love
>Oops! Wow... I accidentally pressed the *send* button... I wasn't
>finished!
>
>I sit here eating my chocolate ice cream and trying not to spill it over
>the keys... I hate a sticky keyboard. *sigh* Falling in love...
>falling out of love... why does the world play these games with our
>heads? Why can't I just forget about love and life and the beautiful
>things there?
>
>I'm always so afraid of what other people will think. High school was
>bad enough, but now I'm worried about what the people in my circle of
>friends will think of me. I don't want everyone to think I'm horrible.
>J meant so much to me. And I'm afraid to fall in love again. It's
>so soon... it's all just happening so fast.
>
>Why does everything good happen at the worst times? Life is beautiful,
>I'm falling in love. Is it too soon? My world keeps doing these...
>these THINGS to me... depression, isolation... the world is weird, you
>know?
>
>Blah. I was woken up this morning by R. He woke me up and it
>felt good to have him there. I know I'm not alone. Life is beautiful.
>
>Damn, my ice cream melted.
>
> ~K.
you remind me of a Carpenters song (Need To Be I Love)...
I remind me of it too... what I try to remind myself when I am alone and don't want to be alone is something like...
fall in love
with someone else
fall in love
with yourself
fall in love
with an ice cream cone
but don't fall in love...
just to not be alone
a thought before falling asleep, newsbee
... a friend is a stranger waiting to be met ... a friend is a stranger wanting to be met ... a friend is a stranger willing to be met ...
