THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
LETTERS TO STRANGERS
...WORDS I HAVE POSTED PUBLICALLY IN VARIOUS PLACES IN RESPONSE TO OTHERS WORDS...


...a friend is a stranger waiting to be met...

If You Only Knew

August 24, 1998

if you only knew
what I am going through
you wouldn't want to cry
you'd let me die

if you only knew
if you believed it true
you would just look away
no words to say

  if you only knew...



I was listening to a country station today
and a song came on that 'bout blew me away
a guy named Mark Wells sang it right on key
  and he made me cry when he sang...

  "don't laugh at me"...

and then Garth Brooks sang a slow one
and by the time the song was done
I was lost in the dreams I used to dream of
  cuz I too would do anything...

  "to make you feel my love"...

and then as I am writing this
another song I almost missed
it's about a girl I'm dreaming of
  "she'd give anything to fall in love"...

why are I hearing hopeful songs
when everything in life's going wrong?
why am I feeling so much tonight
when all I have are these words I write?

I am a dreamer, I am a fool
I just got tired of playing it cool
I'll die anyway someday so I'll live
giving it everything I've got to give

and if it kills me before I find my love
I lived and died for what I dreamed of
if I die before my dream comes true
I know I did the best I can do
with a heart that is true

  at least I wasn't cruel...
  to a heart that's true...

  if you only knew...

honest love, ric

IRL (IN REAL LIFE): please understand my life is so busy these days that
my on-line time is limited to weekends, so expect responses from me only
once a week for a while (but I still eagerly look for your responses :)

typos are free, so I include lots ;)
something to say to me?... write! :) (click reply to author)
when I have time, I'll include my ICQ # again :)
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possibly shocking disclosures (or at least more babble) check out
http://www.hotstart.com/wp/hotstartanon.shtml
and for the latest info about me in this life (real? ;) surf over to
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* * * * * pages last added to on August 21, 1998 * * * * *

"Oh, I'm still wanting you, I've been hunting for you,
I'm still wanting you, I need to find you...
I'm just the same sad singer of the lonely songs
you long since left behind you"

~ Harry Chapin ~



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