WORKLIFE PAGES
...being some chronicles relating to what I do for money in this world...
"I wanted to know I didn't want to lose but now I'm a man who's just living small" ~ Blink 182 ~ alasness, I'm filled with alasness (and weird smiles) J the plan to grab some income as soon as tonight or this weekend fell through... alas... the offer was delayed due to meetings the VP had to attend a couple of hours away (in Gainesville) and so there was no time to get me in there to train for this weekend... alas... part of me says I should just commit to push for this staffing job and stop hanging on the hook for the other two much better jobs... alas... it might be the best move to make connections and have more freedom... then again, the other positions are careers, not jobs... alas some more... a few more weeks and I'm closer to the wall and the staffing job might be gone... alas, fatigue comes from stress that comes from living on the edge and spendng to much time thinking about it... mostly cuz my mind has no off switch and I don't have the means to distract myself with doing stuff much... at all, lately... if it wasn't for Rasputin, I'd only be going out to job interviews and only be eating canned veggies and pasta (that's all I do these days)... and living in this place doesn't help... worklife and it's no fun being alone in the waiting and searching phase... another week or few?... that's cutting it so very close, it's not even amusing to the toons... well, a few of the loonier ones, maybe J back to the job search... I wrote a written response to the blueprint for the State Director position and called for the seconbd interview and it seemed to go well... the recruiter said he was impressed with my written response and was going to present me to the principles (the owners and new CEO and COO I'd be answering to)... I discussed appearances and the current lack of high level business wear and he said he'd feel out the situation and get back to me... sure would be nice if I found a way to save the rent money due in a few days... but none of the options are appealing enough... so the job hunt continues and I step closer to the edge... next month I'll be down to less than a month of funds... sigh... this roller coaster I create for myself probably keeps me alone... I mean, who's crazy enough to want to play with life the way I do?... ah... if it's not full of passion, it's not worth it... so it is time to get even more creative, if I can... anything is possible and yes... there is always hope J IT'S THE GREAT JOB FOR THE NEW MILLENIUM HUNT! WANNA HELP? check out and pass around my RESUME and you are very welcome and encouraged to offer JOB LEAD HELP or even... FRIENDSHIP J WORKLIFE INDEX MORE WORKLIFE THE SAME-TIME MENU BAR - FOR EACH GARDEN AROUND THIS SAME TIME NEW KIT WORKLIFE LIFETIME JOURNAL HEARTBEAT WANTS E-GROUPS GARDENS FRONT DOOR MAINGATE BACK DOOR WINDOW WHAT'S NEW WANT LIST WORKLIFE LIFETIMES KIT JOURNALS HEARTBEATS FAREWELL  EMAIL
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