across a wire
K wrote ...
>Get away from me.
>Get away from me, this isn't gonna be easy, but I
don't need you.
>Believe me.
>Yeah, you've got a piece of me, but it's just a little piece of me.
>I don't need anyone these days. I feel like I'm fading away.
>Sometime I wanna hear myself on the radio.
>Have you seen me lately? Have you seen me lately?
>Have you seen me lately
>I was out on the radio starting to change.
>Somewhere out in America it's raining.
>Could you tell me one thing you remember about me?
>Do you remember me?
>I remember me.
>All the little things that make up a memory. She said
>she loved to watch me sleep.
>But she said it's the breathing it's the
>breathing in and out and in and oh, have you seen me lately?
>Have you seen me lately? Have you seen me lately?
>I was out on the radio starting to change,
>somewhere out in America it's raining.
>Could you tell me one thing you remember about me?
>Do you remember me?
>I thought someone would notice.
>I thought somebody would say something if I was missing.
>Well can't you see me?
>Come on colour me in. Colour me in.
>Give me a blue rain, give me a black sky, give me your green eyes.
>Just give me your white skin. Give me your white skin.
>Give me your white skin.
>I was out on the radio starting to change,
>somewhere in America it's raining.
>Could you tell me one thing you remember about me?
>Just one thing you remember about me.
>Just one thing you remember about me?
>Or do you even care about me?
>
>-- Counting Crows.
>
>--
>"As a matter of fact, I swallowed one of these about two hours ago.
>And the explination is that it is, in fact... my hand."
great lyric... and I care... we all care in our own ways... my way is to care openly and honestly and unconditionally cuz that's what feels best for me... I tried caring other ways because rejection hurts so much and because caring as I do leaves me vulnerable to users and abusers and confusers and refusers... but no other way feels as good, so I accept the risks cuz I'd rather live life with the chace to feel as good as I can than to settle for less and try to be satisfied knowing there's more...
keep faith in your way of caring... even if few expose their hearts as you do, that is their choice... their limits... and ultimately, their pain... try to find the peaceful pleasure in knowing you are choosing the way with the most potential...
and the way that is most beautiful when not seen through the confusing eyes of fear...
newsbee
"And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
and if there is no room upon the hill
and if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon"
~ Pink Floyd ~
... a friend is a stranger waiting to be met ... a friend is a stranger wanting to be met ... a friend is a stranger willing to be met ...
