I wanted to love you so badly I obsessed over you so madly my life was put on hold and everything was sold I did just as you told did I get old? I wanted to hold you so deeply I hoped and prayed you would keep me my dreams were all cashed in with you life could begin without you came the end did I pretend? we were to be together promising forever somehow the years blew past forever came so fast I didn't get what I wanted I don't know how to go on you are all I ever wanted now you are gone I wanted to love you completely you wanted to be loved descreetly but when there's this much love inside it becomes impossible to hide anyone looking at me could plainly to see I wanted to be with you always from beginning to ending all days and every bit of my energy focused on making you happy all I wanted to be was with you for all eternity we were to be destiny promising eternity somehow the years blew past forever came so fast I didn't get what I wanted I don't know how to go on you are all I ever wanted now you are gone now there is no rest every breath incomplete every moment a test every blink a defeat every heartbeat a scream emptiness agony life is a broken dream prison is being free now there is no peace nothing matters today no comfort, no release nothing left to say I've been lost since you went away I wanted to love you so I obsessed over you so my life was put on hold and everything was sold I did just as you told I feel so old I didn't get what I wanted I don't know how to go on you are all I ever wanted now you are gone Wanted (2) Ric Candor ©2001  EMAIL
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