my "Keep In Touch" pages
hey... you... come on to my cloud
do you feel what I feel?
can you put it into words?
why do you come here?... what do you see?
I would like to know... will you tell me?
and would you like to know?... more than is here
do you dare, do you care, do you share
and are you aware?...
breathe in... breathe out
here is my hand
open for you... do you understand?
let me know you are
whatever you are
let me know where you are
wherever you are
let me know when you are
whenever you are
let me know you are
if you are
let me know you are
whatever you are
let me know how you are
how ever you are
let me know why you are
why ever you are
let me know you are
if you are
that is the question
are you?
let me know
I love you...
and you are
even if you did not know
...
hope you do
...
everything changed from last time J
except a few things, but then, some things never change... and I'm going to rise above the ocean of tears and sail to greener pastures... I'm back to the land of O... chasing lizards... drinking them too... I won't have a phone until next week so I've squeezed in updates between apartment hunting and moving when I can borrow a phone line... stopped at friends for a few days and then lucked out and found a house to share that's a fair compromise between the budget director and the lap of luxury... reasonably safe area, clean place, and decent people...
I've reconnected the old computer and got it working after a bit of a scare, so I'll have access to a few years of past gardens and that opens the door for real resolution and closure to the bummer of a ride the last few years have been... I'll put a phone on and get a bed and a few other things and call this home for at least a six months... cable is already connected and there's a VCR I can use until I buy one, so I can start catching up on movies on video I've missed... and there's CD players I can use too so I can start catching up on music too... please send video and audio suggestions J
and I'm heading back towards my solar system
been lost in space for a long time now
busted by broken dreams as I reached for stars
love is what I live for, but I'd almost forgotten how
now I'm going home
long enough alone
where for art thou, e're I roam
out here on my own
now I'm on my way
leaving yesterday
gone tomorrow, here today
what more can I say
if you're not coming with me
you're falling behind
I'll leave the choice up to you
hold on to your heart
or you'll lose your mind
that's the best I can do
I don't want to lose you
I don't want to die
I don't want to give up anymore
but this trip I've been on
following you
has left me too far from shore
now I'm going home
long enough alone
where for art thou, e're I roam
out here on my own
heading back to my solar system
coming back down to earth
been lost in space long enough now
time for another re-birth
always to be continued... and merry happy holiday J
and still riding that train...
please take good care of yourself... and please, keep in touch...
honest love, ric
PS... no change, but I'll be back to babble again...
if you want more details about me (you really care that much?... please excuse my disbelief, but... precious and few are the ones who really care), please explore this web world and come to my window and dance by the light of the silvery moon and read through previous KITs and worklife and the journal and the new growth in the rest of the written gardens and add yourself to my address book and other email groups... and then ask what you want to know... and I'll do my best to fill in the details you ask for...
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