This is the sequel to the first Round Robin, and is currently
being posted to the FK Vals list.
Standard disclaimers apply.
Natalie Lambert woke up. As she had each morning for the past 6 months
- When she was *mortal*. When *she* was mortal. *When* she was mortal.
She flung the bedclothes back in disgust and threw herself out of bed.
Not matter how often she played *that* game, it never brought her comfort...or
pleasure. She stripped the sliver of silk that was her nightgown off, tossing
it into a corner too angry to register the sensual slide of the plum-colored
fabric over her skin.
She was glad that Lucien was already up. If he didn't comment on her
behavior - a lecture she was in no mood to listen to - he would have fixed
her with his pale blue eyes and raised an eyebrow in disapproval.
Even as she resented his imagined criticism, she felt herself responding
to the memory of those eyes darkening with passion and closing in pleasure.
He was a magnificent lover, as she'd assumed even before he brought her
across. He used his hands, his body, his mouth and even his mind to give
her pleasure. And her new powers - her heightened sensitivity - allowed
her to receive all that he offered. She had never been so satisfied or
felt so loved.
She looked around the bedroom, furnished with what even she knew were
almost priceless antiques (although Lucien had laughingly assured her they
were quite inexpensive when they had been purchased as new). The bed had
been made during the reign of Louis XV and had been burnished to a deep,
rich shine by centuries of attentive care. The matching dresser and armoire
held more clothing than she had ever imagined owning.
She picked up the nightgown - a small point of contention with Lucien,
who preferred that she sleep in the nude - and let the silk slide through
her fingers to land on the luxurious cream cotton sheets. She had expected
the stereotypical satin bedclothes but LaCroix had teasingly answered her
question by saying that he found it distracting to wonder if his lovers
would slide out from under him.
Natalie slipped the robe that matched her nightgown over her head and
let it settle against her naked skin. She opened the heavy drapes and stood
transfixed once again as she looked down on the lights of Paris.
She still couldn't believe she was finally here. She'd dreamed of coming
to France and exploring its capital for years, and found it more than a
little overwhelming that Lucien had just ordered his private jet to fly
them here when she'd chosen it over Rome or London.
She broke her reverie and left the room to cross the gallery that overlooked
the exquisite foyer. She admired the paintings - old Masters every one
- that lined the stairway as she made her way to the kitchen.
She opened the stainless steel refrigerator and took a half-empty bottle
from one of the shelves. She poured it into a 19th century etched crystal
goblet and took a sip. The small taste was just enough to cause her hunger
to explode and down the rest of the glass in one gulp. She grabbed the
bottle, tipped it directly into her mouth and guzzled it to the dregs.
She guiltily fumbled it back onto the table and hesitantly sought LaCroix
through their link. If he were in the house, she would be in for an immediate
lesson on proper "dining" etiquette. But fortunately his answering touch
told her he was not nearby. His mental caress was even a little distracted.
She broke the connection before he could read her lapse of decorum, opened
another bottle and carried it to the music room.
Although she could play neither the harpsichord nor the piano that dominated
the room, she ran her fingers across the keys as she walked to the cabinet
that hid the very modern sound system from view. She put a selection of
baroque music on the CD changer and set it for random play before moving
to one of the chaises that provided most of the seating area in the room.
She settled back into the plush upholstery as the first strains of a Vivaldi
violin concerto rolled softly from the 6 hidden speakers.
She took a long pull from the bottle, wondering why she found it so
difficult to control her urge to feed. Lucien told her it was because she
had denied the wanton part of her nature for so long that now that she
was able to indulge it she had no way to control it. He grinned lasciviously
as he told her it was the same reason she was such a passionate bed partner.
Natalie laughed in enjoyment at LaCroix' totally unexpected playfulness.
She would never have believed that the rigidly self-controlled man she
had known in Toronto would willingly participate in the foolish give and
take that new lovers often share.
Vivaldi gave way to Albinoni and Natalie's mood changed with it. She
restlessly paced the room, pausing occasionally to sip from the bottle. She walked to the glass doors and looked out at the city again. Her
eyes swept the landscape until they located the Eiffel Tour, its lights
outlining the unmistakable silhouette. She couldn't remember how often
she had imagined herself at its top, looking out over the city. Of course,
in her imagination it was daylight and she could watch the people far below
as they scurried about their business, dodging the traffic around L'Etoile
or sitting in a cafe sipping a glass of wine. She looked with regret at
the bottle she had brought with her. She longed futilely for just the smallest
undiluted taste of a fine French Bordeaux.
She mentally shook herself. What was wrong with her? She was in Paris
with a man who openly adored and indulged her, living in a magnificent
townhouse she could never even dreamed of visiting.
The lights of Paris blurred behind the rush of her tears. It was all
wrong. What was the good of being in Paris if she couldn't see the stained
glass of Saint Chapelle turn the sunbeams red? If she couldn't stroll the
market at Les Halles or feel the sunlight warm the statues in the Rodin
sculpture garden?
LaCroix had taken her to the Louvre after hours to see the Mona Lisa
- gallantly inviting her to a "private showing" complete with expert commentary
on both the artist and his model. But it hadn't been what she wanted. She
wanted to see the tourists trying to find it, just one of many paintings
on a wall, and then to jostle for position in front of it, so much smaller
than they expected it to be. She wanted to watch them try to sneak pictures
behind the backs of the guards. She remembered the laughter she had shared
with her friends as they had told her about it; had always wanted to add
her stories to theirs. Now that would never happen.
When Lucien was here it was easier to accept. He would play the piano
or violin so passionately she would laugh and then cry. On other nights
he would tell bawdy stories of Napoleon's army or take her to the opera.
Or they would go to the theatre, LaCroix' whispered translations interrupted
by her giggles as he used his tongue for more than speech.
But when he wasn't here - when he was out with friends or business associates
- she had too much time to think, to realize that his was *his* life...his
city...his choice.
She had understood their reasons for leaving Toronto. There were too
many people who questioned why she left her job, why she no longer joined
in their daytime activities...why she was no longer with Nick. No matter
how often she told friends that there had been nothing serious between
them, they didn't seem to believe her. Perhaps it was the catch in her
throat when she mentioned his name.
And so they had left, and come here as Natalie had chosen. To a beautiful
city where she knew no one and had no way to make friends.
Lucien had offered to bring Sydney with them, but Natalie had refused.
Syd was to old to be taken halfway around the world and then put into quarantine.
She knew Grace would take good care of him, but his absence was just one
more empty part of her life.
She missed so much. She had once asked Lucien, only half in jest, if
blood came in different flavors - chocolate, fresh strawberry or even Coca-Cola.
He had replied with obvious regret, "Not since we stopped preparing
it at the source."
She wiped the tears from her eyes, careful to lick the red tinged moisture
from her fingers before it stained the exquisite silk of her robe. She
listened for a moment to Gil Shaham playing the "Winter" section of "The
Seasons", its swirling strings mirroring her thoughts, before she walked
back to the bottle and defiantly gulped its contents down her throat.
She climbed back to the master suite, showered and dressed in a royal
blue Chanel suit which gave her courage. And she would need it. When Lucien
came home she would tell him she needed to go back to Toronto, to her friends...to
mortality.
End Part One


