Gwen's boots. On April 3, 2000, Logan was having an exceptionally good time on a hike with Gwen and their friend Anne when he suddenly felt very weak and dizzy at a rest stop. He tried to continue down the trail, but soon collapsed and died moments later of heart failure. The necropsy revealed that his entire liver was severely cirrhotic, and that his heart had finally been irrepairably damaged as a result. It was a wonder that Logan had not only lived as long as he had, but that he had managed to pursue so many of his favorite activities.

Logan liked attention, snuggling with Gwen, going for dayhikes, showing in performance classes, and generally doing "big llama things." Logan was also fond of racing Gwen every day to the gate and to the new barn (where he could eat his pellets and grain away from the other llamas) and back to his own pasture (after eating). He touched many people in his short life, and his extraordinary intelligence, cheerfulness, charisma, and cooperative nature greatly overshadowed his physical limitations. Logan was always in a hurry to live life to its fullest, and he took special pride in making Gwen smile . . . and that he had a real smile of his own.

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"Live as if you were to die tomorrow . . .

. . . learn as if you were to live forever" [Gandhi]

 


Lost Creek Ranger Soopaka

ILR # 168669
female  b. 12-18-96  d. 12-13-00
Ranger Dusty x Hyder Llamas Sahalie

Soo's specialty was rookie llama handlers, even from an early age. She was 44.5" and around 280 lbs.

Soo was one of those llamas who is "right up there with you" on the lead, an absolute "must" for any serious packer. She had a sound mind and a enviably perfect classic coat as well.

Soo died in a tragic accident in our barn. During the summer, Soo would nose under the feeder boards for hay scraps. She and the others never got more than their muzzles underneath, and when we started feeding hay twice daily when the pasture gave out, there was commonly a little hay left over in the feeder and we never saw them nosing under the boards again. We viewed Soo's behavior only as a part-time annoyance.

There was still hay in the feeder that Wednesday afternoon, but for some reason, Soo ignored what was readily available and instead managed somehow to tightly wedge her head under the feeder boards and choke herself. Mercifully, she died quickly, with her booty of hay still in her mouth.

Needless to say, had we anticipated potential for injury from what we believed to be a 3" gap between the floor and the boards (or if we had realized the gap had been enlarged to 5" in some places), we would have done something about it right away. You can bet that we blocked the gaps off that evening, but unfortunately, our lesson came at the expense of Soo's life.

There are countless farms where llamas are kept in conditions ranging from merely "traditionally recognized as unsafe" to "downright junkheaps." Gwen has always been conscientious (OK, downright anal) about gaps in fencing and structures (both natural and man-made) that feet, legs, heads, or necks might become trapped in or that might merely cause injury.

We now know that a gap of five inches at the bottoms of rigid gates, fences, and the like IS a potential danger to an adult llama -- particularly for those llamas who can't be satisfied with what's on their own side -- and that a smaller gap can be enlarged gradually to become dangerous (as happened here).

Please don't let another senseless tragedy happen -- check your own farm for hazards, including gaps under any rigid objects where llamas might be tempted to stick their noses.

"Soopaka" is from a combination of Chinook jargon and South American Quechua, and literally means "red hair."

Ranger Soo was named for Ranger Sue Baker, the USFS coordinator for our volunteer trail work crews. Like Ranger Sue, Soo was cheery and full of energy.


Orcas Island Lummi

AR # 827229
gelding  b. 9-22-2000 . d. 2.1.2002
Posie's Comet x Tonasket

Lummi (yep, he was an alpaca) was part of our tiny fiber production and (larger) education crew. He had a superior fleece, beautiful blue eyes, perfectly good hearing, and a very endearing "hm" that was the icing on his charm. Lummi arrived here, squeaking hopefully at any human he glimpsed, in November 2001.

Lummi's mother died before he was weaned, so he was smaller than normal for his age, and we expected that he probably always would be small. We also were fully aware that the cause of his mother's death (thiaminase from an unknown source) might have adersely affected Lummi, either in utero or while he was nursing.

With his history in mind, we immediately started a diagnostic workup when Lummi seemed just a little bit "off" in early January. The result was that we promptly caught an aggressive cancer. However, promptness only aided later decisions -- there was no hope for a cure. Tumors soon restricted Lummi's esophagus, at first causing intermittant bloating, but shortly thereafter, Lummi choked severely. Given what we knew about Lummi's condition, the choice was clear -- prompt, merciful euthanasia.

Lummi liked our fresh green grass and other foodstuffs, although he initially thought his new pasture might be TOO big (kinda like his llama pasturemates ... ). Despite his confidence with our "giant" (only to him!) llamas, he was really happy to see Klickitat, whom he immediately recognized as another alpaca -- a camelid of the proper size and customs!

"Lummi," when pronounced "LUHM-ee," is the name of a native tribe that still lives in northwest Washington state, not too far from Lummi's birthplace. Coincidentally, when pronouned "LOOM-ee," Lummi is the Finnish word for "snow," and Lummi certainly was snow-white! Lummi didn't care how people pronounced his name -- he knew it either way -- but we tended to use the Finnish pronunciation.


Andrew Jackson

ILR # 72134
male  b. 9-22-84  d. 9-25-02
Gunther x Azalia

Andrew was probably 44" at the withers in his youth. He was massively overweight (by at least 100 pounds) for virtually all of his adult life, and his body paid the price dearly.

An acquaintance of ours bought Andrew for $30 at the Eugene Livestock Auction, where he was being bid on by slaughter buyers. Gwen was shocked to find that the mellow fellow who barely escaped the dog food can was none other than Andrew Jackson, whom we'd first met him in Central Oregon when he was five years old (and already much too fat). To make a long story short, Andrew came home to live with us; we enjoyed him for nearly two-and-a-half years.

Andrew's behavior, disposition, and coat type were outstanding. In fact, we had wanted very much to purchase a particular Andrew daughter years ago, but she was packaged with her pregnant mother and priced well out of our budget. Because Andrew had sired a number of superior working offspring with excellent traits, we used him for breeding on a limited basis. VERY limited: Andrew's severe arthritis meant that no matter how cooperative the female, he needed both of us for assistance to breed successfully.

Andrew enjoyed a quiet but interesting life in our backyard with the open females pasture on one side and the "maternity and nursery" pasture on another. Andrew also rather liked his "friend" Dusty, and Dusty liked him as well -- a very unusual relationship for a couple of breeding studs!

In mid-May 2002, Andrew was tentatively diagnosed with an osteosarcoma, a very aggressive bone cancer. In fact, the growth turned out to be a peculiar arthritic growth, but Andrew's many other health issues from a lifetime of neglect and obesity finally caught up with him and he died of their cumulative effects shortly after his eighteenth birthday. Although we spent thousands on his dental care, repair of an acquired oronasal fistula, and special supplements to ease his arthritis, we don't regret it one bit. It was a small price to pay for getting to know a really neat fellow.

"Andrew Jackson" was, of course, a US President. Andrew Jackson's older brother was the late Hyder Llamas Apple Jack (sire of our Sahalie), and no doubt somebody thought it was funny to bestow a name with matching initials and with "Jack" as part of the moniker. We weren't thrilled with the name, but Andrew was used to it and didn't have any interest in a different one, so we just forced ourselves to get used to it.


Meet Andrew's offspring residing at Lost Creek Llamas:

2001 female -- Lost Creek Finys Mitchell

2003 female -- Lost Creek Misty

Some of Andrew's other offspring on the 'net:

1987 male -- Quito

1989 female -- RRL Molly Brown


 

Lost Creek Ranger Taiga

ILR # 227402
female  b. 12-31-00  d. 6.13.03
Ranger Dusty x Snake River Morgan

[photo at 2 years]

Despite our yearly efforts to eradicate dog fennel (Anthemis cotula -- the plant that caused Logan's disability and, ultimately, his death) a small patch regrew during summer 2001 in Taiga's pasture. We noted it late one evening and, not expecting it to be eaten right away (llamas normally shun the caustic weed), we returned to the patch the following day ... one day too late: somebody had eaten the plants to the ground. When Taiga stopped gaining weight, we were sickened to realize that she must have been the one. Although Taiga's condition initially appeared much less severe than Logan's, she took a serious downturn in 2002. When she did not pick up again with the 2003 spring grass, we had to face the grim reality that Taiga was wasting away with no hope of recovery. We made a very difficult choice to euthanize her before her disabilities caused her any serious distress.

From birth, we could see that Taiga was definitely a "keeper" in our breeding program, a classic llama of the highest caliber. A still photo couldn't come anywhere close to conveying her exquisitely balanced biomechanical traits and the resulting poetry in motion, and we fully expected Taiga to excel in harness and on the trail. It is impossible to convey the shock and grief we've experienced in Taiga's misfortune and untimely demise.

"Taiga" is the type of northern forest that takes over where the tundra leaves off -- not a place for the timid. Fittingly, Taiga was tough and anything but timid. Unfortunately, like the taiga forest, she also ended up stunted.


Snowfall

ILR # 71412
infertile female  b.9.18.85  d. 10.12.03
Andy x Snowflake

Snowy came to us as a rehab case, and she ended up clearly trusting Gwen above all others despite initially despising all women. She was 44.25" at the withers and weighed abut 315 pounds when not overfed.

Snowy had an extremely difficult life as a pawn of human investment. She was first removed from her mother and hand-raised to make her "more friendly." Instead, she was deprived of proper interllama socialization and never had a true mother. She struggled her entire life to overcome deeply ingrained habits and fears that resulted from this profit-driven mistake, although we continued to see slow improvement, and (the really important part) our visitors tended to remark how happy she seemed in her later years.

We did not accept Snowy with any intention of breeding her -- we agreed to take her because no one else wanted her and she obviously needed help. However, after we became much more familiar with her and realized the depth of her outstanding traits, we accepted Snowy into our breeding program on probation after the essential portions of her rehab were complete (something she was perfectly happy with). Unfortunately, Snowy was infertile due to reproductive tract scarring -- a not uncommon result of immature impregnation and constant pregnancy in llamas. We were quite sorry to have lost Snowy's potential contribution to our very selective gene pool and to the greater classic llama gene pool as well.

Snowy loved apples and grain, and alfalfa, all of which she finally learned to eat politely from familiar humans. She was also very appreciative that we'd given her glucosamine sulfate and MSM (despite the expense) because it allowed her to run again -- and run and dance and leap she did when her personal supplement portion was on its way!

Snowy was absolutely fascinated by construction and would watch building projects for hours on end. She especially liked spending time in the new barn she watched us build. We joked that we should have put a television in there so she could watch "This Old House."

Snowy's past and her initial rehabilitation progress were not fast nor enjoyable for anyone, and in the end, we sadly agreed that her unexpected, peaceful death in the pasture was a kind release from tortures we never could have erased, even though her last seven years were clearly better (according to Snowy) than all those that had come before. Despite knowing that Snowy is finally at peace, we also feel a great loss. We especially miss her demonstrations of of unabashed joy at feeding time each day.


Hyder Llamas Sahalie

ILR # 73465
female  b. 8-21-89 d. 2-22-05
Hyder Llamas Apple Jack x Taffy

Sahalie was our first female llama, and she was in charge of the female herd. She was 44.25" at the withers, and averaged 290 pounds. Sahalie had a particular affinity for Jim, perhaps because she and Gwen were too much alike.

Despite her classic coat, Sahalie placed Grand Champion Light Wool or Light/Medium Wool Female four times at halter. She also won several ALSA pack and driving classes. During the 1995 show season, Sahalie finally fessed up that she did not like fairs (where there's a lot of commotion and everybody stares at her like she's some kind of dumb thing), and that she no longer wanted any part of those performance classes in which the object is to scare llamas -- and that's increasingly become the norm -- so she no longer attended shows after that point. That was soon no problem, because we no longer went to llama shows either!

Sahalie really enjoyed driving and packing, and much prefered these activities to raising babies. Her breeding schedule was structured so that she could enjoy her favorite activities all summer without the responsibility of nursing or the burden of late pregnancy. And, as with all our females, Sahalie got periodic year-long vacations from producing offspring. When we produced a mature daughter (Olallie) who was an improvement, Sahalie was retired from breeding -- a notion she didn't have any problem with. This turned out to be a fortuitous decision. To make a long and complicated story very short, it appears that Sahalie's rear leg conformation was more than the superficial assessment, "less powerful than ideal" -- it hid another, much more serious weakness (a predisposition to patellar laxity) that emerged in Jack, Olallie, and Kilchis (the three are sired by two different studs). So all of Sahalie's descendants are neutered or retired from breeding now, too.

Sahalie was Jim's first female packer at a time when the mere suggestion of female llamas as anything but untrained walking incubators was a big taboo. You can read about the myths they debunked and what they learned in "My New Packing Buddy," which originally appeared in The Backcountry Llama.

Jim found Sahalie dead in the pasture one evening; she had been bouncing around with him that morning. The necropsy revealed that she died of peritonitis, but the cause was inconclusive; because Sahalie's liver iron content was outrageously high, we speculate that she may have managed to find and swallow a nail or other metal item that eventually punctured her digestive tract which then healed, but not before bacteria that is normally found only in saliva and the gut escaped into the surrounding peritoneum.

Regardless of why Sahalie died, her absence was a stunning blow to us, especially Jim. There are no words to describe the loss of a long-term llama friend who did so much.


"Sahalie" means "higher" or "upper" in the Chinook language. Sahalie took that to mean her position as head female in our herd was justified.

Meet Sahalie's offspring:

1993 gelding -- Lost Creek Three Fingered Jack (deceased)

1994 female -- Lost Creek Ranger Olallie
. . . . . . Olallie's offspring: 2001 gelding -- Lost Creek Ranger Skaikeek

1995 gelding -- Lost Creek Ranger Logan (deceased)

1996 female -- Lost Creek Ranger Soopaka (deceased)

1998 gelding -- Lost Creek Ranger Kilchis


Billllama

ILR # 57097
gelding   b. 3.?.79 d. 8.8.05
Oak Hill Clyde x Buella of Chehalem Valley

 

Billllama was our first llama rescue and rehabilitation case, and felt safest with Gwen. He was 45.5" at the withers and declined through the years from his original 325 pounds to 300 pounds for a few years and finally to less than 250lbs. We finally euthanized him due to his declining health and complications (getting stuck in various places in the pasture) at age 26. Necropsy reports showed Bill was in congestive heart failure with fluid accumulating in his lungs and loss of muscle mass, as would be expected. However, his teeth were in remarkably good condition for his age, likely in part because we did take him in for cutting-edge dental work twice.

Bill's abuse included being forced to work hauling tree seedlings daily during the winter months with a very painful, ill-fitting pack saddle, and he was beaten and kicked for his frequent protests against his pain. After work, his pasturemates raped him and kept him from food and shelter. Two stories of Bill's past and his rehabilitation were published in The Backcountry Llama Newsletter.

It took time and patience, but Bill did learn to trust us. Until 1997, when a pasture injury to one front pastern (and subsequent stress on the other) forced his retirement, he was the top choice for a responsible "caboose" in any packing string. He was able to conquer his fear, with our support, and to return to working in a string with Ranger Dusty on volunteer Forest Service work crews, an environment similar in many ways to the one in which he was abused.

Bill liked watching pasture conflicts, making unauthorized explorations for delicacies, and otherwise being left to his own devices. He left us with not only memories, but many lessons.


Poppy Too

ILR # 52930
female  b. 9-28-84  d. 5-15-06
Jimmy Doolittle x Iris
  

Poppy wouldn't give humans the time of day ... except for Gwen, whom she thought was very special. Gwen was equally smitten with Poppy, and spent many long hours gaining her trust.

We felt terrible for Poppy when we first saw her -- tired, thin, and definitely not likely to make it through another winter without special care. Concerned (as we would be for any llama in that condition) but also feeling a special connection to her, we figured out a way to shoehorn her into our system and convinced her absentee owner to let us take her, expecting a significant impact to our budget and time in return.

What we didn't realize was that Poppy really only needed proper deworming (once a year is NOT enough!), proper nutrition, and a fair shot at the chow line. (Glucosamine and MSM benefitted her, too). Poppy did very well here for quite some time, but eventually, old liver damage from previous parasitism caught up with her.

Poppy had particularly nice bone, skeletal structure, and classic coat characteristics. She would have made a fine packer when younger, and her love of exploration indicated she would have enjoyed that very much. Although we originally had absolutely NO intention of breeding Poppy, once her health returned, we came to realize that she could easily handle a pregnancy. We would have loved to have one or two cria from any llama as good as Poppy, but it turned out her cervix was scarred shut -- a common result for any female kept with one or more geldings. It was extremely fortunate Poppy didn't also acquire a life-threatening infection from the gelding(s) that permanently damaged her reproductive tract, but it is tragic that a genetic package so good was completely lost.

Besides exploring and being told she had the best coat on the planet, Poppy loved Gwen, playing in the sprinklers, and those nightly special dinners that included apple pieces for dessert ... not necessarily in that order!


Lost Creek Ranger Apikuni

ILR # 201956
gelding  b. 12-11-98 d. 5-17-07
Ranger Dusty x Spokane River Kokanee

Apikuni was Kokanee's only offspring and a very colorful fellow. Besides all his spots, he had a beautiful set of dark blue eyes (and no, he is most definitely NOT deaf!).

Kokanee's milking ability proved to be marginal, so Apikuni fell substantially behind in his growth. Although his growth accelerated to normal after he started eating grass and hay, the damage was already done -- Apikuni was a mere 41.5".

Apikuni was conceived just days before his mother's sire, Hidden Valley Silverhawk, proved to be a choanal atresia producer. Apikuni's possible carrier status made it inappropriate (not to mention unethical) to consider keeping him intact. His mother's milking performance (or rather lack thereof) alone made him a definite nonbreeder. And as if that was not enough, we discovered Apikuni was also heat intolerant, even more so than his mother Kokanee, and had to be body-shorn -- certainly not suitable pack breeding stock. Thus, there was no question: Apikuni became a happy gelding at the age of15 months!

Apikuni really fell for our farm sitter, Anne (and vice-versa), so we decided to make their "marraige" official. Apikuni was staying with us until Anne's new place was finished being set up, and Apikuni eagerly awaited living with Anne. He was especially looking forward to HIS new barn. Despite all of Apikuni's physical and genetic drawbacks, he was a super fellow in many respects, and we were very glad he would be a mere three miles away and always available for visits ... but ... while everyone was busy making plans, life got in the way.

In March of 2007, Apikuni developed a urinary stone that lodged in his urethra. It took over a week after his initial emergency exploratory surgery (that also placed a temporary bladder drain) for the stone to be located and removed during a second surgery. Because of the urethral damage done over that time, it was necessary for Apikuni to have another way to empty his bladder, and a third surgery giving him a high urethrostomy was performed. Everything was looking great and Apikuni came home to recuperate, excited to be back in familiar surroundings and out of that "nasty" concrete stall at OSU. Unfortunately, the odds caught up with him. The next week Apikuni didn't feel right and he was rushed up to OSU again. A rare post-surgical infection had set in, damaging his bone marrow. After several weeks Apikuni was beating that one, too, when he developed a highly drug-resistant pneumonia. Several days later, even Apikuni finally had to admit that it had all become too much for him, and so he was humanely euthanized.

Apikuni enjoyed feeding time, being the responsible one in charge of the pasture, having emotionally stable friends and family, and especially observing as much as possible. He gained many new human friends and admirers at OSU in his last two months, and he appreciated their help very much.

You can see more of Apikuni on our cria photo page


"Apikuni" is a Blackfoot word meaning "spotted robe"; it has no linguistic relationship to the word "appaloosa" even though everyone assumes that when they hear it. Although the name is appropriate, Apikuni kinda wished people would try to see him for himself instead of getting distracted by all his spots.

"The aim of life is to live,
and to live means to be aware --
joyously, drunkenly,
serenely, divinely
aware."


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