The Best Laid Plans
        Part Six
        by Barb Vainio



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        The vampire took her by the shoulders and turned her toward the bed,
        ignoring the feeble protest she tried to make.  He forced her to sit on the
        edge and settled down next to her.  Once they were both seated, he took her
        face in both hands and tilted it up until he could see her eyes.

        "It just happened again.  Why?"

        Nat dropped her gaze, but LaCroix refused to let her lower her head.

        "I - it -.  I shouldn't get so dizzy.  I'm afraid I might have a fractured
        skull."

        "Didn't they x-ray you while you were in hospital?"

        "They were going to, but you arrived before they could do it.  And charmed
        them all into letting me leave."

        The edge in her voice left no doubt how she felt about his untimely arrival.

        Perhaps she had a point.  LaCroix winced as he remembered how hard her head
        had hit that dumpster - and how much harder he had planned to slam it again.
        She could easily have done some significant damage to herself.  He looked at
        the fear in her eyes and realized he liked them much better when they were
        blazing with anger.  He wondered what they looked like when they smoldered
        with passion.  Had they ever done that for Nicholas?

        His growl was almost a fierce as her snarl had been.

        "Is anything wrong, LaCroix?  Besides your previous list of complaints, that
        is?"

        LaCroix laughed.  Dr. Lambert's eyes no longer showed fear; they contained
        all the sarcasm her innocent tone didn't convey.

        "Perhaps you should call me Lucien.  Will you allow me to call you Natalie?"

        If he hadn't used some variation of French pronunciation, she would surely
        have refused him.  But...

        "Of course.  Since we're such good friends by now."

        Now the sarcasm dripped from her tongue as well.

        "Natalie, will you allow me to find out how badly you are really injured?  I
        feel an obligation to be sure you are all right, since I took you out of the
        hospital before your doctors could treat you."

        LaCroix was surprised at how much truth there was in the statement.

        Nat closed her eyes and swallowed hard.  What would his "examination"
        involve?  Would he use it to try to gain control over her?  Nick had told
        her she was a resister, but LaCroix - Lucien - was very obviously much more
        powerful than his...student was.  But if she were really seriously injured,
        maybe she could convince him to let her go.  Since he said he didn't want
        her dead, this might be the best chance she would have.  She grimaced.
        Whoever would have thought she'd be wishing for a fractured skull.  Knowing
        she didn't have one would help, too.  She would be less frightened of
        physical resistance if she knew she wouldn't kill herself in the effort.

        "Please.  I'd appreciate any help you can give me."

        God, did that sound like something out of a Tennessee Williams play.  What
        was the line?  Something about "always depending on the kindness of
        strangers"?  Didn't they cart that character off to a mental hospital?
        <Well, just call me crazy.>

        "Would you prefer to remain sitting or will it be easier for you to lie
        down?"

        Nat's eyes widened at that.  If he thought he would get her flat on her
        back...

        "Sitting up will be fine.  My head doesn't spin as much this way."

        Not a lie, if not the entire truth.

        LaCroix brought her forward until her head rested on his shoulder.  He
        secured her with his left arm across her shoulders and began very gently
        probing the back of her head with his other hand.

        Nat winced.  LaCroix pressed harder.  Nat tried to move her head away from
        the pain.  LaCroix moved his fingers a millimeter higher and pressed again.

        "Ouch!!"

        LaCroix lessened the pressure, stroking lightly along a line perpendicular
        to her shoulders.  The pain receded and Nat felt the vampire's fingers
        parting her hair along the line he had traced.  He repositioned her head so
        that it was almost at the middle of his chest and turned her so that her
        cheek lay against the soft silk of his shirt.  It was strange not to hear a
        steady heartbeat.

        He bent his head and she could feel an exhaled breath as he peered closely
        at the back of her skull.  He pressed hard once more, his middle and index
        fingers pushing individually along either side of that same line he seemed
        to have drawn on her skin.

        And then it was done.  Nat sighed as his hand moved away and his arm
        loosened so that he could slide back.  He tipped her chin up with two
        fingers and smiled.  This time it did reach his eyes.

        "You do not have a fractured skull.  However, you do have a very large bump
        which has already turned a very unbecoming shade of purple."

        He paused, watching her closely.  Her response to his next words would tell
        him a great deal about how successful he had been in his attempt to win her
        over.

        "If you like, I can reduce your sensitivity to pain for a while.  It will
        probably also reduce the vertigo you're experiencing."

        Panic flooded through Nat at the offer.  She was sure his offer would
        involve hypnosis and she couldn't allow him into her mind.  She couldn't
        imagine what he could do once he had control of her.  Nick had repeatedly
        called him "unscrupulous".  How could she trust him to do only what he said
        he would?  But how could she deny him?  If he took away the pain, she would
        be able to fight him better.  And by agreeing to this, she might be able to
        fool him into thinking that she found him...attractive; was interested in
        being closer to him.  Besides, she was a resister, right?  So how much could
        he really do?

        Nat looked up and caught his gaze.

        "Thank you for the offer... ."

        <She's going to refuse.>

        LaCroix was surprised at the disappointment he felt.

        "...do I have to do?"

        <She didn't refuse!>

        LaCroix gathered his errant thoughts while viciously smothering that flicker
        of pleasure.

        "Just sit here and look into my eyes."

        Nat almost squeaked with laughter.  He sounded like something out of a Roger
        Corman horror movie.  Next he'd be taking out a crystal pendant and swinging
        it back and forth in front of her face.

        If he could have, LaCroix would have blushed.  Luckily he hadn't fed deeply
        enough tonight to have any blood to spare.  'Look into my eyes'?  He was
        amazed Natalie hadn't laughed in his face.  She definitely had more
        self-control than most mortals he'd known.  <More than some vampires as
        well> Nicholas' image flashing behind his eyes.

        He ran a thumb along Natalie's jaw line, pleased when she shivered at the
        touch and allowed himself to concentrate on her heartbeat.  A little
        elevated, but no more than if she were anticipating a tryst with a secret
        lover.  The vampire closed his eyes - what mawkish crap, he growled
        mentally - and almost lost her.  She *was* a resister.  He refocused and,
        careful not to invade too much of her privacy - it would be much more
        challenging to coax her into revealing herself to him - he worked at
        reducing her pain and masking her symptoms.

        Nat was suddenly awake.  She hadn't even known when she'd fallen asleep.
        She blushed as she remembered that she hadn't been asleep, not really.  Had
        LaCroix - Lucien - done what he promised?  She concentrated, but couldn't
        feel either the throbbing that had been her constant companion for so many
        hours or the vertigo that had accompanied it.

        Had he done only what he'd promised?  She had no way of knowing.  The image
        of her barking like a dog at his command made her smile but it also
        stiffened her resolve: she would fight every attempt he made to control her.

        "...better?"

        The coroner dragged herself back to reality and nodded cautiously, still not
        sure her symptoms were really gone.

        When she had no adverse physical reaction, she smiled up at her captor,
        unaware of how it transformed her face.

        LaCroix again thought of Fleur, her eyes alight with her enjoyment of the
        stars.  But her image was superceded by the face of his current companion, a
        mature woman whose wants and pleasures were formed by experience, not merely
        dreams conceived in the sheltered naiveté of the schoolroom.

        LaCroix blinked away the heresy as Dr. Lambert answered his question.

        "Yes. Thank you.  I feel so much better."  The scientist, never very far
        from the surface, reasserted itself.  "What, exactly, did you do?"

        "I did not "cure" you.  You still have the same hideously purple lump on the
        back of your head and you are still suffering from the after effects of a
        mid-level concussion.  I just...encouraged you to forget the pain and
        dizziness associated with them."

        LaCroix cut off her next question before she completed the breath necessary
        to ask it.

        "I did *not* make you forget anything else."

        Nat's eyebrow quirked up.  How had he known what she was going to ask?  She
        didn't have to wait long for the answer to *that* question, either.

        "It is what I would have asked next if I were in your...circumstance.  There
        is an easy way to test it for yourself."  He did nothing to prevent the half
        smile from turning up the corners of his mouth.  "Do you still think I'm an
        arrogant, patronizing bastard?  Do you still want to strangle Nicholas for
        treating you so badly?"

        Nat gasped, but he cut her off again.

        "No, I didn't 'read' that in your mind.  You have made your feelings about
        me abundantly clear with no need for words."

        LaCroix gestured toward the corner at the crumpled nightgown that still lay
        where she had flung it.  Nat acknowledged his point with a guilty shrug.

        "As for Nicholas, surely you haven't forgotten your vitriolic...description
        of your current relationship with him already?"

        Natalie *had* forgotten.  She couldn't believe she had given her emotions
        such free expression - and in front of LaCroix at that.  She had never even
        told Nick half of what she'd blurted out here, and he was the one she was
        angry with.  Would she have been able to confront him tonight (last night?)
        if she hadn't been...sidetracked?  She accepted that she probably wouldn't
        have.  But here she was, sounding off to Nick's...mentor as though it were
        the most natural thing in the world.  Why?  Her brows furrowed in
        concentration.

        Her whoop when she realized the answer would have sent a less self-possessed
        man scuttling to the foot of the bed.  LaCroix merely blinked once.

        Nat bounced up and stood in the center of the room, her arms outstretched,
        as she whispered in wonder, "It's because I don't care if you like me.  For
        the first time in a long time, I've just been concentrating on *me*.  On how
        to get out of here; on how not to die.  Your opinion of me is - was - so far
        from important that I just didn't worry about whether I pissed you off.  I
        didn't worry about whether you would think I was too abrasive or too smart.
        I just assumed you would kill me anyway, so it didn't matter how I acted."

        She wrapped her arms around her shoulders, hugging her new-found insights to
        herself, savoring the truth that neatly filled one of the empty places she'd
        tried to ignore for so many years.  Had she ever felt this *good*,
        this...free?  Happy, even?  Certainly not for a long time.  Not even on
        Valentine's day, when Nick had - sort of - told her he loved her.  Words
        she'd wanted to hear since the night they met; words that became meaningless
        as he refused to change his behavior and her research went nowhere as a
        result.

        Maybe she *did* need to tell Nick off and walk away.  Or give him an
        ultimatum that she really meant - one that *he* knew she would follow
        through on.

        Assuming LaCroix would let her out of here to do it.  She realized they were
        far from done with whatever business he'd brought her here to conduct.

        "Was?"

        LaCroix' voice was so soft she wasn't even sure she had heard it.  She
        slowly turned her head back toward where he still sat on the bed.

        "What?"

        "You said that my opinion of you *was* unimportant."

        The vampire held a breath he hadn't taken, appalled that he had uttered the
        words.  Would she respond?  Did he want her to?  Would she answer truthfully
        or would she just tell him what she thought would get her out of here.  He
        continued to watch his guest - for guest she had become sometime between her
        first shower and her last - his hooded eyes betraying none of the turmoil
        her presence had created.

        Nat, too, remained frozen in place.  Why - when - had she changed her mind?
        He had done nothing but terrify her since he'd dragged her into the taxi at
        the hospital.  She hadn't felt safe since she'd awakened in his bed and
        realized that she was his prisoner.

        But, of course, that wasn't true.  She had felt safe enough to shower - the
        last time, at least - without feeling that she would be spied on.  She had
        felt safe - protected, even - when she allowed him to reduce her pain. Which
        was still gone, she noted with detachment.  But *why* had all of that
        happened?

        The sounds of Vivaldi, a violin concerto this time, gently caressed her ears
        and then she knew.  It was when he had deliberately pulled back from killing
        her, when he could have so easily - and with some provocation from her, she
        admitted to herself - and had instead asked her what composer she preferred
        over Mozart.   If he were only the killer Nick described, he would have just
        snapped her neck and dumped her body.  He'd had many opportunities to fake
        accidents over the centuries; one more would be no problem.

        She was able to see the complexity that her detective friend didn't -
        wouldn't? - acknowledge.  If Nick was fascinating, LaCroix was captivating.
        A man who had known Mozart...and probably Beethoven and Vivaldi as well.
        Had eaten and drunk with them; played music with them.  <And had undoubtedly
        stood side by side with Torquemada,> Nat reminded herself dryly,<helping him
        with his "questioning".>  And reveled in it all, beauty and horror, pleasure
        and pain...life and death.  Yes, she definitely wanted to learn more about
        this man - and to be treated by him as more than a sniveling mortal, more
        than a "midnight snack".  A phrase that had taken on an entirely new focus
        this evening.

        Her chuckle released them both from their trances.

        Nat watched as LaCroix stood up.  No man had the right to be that graceful.
        She wondered what it would be like to dance with him, his arm around her
        waist, leading her through the intricate pattern of a waltz. She would
        probably just trip over her own feet; he made her feel like an absolute oaf.

        LaCroix searched Natalie's face, looking for some sign of how she might
        answer his question, but she suddenly seemed to be almost as good as he was
        at hiding behind a mask.  He missed the woman who had contemptuously tossed
        that nightgown into the corner, her feelings plainly on display.

        Another stalemate seemed to be in the works, with neither of them moving any
        further, until Nat walked over to get a bottle of water from the kitchenette
        before moving into the living room and sitting down on the sofa, careful to
        avoid the splattered part of the carpet.  LaCroix followed, wondering when
        he had lost control of his plan - perhaps of his entire life.

        He sat in the chair, swiveling it around to face her, forced to wait while
        she took a long swallow of water.  His fingers tapped lightly on the
        leather; he would never learn be a patient man.

        Nat smiled at the movement and put the bottle down, glad that she seemed to
        be disturbing him as much as he disturbed her.  She smiled pleasantly.

        "You were asking...?"

        Was that the sound of his teeth grinding?  She almost laughed, but decided
        not to push her luck.

        LaCroix gripped the arms of the chair until his fingers left permanent
        hollows in the upholstery.  Was she doing this deliberately or was she
        really that naïve?  He looked at her closely.  Deliberately, without a
        doubt.  He grinned sardonically and responded to her inquiry through
        clenched teeth.

        "I asked whether you had changed your mind about how much my opinion of you
        mattered."

        Nat gulped.  Suddenly vulnerable again, she couldn't find the sarcasm, the
        anger, that usually got her through situations like this.  She couldn't even
        bring herself to needle LaCroix about his obvious annoyance  She took a deep
        breath and answered truthfully, more afraid than she had been when she first
        woke up.

        "I *do* care what you think of me."

        She took another deep breath before hurrying on, not wanting to give him the
        wrong idea.  <And what wrong idea would that be, Natalie?  That maybe you
        care a little too much?>

        Nat shook her head at the stray - and totally incorrect, she assured herself
        sternly - thought and continued her explanation.

         "Not whether you "like" me but whether you think I'm more than just another
        discardable mortal.  Whether you're interested in rising to the challenge -"

        LaCroix' eyebrows shot up at her choice of words, but he chose to remain
        silent.  Natalie continued as though she hadn't seen his reaction.

        "- of  dealing with a person who'll be honest with you no matter what the
        consequences.  Who won't back down because you raise your eyebrows - or your
        hand - to them."

        LaCroix pounced on the weakness in her argument.

        "If that was all I wanted, Natalie, I could just continue my relationship
        with Nicholas.  He certainly has never had a problem giving me his honest
        opinion."

        Natalie's response was immediate - almost as if she had known what he was
        going to say and had planned how to counter it.

        "But this would be *very* different.  I would not be your...creation,
        your...child.  I would not have been forced to share your...life, your -"

        <Uh Oh!>

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        <End of The Best Laid Plans Part 6>