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Tiger Beat - August 1969 Bobby Writes To You!
It does funny things to people. It lets them know if a certain situation is going to turn out good or bad. For instance, it lets me know that someday I'm going to settle down and makes me know that I will settle down for good and not run around and live only to have a good time. SPECIAL GIRL - It lets me know that I'll meet the certain girl I've been looking for and we'll go together for awhile and I'll like the way she looks and the way she smiles at me and the feeling I know I'll have that I'm truly a king in both my own household and my world. I know I'll have a handful of kids and they'll carry on the Sherman name. There's no doubt in my mind that I'll have a son and I'll call him Bobby. We all have this secret little power. I believe in it tremendously. I almost became a psychiatrist and I took two years of it in college. I was good at it. I don't know why. Probably because I'm very sensitive. That's really what a psychiatrist or psychologist tends to be because it is a science of the mind which is really totally non-material. OPEN TO PEOPLE - The thing is that I became supersensitive in relationship to opening up to other people and very vulnerable to people and their stories and feelings. I did a lot of case studies on gifted children and I was very accurate. The professor was pushing me all the way to go into it as a profession. I think that I adapted, shall we say, an ESP kind of quality without making it supernatural - and without saying that I am psychic to the point of telling something that is going on in another room or place. But I acquired an ESP among people. Generally I'm very susceptible to be around them. If there's a room full of people, I can pick up vibrations from people that I say hello to. I can sense if they're uptight or if there's something on their mind. Depending on who it is, I can tell if they're completely honest with themselves or if they're happy or if they're putting on. I feel that people who are supersensitive do that. You probably do too. WATCHING PEOPLE - You can catch a lot about people if you watch them closely. Just their mannerisms can be very sensitive which is important, a good clue. Providing you want someone who is hyper-aware that is. Some people don't, I guess. They say there's too much pain involved. There IS a lot of pain, really blood curdling hours when you think the whole world has just turned upside down and is laying across your legs so you can't move, you can't even walk or talk. Life can seem so horrible that it feels like you're dying even when you're awake and breathing, maybe on your way to class like any other day. But that's the price you pay for being supersensitive and I think it's worth it. For in return, you have the UP days, the times when you're at one with the universe and you're in love with the air and the earth and most of all the people. You can look at them and accept their problems and their shortcomings and love them as they are. You can feel so fulfilled, so generous, so united with yourself, not at all like you're waging constant internal civil war. Those are the days when the vibrations you pick up from the world send you walking three feet above the pavement, feeling like today is all that matters and tomorrow, if it happens (you really don't care), can only be better - if that's possible FALLING IN LOVE - It's difficult for me to write about this when I don't have a one-girl-one-me relationship to guide me. I feel the awful deadness of being alone but because I've been in love once, I know that it won't last. I will fall in love again! Whatever the secret power is that's in me - in all of us - let's me know it's true. I dream about love a lot. I really do. In fact, I dream constantly because I have a vivid imagination. I daydream too. I go through so many things. I dream of emotional attachments just like visual happenings. And that lets me know, like I told you before, that someday I'll settle down with one girl. I'll marry her and we'll raise an army of kids and I'll have my own home to go to and the sounds of my children to put me asleep and wake me up. I'll have a wife to love and who'll love me in return...maybe she's already been told by ESP or good vibrations of just a secret power that I'm looking for her. I bet she has because there's the secret power inside all of us that always, even when we refuse to hear it, speaks the truth. Let me know how you feel about the things I've written here. You can write me here at Tiger Beat. Until we're together... Love, |
I think that you and I share something in common,
something I've been thinking about a lot lately. I suppose lots of people would call
it ESP. People involved in Hollywood and the rock scene sum it up as "good
vibrations." But whatever it is, we've all got it. That I'm sure of.
