| BORN BETWEEN THE STARS |
Excerpt from Chapter Two: Marhalt
A mistake,
thought Tristan. Outright defiance would gain Constantine nothing.
He was outnumbered. The Welsh were ready, organized and well led.
Who would stand for Constantine? Gerontiusa good fighter
but a poor substitute for MarkTristan of Lyonesse, Dinadan
of Dorria, and the princes of Dumnonia who had served Cornwall
for generations. They were, all told, perhaps three hundred strong.
And it was foolishness, pure idiocy, to go to war with one another
with the barbarian Saxons barely out of earshot.
No sooner
had the thought passed through his head, than Tristan heard it
voiced aloud.
"My
lords all, this is unseemly." Peredur's commanding
voice cut through the protests. "We are allies,
after all. We are all thatís left of Britain. We were once
greatósome of us here can remember the days of Arthur,
and what it was like to live in peace. If we fight among ourselves
we do all Britain a disservice, for the Saxons wait poised to
pick apart our leavings."
"How
do you propose to settle this then?" cried a
Cornish voice. "Do you withdraw your insolent
opposition?"
Peredur waited for silence.
"That we cannot do. We oppose Markion because
he has shown himself to be a greedy, selfish leader, who thinks
only of his own aggrandisement, and not of Britain."
He raised his hand to forestall the storm of protest. "I'm
sure it looks quite differently to you. You are happy to grow
more powerful at our expense. But that is how it looks to us.
And it is not, and never was, Arthur's way."
He paused. "Many of us do not wish to serve
King Markion. We want a leader who honors men beyond his own borders.
We propose Percival of Gwynedd."
"Ha!"
sneered Constantine. "Your own nephew, by all thatís
holy! What a surprise!"
"Yes,
my own nephew," Peredur acknowledged calmly. "But a
man who has seldom taken my own advice, when I wished to see Gwynedd
rise to prominence among the kingdoms. Instead of Gwynedd, he
has always thought of Britain first. He remembers Arthur."
"Oh, certainly, and wants his crown!"
"No." Peredur spoke sharply. "That
has never been his amibition. It is our ambition for him. He does
not even know we propose him."
This news silenced everyone.
"Then
how do you know he will accept it?" someone asked. Constantine
snorted, and fell into a coughing fit. Peredur waited until there
was silence.
"If
Britain chooses him, he will serve. I know him well. Not even
his enemies doubt his prowess as a warrior. He was one of the
Twelve who survived Camlann."
"My
son Meliodas was another," Constantine spat. "There
are heroes beyond your borders, Peredur!"
"My lord King, no one denies it. Had Meliodas
lived to be your heir, we would not be here asking you to choose
another."
In the dark, Dinadanís hand found Tristanís
arm, and squeezed it.
Constantine's
breath was short. "I will not choose another. Markion is
as able as his brother."
"We contest that choice," Peredur
said gravely.
"How?
If, as you claim, you do not want civil war?"
"We
will select a champion to fight in single combat, on Percival's
behalf, against anyone you put forward for your defense. If our
man wins, we choose the heir; if he loses, you do. We swear, all
of us, tonight, on whatever gods we each hold holy, we will abide
forever by this decision." Utter stillness blanketed the
company. "There are three conditions. Both champions must
be kings' sons, both must be men of honor, Britons born. And both
must volunteer." He paused. "Is this acceptable?"
"Grandfather!" whispered a nearby
voice, "let me do it! Let me fight for my father!"
"Hush,
Gerontius," Constantine growled. "Have you forgotten
your ankle? It's as big as a melon. If you stand up, you'll fall
down. Damn Markion! Why isn't he here?"
"Is
this acceptable?" Peredur repeated. "Or isn't there
anyone who wants to fight for Cornwall?"
Tristan
ducked out of the tent and pulled Dinadan with him. He shivered
with excitement, breathing fast.
"Don't
you want to see what happens?" Dinadan objected furiously.
"Why, the future of Britain is up for grabs!"
"Quick! There's not a moment to lose!
Run to the tent and fetch my sword!"
Dinadan
stared at him. Tristan scooped up great handfuls of mud and smeared
it over his chest and arms and legs.
"What
in God's name are you doing?"
"Quick! In another second it will be too
late! Get me my sword!"
"What
on earth for?"
"Fetch
my sword and I'll tell you. Now, Din! If I go myself, there won't
be time!"
Shaking
his head, Dinadan disappeared into the darkness. Tristan smeared
mud into his hair until it was one thick, glossy mass, and tied
it behind his head. He covered his face, his neck, his shoulders,
then rolled to cake his back. He stood, rubbing the thick ooze
well into his legs. Thank God he had come barefoot! When Dinadan
returned Tristan was so perfectly dark his friend could not see
him, and actually called his name aloud.
"I'm
here, oaf, at your elbow."
"My
God!" Dinadan jumped. "What have you done to yourself?
Have you gone mad?"
"I
don't need the swordbelt. Just the sword." He drew his weapon
from the scabbard, hefted it in his hand, loving the way it felt,
cool and balanced and familiar. "Promise me, Din, that whatever
I say, youíll back me."
"First
tell me what in God's name youíre going to do."
Tristan
smiled. His white teeth were the only part of him Dinadan could
clearly see. "I'm going to defend my uncle Mark."
"No!
Oh God, Tristan! Theyíll kill you!"
"Listen."
Tristan went suddenly solemn. "Do you think I don't know
what they say behind my back? Do you think I'm deaf? Everyone,
even you, thinks my uncle Mark has played me for a fool. This
is my chance, Dinadan, to do him the greatest service of his life,
and to reclaim my birthright. If I win his battle for him, he
must make me King of Lyonesse or be known all over Britain for
a blackguard. It is his test, as well as mine. We will know, after
tonight, the kind of men we are."
Tears ran
down Dinadan's cheeks. "You will be dead, Tris, that's what
kind of man you'll be! Let Gerontius do it!"
"He can't. He's injured."
"It's certain death! I know who they will
choose! Marhalt the butcher!"
Tristan shrugged. "Every man has a weakness.
I'll find his. And he has more to lose. I am unwed, I am unpromised,
I have no kingdom. And even if I die, well, it will be something
new I've never felt before."
"Oh
God!" Dinadan wept. "You and your damned sensations!
Just once, why can't you think like other men? I love you, Tristan,
but you've lost your wits! Let me do it, then! I'm older, I'm
a king's son, I've as much right as you!"
Tristan threw an arm around his shoulders and
hugged him quickly. "Your heart wouldn't be in, my friend.
Mine is."
He turned and strode to the entrance to the
tent. The sentries cried out in fear, and drew their swords.
Mumbling
the password, Tristan pushed past them into the smoky light. Faces
turned to him; eyes widened; men gasped. He stood still before
them all, sword raised.
"I
accept Peredur's challenge on behalf of King Markion of Cornwall!"
Someone
laughed. Others grinned. But Peredur, standing alone in the center
of the gathering, regarded him gravely.
"Are
you a kingís son?"
"Yes, my lord."
More laughter.
"King of the swamp, that is!" "He's blacker than
a Spaniard's whore! King's son, indeed!" "Worse, he's blacker than a Pict!"
"Be gone, you savage!" "Go back to your cave, animal!"
Peredur
raised a hand and stilled them. "Your fatherís name?"
"Meliodas
of Lyonesse. King of Cornwall."
The laughter
died. Peredur's blue eyes narrowed, and a smile touched his lips.
"He
was a king, indeed. Your name?"
"Tristan."
Peredur
bowed his head in greeting. "Welcome, Tristan. How old are
you?"
"Age
was not among the qualifications, my lord. I am a Briton born.
Bred and raised by King Meliodas, trained by Markion . You will
find me a man of honor."
Peredur
eyed him thoughtfully. "I believe you." He turned. "King
Constantine, is the lad acceptable to you?"
Constantine glared at Tristan, clutching Gerontius
for support, but he said nothing.
"No
one else," Peredur ventured quietly, "has volunteered."
Constantine
nodded sharply. "He is my grandson. Of course he is acceptable
to me." He shrugged. "If heís fool enough to
take your bait!"
"Very well, Tristan. I regret I placed
no condition upon age, but as I did not, I must accept you."
He turned and gestured behind him. "This is the man you will
face. His name is Marhalt."
Out from
the shadows stepped the biggest man Tristan had ever seen. Tall
and thickly built, with arms and legs the size of tree trunks,
and hands that could encompass a man's waist, Marhalt's blue eyes
bulged as he stared at his young opponent. Tristan's first
startled thought was to wonder what horse had been able to carry
him from Wales, or had he walked? The irrelevance of his thought
made him smile, and Marhalt frowned.
"Find
me funny, do you, Tristan?"
"Not at all, my lord."
"Then
quit your grinning. I'll make mincemeat of you!"
Tristan
turned to Peredur. "I make one condition, my lord."
Around him, men sniggered. Peredur raised a hand for silence.
"And
what is that?"
"Sir Marhalt may choose the weapons. I
choose the time and place."
"It
must be done before we depart this valley, and not three years
hence."
"Agreed."
Peredur
nodded. "Fair enough. Eh, Marhalt?"
Marhalt
stared hard at Tristan, and nodded. "Agreed."
"Very
well. Marhalt"
"Wait!" someone cried from the back
of the tent. Gerontius hobbled forward into the light. "Tristan!
Cousin! Please do not take this upon yourself! My noble cousin!
By rights this duty should fall to me. Let me fight him! It is
my own father's honor that is challenged."
"You
are injured, Gerontius. It would be unfair."
"Unfair!"
Tears sprang to the prince's eyes. "Do you call this fair?
My lords, my lord Peredur, he's only sixteen, only been a year
in the army!"
"Thanks, cousin, for your praise of me,"
Tristan muttered between clenched teeth.
"And
yet this very day, my lord," a voice cried from the tentflaps,
"Tristan has slain a hundred Saxons with only thirty men!"
Dinadan stepped forward, clad in boots and leggings, strapping
on his swordbelt. "If that doesn't make him worthy to fight
this lecherous dog, I don't know what does!"
"Ha!
Ha! Lecherous dog!" Cornish voices cried, as the Welsh jumped
to their feet.
"Silence!"
bellowed Peredur, turning towards his own countrymen. "We
do not want civil war! Let Marhalt do the fighting!"
"Please,
Tristan," Gerontius begged, "you take on too much. You
cannot defeat this man. It is better I should die, than you."
"How so? Certainly your father would not
think so. Take heart, cousin. Perhaps I will defeat him."
Gerontius
shook his head. "Tristan, how can my father ever repay you
for this noble sacrifice?"
Tristan
took his eyes off Marhalt and looked at his cousin. "If I
die, he can give you Lyonesse. If I live, he can give it to me."
Gerontius
gasped. "It's yours anyway, Tris. He was only waiting until
you returned from this one battle. It isn't necessary to dothis."
He gestured with his arm towards the Welsh giant.
"I'm
doing it to prove that Mark is a man worth dying for. They don't
believe that now. Many of our own men don't believe it. But after
tonight, whatever happens, no one will be able to deny it. Don't
you see? Itís Cornwall's future that's at stake, as much
as Britainís."
Gerontius leaned forward and
kissed him. "Bless you, Tristan."
"All right. So it is decided." Peredur
again commanded everyone's attention. "Marhalt, what weapons
do you choose?"
Marhalt
smiled disdainfully at the naked boy. "I choose one weapon
only. The sword."
"And
Tristan? When shall this fight be fought?"
"Now,
my lord. Here. Outside this tent."
"Now?"
Marhalt stared. "In the pouring rain?"
"Now."
"But"
Marhalt turned towards Peredur. "Must I?"
Peredur
frowned, glancing sharply at Tristan. "The time and place
were of his choosing. Yes, you must fight now."
Marhalt's
voice rose in agitation. "May I not even have ten minutes
to don my armor?"
Tristan
bowed. "I will give you five minutes for preparation. Meet
me outside."
Another
smile touched Peredur's lips, this time of admiration, as Tristan
turned and strode out, Dinadan at his heels.
"Quickly!"
Tristan whispered, dragging his friend aside. "More mud!
Cover me with it, nice and thick. It's drying out. Pray, Dinadan,
for a light rain, or a mist!"
"By the looks of it, you'll get both.
This is a night for fog if I ever saw one."
"I
hope so. Marhalt's near-sighted."
"Good
God! How do you know?"
"I
watched his eyes. And he's left-handed. And he isn't very bright."
"Well,
that wouldn't surprise me, but how on earth can you tell?"
Tristan
grinned. "His wife leads him around by the nose, for one
thing. Oh, come, Dinadan, didn't you see that rape story for what
it is? But if that wasn't clue enough, what commander worth his
salt dons armor for a fight in the mud and rain?"
"He
would be better off in nothing but a loincloth, like you?"
"Much better off."
"Tristan,
one swordstroke will kill you."
"Dinadan,
one of his swordstrokes would kill me, no matter what mail I wore.
I might as well be naked."
Dinadan
shook his head. "I'll be damned if that sounds like a battle
strategy to me."
"At least I'll be able to move! Just picture
him in his leather tunic studded all over with brass, and leather
leggings, too, with any luck. After today, they should be good
and wet. What will they feel like to wear? He's probably had them
drying before a fire, getting stiff. What will it feel like to
move? He'll be as slow as a sea turtle in all that gear."
"God,
Tristan, you're the only one who cares what anything feels like,"
Dinadan grumbled, slapping on the mud. "That bonehead won't
even think twice about it. He'll just put it on and come after
you."
"Let me live half an hour and his arms
will feel it. And his legs. That's fine, Din, I'm coated all over.
Now give me a moment to myself. I need to think."
Dinadan
withdrew as Peredur emerged from the tent, followed by the Welsh
lords, with King Constantine leaning on Gerontius, and all the
Cornishmen. Twenty of them lit torches and stood in a large circle
outside the tent. The muddy turf was trampled and torn up from
the passing of many feet. Puddles reflected the torchlight, dimpling
as a steady drizzle began to fall.
While they
waited, Tristan walked slowly around the circle, digging in his
toes, testing the footing. Constantine scowled, Gerontius wept
silently, the Welshmen smiled and nudged each other, nodding at
the witless boy. Peredur stood apart from his countrymen and said
nothing.
Marhalt
arrived in his damp leather armor, looking just as stiff and
uncomfortable as Tristan had predicted, and just as oblivious
of discomfort as Dinadan had foretold. He glared at Tristan.
"Don't
yield to me, boy. It won't do you any good. We fight to death."
Tristan
raised his sword to his forehead in salute. "I have said
my prayers. I am ready."
Peredur
gave the signal and the fight began.
They circled
warily. While his mind was on Marhalt, watching how he moved,
timing his feints, gauging his nimbleness, Tristan's senses were
alive to the thickening mist and the dim haloes around the torches.
In another twenty minutes, if he could stay alive that longthe
sword flashed, Marhalt lunged, Tristan leaped aside, blocking
the blow. Marhalt whirled, struck out, barely missing; Tristan
dove, sommersaulted, spun, nicked the giant in the arm. Marhalt
spat. He was fast for a big man, surprisingly fast. And unbelievably
strong. Just crossing his blade nearly tore the swordhilt from
Tristan's grasp!
They circled
again. Predictably, Marhalt lunged the other way; Tristan parried,
dodged, cut him through the armor on the thigh, a light cut, but
a bleeder. Given timeagain the blade came at him, hacking
down; Tristan leaped aside, the giant's hand came out to catch
him but caught a fistful of mud instead as the boy slithered free.
The first fingers of mist drifted into the circle. Tristan heard
the Welshman grunt, saw him shake his head. Use your ears and
nose, he told himself, not your eyes! Hear him, smell him! Listen
to his feet! The sword glinted, swinging sideways; he jumped back,
staying balanced, knees bent, toes digging in for purchase. The
sword swung up, Tristan darted in, hacked, then out, whirling
away as the giant bellowed. Through the flickering mist he saw
a dark rivulet run down the Welshman's arm from the shoulder.
The great shadow loomed, coming fast, beating him back, right
and left, beating him down. He backed, and backed again, hard
up against the soldiers forming the circle. They backed away as
the deadly sword approached.
Gods
of the high hills, gods of the moving deep. Tristan stumbled,
rolled away as the sword fell. Gods of the living forests.
Feinting, dodging, striking, twisting. Gods of the burning
sands. Marhalt lunged, his thick boots sliding in the
mud. Diving sideways, Tristan cut him well across the thick part
of his arm. Blood soaked his leather tunic, splashed upon the
groundhow much, how quickly! Marhalt turned, hissing, and
attacked. Tristan's sword was brushed aside, again and again,
as if it were merely an annoyance. He could not stand against
the giant, but circled backwards, digging in his toes, nimble
in retreat. Gods of the birthless sky and deathless night,
hear my plea! Again and again the sword caught the light,
flashed, came down. Again and again Tristan dodged, dove, leaped
and scrambled out of its way, now and then scratching his opponent,
a nick here, a cut there. Would this bleeding ox never feel his
pain? Wonderful Mother, I am a mosquito! Irritated,
Marhalt rushed, slipped and fell to one knee; Tristan landed a
blow to his shoulder, but brass and leather dulled the stroke
and Marhalt came up swinging. He locked blades and with a mighty
shove threw Tristan hard up against a soldier in the circle. The
man staggered, Tristan fell; on hands and knees he crawled into
the dark beyond the reach of the smoking torches. Marhalt bellowed:
"Cheat! Coward!" and came after him. The circle shattered.
Men began to shout. Tristan slithered in the mud, his face clogged
with damp, struggling to stand. Damn the noise! He could not hear
the giant! He rose; Marhalt was there, breathing fast in the night
mist, staring blindly, calling for light.
"Coward!
Devil! Show yourself!" Marhalt bellowed.
The man
could not see his mud-blackened body in the dark! Mithra, Bull-slayer,
bless my sword! Tristan braced himself and struck, slashing
with all his might. It was like striking a stone wall; his whole
body jarred, his wrist loosened; Marhalt gasped once, and nearly
tore the sword from his grip. He fell back, tripping on a tree
root, whipping his body sideways as the blade slashed down. Missed!
He pulled himself to his feet, shaking, and leaned for a moment
against the tree. He could not feel his hand!
"I
knew you were a coward, you dirty Cornishman! Whore's son! You'll
die for this!"
The voice
was very close; he gripped the sword with his other hand, and
crept silently to his left. Lights were coming downhill towards
them, singly and in pairs. Where was the giant? Light gleamed
from a brass studthere! He dove, rolling on his shoulder,
stabbing at the knee. Marhalt whirled, kicked out, caught him
in the hip and sent him flying, smashing up against a tree. Tristan
cried out as the breath left his body. Marhalt shouted in exultation
and came at him. His wrist and back screamed at himno time
to listen! He threw himself sideways and clawed at the tree to
stand. Dimly Tristan saw the blade coming, thrust his weapon out
to block it, felt it give, twisting, wrenched away. He stepped
back, too slow, the sword raced at him, something jarred him,
freezing his breath. He crumpled, his body alive with pain, hot,
searing, wet; his legs buckled. He fell hard against the unforgiving
ground. His mouth gaped, breathless, sucking air. Jesu Christ,
who knows the pain of death, forgive me all my sins.
"Aiiiii-eeee-aaaah!"
Marhalt shrieked his victory, leaped forward and slipped as his
knee gave way. He fell hard against the boy's body, sword flying
wide.
Tristan
screamed as the man's weight hit him. His eyes blazed with stars,
blinded by fire and pain. He could not breathe. The big hands
encircled his neck, sliding against the mud, squeezing hard. Jesu
God! No time for prayer or breath, he could not move, or think.
His body hammered at his thoughts, do something! Act now! Life
was ebbing fast, he could feel his strength sinking, his youth
dying, all his hopes unfathomed, all his songs unsung! The fleshy
fingers slipped, he grabbed air, heard the foul Welsh curses through
the cold mist as the cruel hands found their grip once more. He
had no strength, no hope, only dumb, blind terror. Deep within
him, he revolted. It could not end like this! His fingers twitched
helplessly in the mud, groping for something, anything, while
the light left his eyes and he struggled, desperate, against rising
oblivion. There! The cold firm feel of forged steel. A swordhilt!
Blind, breathless, he forced himself to hold hard with both hands,
slowly tighten every sinew, slowly raise his arms above his head,
and then, strike down! Down! Down with all his might! The blade
hit hard, shattering his wrist, a dull thud followed by a loud
roar, and then, on the edge of sound, a scream. His scream.