LETTERS TO STRANGERS ... LETTERS TO STRANGERS ... LETTERS TO STRANGERS ... LETTERS TO STRANGERS ... LETTERS TO STRANGERS
BEING SOME EXCERPTS FROM RAMBLINGS OF THE VARIOUS CHARACTERS WHO LIVE, VISIT, OR WANDER WHERE THEY WILL GO TO WRITE
LETTERS TO STRANGERS
[ FROM THE BETRAYAL EMAIL GROUP] someone once said she believed in me so I gave her everything I had and she buried it all along with me left me destitute and sad and sometimes I feel like I've gone numb and sometimes I feel like I've gone mad sometimes I don't like what I've become mostly I just feel bad burned by betrayal cost me my ability to trust and when trust fails nothing feels real someone once said she would always be the one true friend I could count on so I gave her unconditional trust then suddenly she was gone and sometimes I feel like no one cares and sometimes I feel I can't respond sometimes I believe life isn't fair mostly I feel beyond iced by betrayal lost my ability to believe and when belief fails nothing is real love is giving the power love is giving controls love is the secret weapon that conquers hearts and souls love is the commn danger love is the shining light love is the magic remedy that makes everything right but add betrayal and love is more deadly than hate after betrayal it may be too late crushed by betrayal the pain makes me afraid to feel and when feeling fails nothing is real someone once said all the write words she read me like a book without a cover so I gave her my heart and soul as a best friend and a lover and I thought I felt the real true love only too late would I discover she just faked everything I dreamed of I my never recover dead by betrayal somehow still walking around much like a zombie my heart makes no sound fed by betrayal poisoned by what I feel no longer sure of what is real and when you're not sure what is real nothing is real except betrayal betrayal is real Betrayal ©2001 Ric Candor AM Canadian Family Briefs I've known many betrayals, from birth through the new millenium... from simple lies to death wishes for me... and I acpt that some people will not keep their word... some people will not care... I hope I never meet another, but I probably will... still, I keep hoping to find more people, at least some one who will not betray... someone who's ideals will not let them... that's how it works for me... one of the ways I work through the pains and fears that delay healing like infections in wounds is to write about it... when I feel i've expressed the feeling, I can let it go and move past it... the rhyme above was inspired by events in January of this year... today, I seek to sare and trust again (I'm a stubborn child who will not give up the dream of sharing unconditional love and trust no matter how it might hurt along the way... anyway, I hope you find some worth in the words (your response is worth much to me) and may you find and create more smiles than frowns along your way J honest love, ric (home on the web) (more email groups) [ THE BETRAYAL EMAIL GROUP ] [ is for anyone who's ever been betrayed ] [ or anyone who has betrayed ] to subscribe, send a blank message to: betrayal-subscribe@egroups.com ... a friend is a stranger waiting to be met ... a friend is a stranger wanting to be met ... a friend is a stranger willing to be met ... LETTERS TO STRANGERS is a garden in NEWSBEE'S UNIVERSE and a part of THIS PLACE  EMAIL
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