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there was some re-organization done on my web site... go look (please? :) ... someone must have come by while I was dreaming about sleeping ;)
well, today was my last day working in the recycling place - phew, survived :) ... now to decide what to do and where to go next... I'll be leaving Buffalo before long, probably the next week or few (warmer climates call, since other dreams don't... alas, the key to peace is learning to compromise... thanks for the lessons ;)
I've been offline a lot waiting for phone calls...
and I've been working (offline) on the new asl site and my still new site - it's the best distraction I've had in a while... rewarding on many levels, something I've wanted to learn how to do, and it makes me very happy (maintaining the precarious balance :)
and I've been talking to my kids - helping them through their latest crisis... nothing winning the lottery couldn't go a long way in resolving...
and I've been doing my best to make a dent (just a small dent, and thank you all for your patience and understanding) in my email piles, which is something else I want to do that makes me very happy :)
and I'm inching toward actually leaving here, as I said, choosing the next stop on this journey called life...
and I'm really excited about the potential for anything can happen once I leave here... and that freedom of relatively infinite possibilities has always made me very happy...
and I'm really sad because it'll not be with my family... unless I'm surprised in the next week or two...
(there's always hope... I hope :)
and I'm trying to motivate myself to pack all the stuff I've accumulated from working at the recycling place (the worst job in the world for a packrat like me LOL) and then drive up to my storage place and pay the bill (finally) and put the stuff in there and then sort through boxes to decide what I'll need on the road that'll fit in the car and so on and so forth and scooby dooby doo dah day :)
so... I am torn (but still not all out of faith ;) ... I want to be here, close, for my kids... I want to be in a real "living space" where I can cook and eat hot food and shower at my discretion without feeling like I have to spray lysol all over everything... rooming houses are not fun anymore... I want to feel warm again... and I want my family more than anything else in this world...
so, nothing's changed LAM :)
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