my "Keep In Touch" pages
I haven't been doing much... I haven't been here much... have you?
wanna share?
that's what I'm looking for
wanna friend?
here is my open door
wanna party?
like it never ends
do you remember
how to pretend
how to have fun
like it never ends
and play games
with someone else
not just by yourself
do you know what I mean?
(I sure hope so)
come on my cloud
let me come on yours
let there be no limits
no walls and no doors
and if you are lonely
I've known lonely too
we can keep each other company
as we figure out what to do
(wanna have some fun?)
again I'm rushing through this update... since life is disorganized, these monthly flybys reflect that... some major changes are needed... I'll let you know when they happen (even if you don't know cuz you don't read here, I figure you'll know somehow ethereally or something... scientists can't explain it, so don't expect me to)...
remember the resume?... it's still there... not getting noticed much, but then, this web world isn't exactly a professional working atmosphere so I probably should consider a different format and site for the resume stuff... I don't mind so much if anybody thinks I'm some sort of flake cuz I babble on long into the ridiculous, but it's probably not a very good reference for most of the professional world... unless you're hiring toons)...
I did manage a few hard copies using Ben's computer and printer before he left (he's ok, by the way... and in St. Louis with his new family)... everything else is too much the same around here, but hopefully the changes are on their way (starting with a new job... ok... to take that seriously for a change... I've got to make a decision about the computer club... they seem to be applying pressure for more time and energy and I already give them way more than I could if I was working... and the negativity from one gives me the sense there's a power trip going on {we shall see... if I step down and she runs to be President, my instinct was right}... but more than anything I've got some serious ethical and style differences with the board it seems, so it seems like the right time to part company... especially since I haven't really taken the job search seriously because I've spent so much time with the computer group)...
I skipped the networking type things the last few weeks... definitely not a way to find paid work... like I said, the computer group and unpaid stuff is taking way too much time... and... I'm using it as an excuse to be lazy other times (did I say that?)... so anyway, there's not much to say about life these days... in fact, I haven't uploaded any journals or lifetimes or much of anything this month... I'll have to catch up soon (life is so much easier in retrospect anyway)...
the guestbook... is still there... it's not getting oticed (and if you're reading, you're not signing... chicken?... don't want me to know you're reading?... you're not reading?... oh, don't tell me that, I'll feel lonelier and more depressed and rejected and unwanted and useless and worthless and unworthy and unnecessary and probably get indigestion or 'roids, even...
you can sign the guestbook if you want, ya know? (I'm not gonna smile, nope, not gonna do it)...
and of course you are welcome to read it (but unless people sign there's nothing to view and that can be quite embarrassing and thoroughly depressing) (ummmm, hint, hint, mm'k?)... and as you may have already heard, I didn't stop at a guestbook (enough links to it yet?)... this web world also has a SLAMBOOK!... what?... it's a questionnaire type of guest book, so I thought up lots of questions and you can answer or read the SlamBook! (but again, there's nothing to read until people are kind enough to write something (like hint hint, ya know?) J
wait, I didn't really smile... I'm actually not a very happy camper these days so I should not be smiling... it's just that happiness is such a hard habit to break for me (strange frazzled expression some might see as a smile and some might not see at all)...
job
I probably ought to consider actuall taking job hunting seriously so I might have a few pennies to play with... this world is much friendlier when you have pennies to play with... and I could find a bigger more comfortable place and develop a social life (before I forget what that is)... not much going on over at the wantlist... alas, alack, nobody cares, woah is me and all... but seriously, huh?
any people or roommates out there who really want to and know how to share?... alas... same as last time, just won't repeat it again...
so once again I thank you for coming to the web pages and keeping in touch with me this way... it really helps... you remind me that I may not really be as alone as I feel sometimes... when you remind me (nudge)...
so (this is really getting repetative, isn't it?... rundundancy r us... and I deleted several paragraphs that said the same thing last month... that would be repetitive, yup)...
I've not kept track of films this month... or TV... or even music... haven't done much (poverty blues, la la la)... way over-busy and still not getting paid for it...
music?... I'm still spending less time at this computer, almost none in email except to manage the email groups and computer group commitments and trying to connect with others locally...
written a bit and I'll get the updates on the web
so here I am still, just taking my time
looking, hoping, writing a rhyme
wanting a friend who's ready to play
looking for a comfortable place to stay
the light at the end of the tunnel is nearer
can someone see me through the fog?
the outside world is becoming clearer
trying to get realer
and I see some sun and I see some rain
and maybe it's time to stop riding that train...
and as Linda Rondstadt sang, I still miss someone
please take good care of yourself... and please, keep in touch...
honest love, ric
PS... when you wake up you will find that you're not where you left yourself...
this KIT is destined to be updated very shortly
(broken record)
if you want more details about me (you really care that much?... I ask cuz
precious and few are the ones who really care), then all I ask is that you
understand me (just me asking the impossible, huh?)... you are welcome and
encouraged to explore this web world and come to my window and dance by the
light of the silvery moon and see what I want and offer friends and check out
A Brief Introduction to Anonanonanon (Me) and more bios to get more personal
and then for more (if you have time and interest in my babbling and details),
read through previous KITs and worklife and lifetimes and then (if you are still
awake and really want more babbling) there is the almost daily journal and you
can listen to my heartbeats and oh what the heck, by then you must be either
crazy (or closer to the edge) or family, so just explore all the new growth in
the rest of the written gardens and add yourself to my personal
address book
and meet others in the other email groups... and then, just ask what else you
want to know... and I'll do my best to fill in the details you ask for J
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