ego
Solipse wrote in message <7r3mk9$81s$1@news6.svr.pol.co.uk>...
>Newsbee.......
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>I am still reading your pages..... you have got to be THE most
>delightful, intriguing, funny, kind, overflowingly-fluent 'net-fruit'
>going!....... can't stop long gotta go read some more......
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>oh....when does it stop....what ......really....this is great.....
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>are you like this IRL?
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>you sound like the kinda person who would brighten up a day at work!
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>thanks for letting me into your world......
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>yours, inspired,
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>Solipse
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>ps hello to everyone else in alt.honesty
omigosh... how'm I ever gonna appear humble with my ego fluttering around like a dang canary on steroids and slurpee syrup?... it's food, it's food... I'm attempting to say thank you... the sad side is about 99.9% of what I'm scibble into words in this lifetime so far is not available for web posting or sharing or even my own reading to remember where I've been or me these days... there, that ought bring me back down to Earth... ahhhh, but it was a wonderful trip you sent me on... feel free to come again and often and lavish me with whatever you'd like (you do appreciation so darn good :)
childinside wants to hug you and squeeze you and love you and take you home and keep you forever and ever and ever... and big thank you tears drip out the eyes...
ego, of course, wants to hug you and squeeze you and love you and take you home and listen to you rant on about how wonderful I am forever and ever and...
exposing ego for the insecure charlatan (and lousy speller) he is definitely keeps me balanced, but he's so insatible and starving for attention it's an uphill struggle...
anonanonanon has about a gizillion things to say but the part of me that's sorta wise and kinda responsible threw a clock at the poor toon as a reminder that this body and brain haven't slept in something like 30 hours and it has to head out for another long work-time in about 5 hours and so we rub our clock-induced lump and mumble something about asparagas giving me gas but not a headache as some semblence of sense slips subtly between the sheets and covers me in loganberry dreams...
in other words, I put the toon to bed...
thanks mom LOL :)
newsbee (hoping the real appreciation shows through :)
when I am my most serious,
I try to remember not to take things so seriously...
and when I am at my most silliest,
I try to remember not to wet my pants :)
PS... ummmm, yes, I have been known to be like this in real life (whatever that is :)
I am just a net fruit
having some fun
don't know why I'm here
'cept I am never done
I am just a babbler
sharing words
don't know who is reading
am I just for the birds?
I am just a writer
seeking friends
the kind that understand
there are still no dead ends
I am just a dreamer
hoping here
maybe not the only one
if you choose to care
we are just whatever
we choose to share
Hello whomever is reading... Hi K who's words I've come to adore... hope you are feeling loved and happy today... Hi ry, hope life has a few smiles for you today... Hi R, if you're still out there reading I am still checking in reading too... Hi S, hope you didn't choke on the pit... Hi C, where've ya been?... Hi everybody I didn't mention but should have, forgive me today and remind me and I'll remember you next time... may you all find more smiles than frowns today :)
newsbee
* half our lives is spent trying to find something to do
with the time we rushed through life trying to save *
... a friend is a stranger waiting to be met ... a friend is a stranger wanting to be met ... a friend is a stranger willing to be met ...
