my "Keep In Touch" pages
wanna share?
wanna friend?
do you remember
how to pretend
with someone else
not just by yourself
do you know what I mean?
(I sure hope so)
come on my cloud
let me come on yours
let there be no limits
no walls and no doors
and if you are lonely
I've known lonely too
we can keep each other company
as we figure out what to do
(wanna have some fun?)
more activities, more people, more challenges, less satisfaction... what's wrong wth this formula... writing a bit less this month than last... less organized in most ways... perhaps I'm letting go again so something might happen (by chance, fate, instinct, or whatever)... I'm definitely due for some changes... I'm keeping in touch even less now than last time I looked around... hoping your understand that while I'm stirring up the storms and calms of life, I ride the currents and flow into whatever comes along... initiating anything outside of the immediate environment is minimal... come here, you may see what I mean...
I think I'm getting lonelier... that's a sign of waking... that's good... it's also gonna mean I'm more vulnerable... that's not good... I'm getting more involved in volunteer and social activities, but not finding the right contacts or activities to bring me more of what I seek on deeper levels... so I keep looking and open to whatever might come my way... and I try to stay in touch with you by coming here... so first I'd like to thank you for coming to the web pages and keeping in touch with me this way... when you let me know that you care enough to spend some time here reading, you remind me that I may not really be as alone as I feel sometimes and you prove to me that somebody, somewhere, might care enough to understand me someday... maybe call... maybe even come over J
I'm still wandering in that old grey fog and seeking the right place to settle into... the new place I found last month is ok, but not what I was looking for... and my want list continues to grow... I'm still hoping somebody might find me on the web so I've re-organized and activated still more email groups emphasizing local groups in Orlando and while I was at it I created some local groups for other places and all sorts of subjects... find me already, will ya? J
I've been to a fewer films (just two, Drowning Mona,
Mystery Men)... not bad, not great... but still catching up on movies on cable (here's a list)
Man On The Moon
City of Angels
The Princess Bride
My Girl & My Girl 2
Hook
Double Jeopardy
Simply Irresistible
Deep Blue Sea
Entrapment
Stigmata
There's Something About Mary
The Other Sister
When A Man Loves A Woman
8MM
When Harry Met Sally
You've Got Mail
American Pie
Galaxy Quest
10 Things I Hate About You
Striking Distance
Shark Attack
Total Recall
Lake Placid
Contact
I still hope you send video suggestions... and I miss music more than ever, so help me out by sending music suggestions... I'm spending less time at this computer, almost none in email except to manage the email groups and CFCS commitments (still taking up more time that I intended)... I've done less updating and moving the web gardens and didn't edit any of the older writings from the 486 computer this month... haven't been to the newsgroups at all... but spending some time reorganizing the email groups as I said before... I'm hoping they bring more locals and music into my life... locals wanted (call) J
and then there's the window where I still hope friends find me and understand (talk about opening windows)... and a new more personalize bios...
the Census people never called, go figure... obviously the hounding they did to get me to come down for paid training because they needed people so bad was BS or sheer disorganization... that's the government for you... actual job hunting still hasn't begun yet (amazing, isn't it?... the toons and kids look up from their chocolate shakes giggling and saying if you only knew)... but seriously, if you hear of anything interestingrelated to a job locally, call and let me know... yeah, seriously, I'm ready for anything J
so here I am still, just taking my time
looking, hoping, writing a rhyme
wanting a friend who's ready to play
looking for a comfortable place to stay
the light at the end of the tunnel is nearer
can someone see me through the fog?
the outside world is becoming clearer
trying to get realer
and I see some sun and I see some rain
and maybe it's time to stop riding that train...
please take good care of yourself... and please, keep in touch...
honest love, ric
PS... when you wake up you will find that you're not where you left yourself...
if you want more details about me (you really care that much?... I ask cuz
precious and few are the ones who really care), then all I ask is that you
understand me (just me asking the impossible, huh?)... you are welcome and
encouraged to explore this web world and come to my window and dance by the
light of the silvery moon and see what I want and offer friends and check out
A Brief Introduction to Anonanonanon (Me) and more bios to get more personal
and then for more (if you have time and interest in my babbling and details),
read through previous KITs and worklife and lifetimes and then (if you are still
awake and really want more babbling) there is the almost daily journal and you
can listen to my heartbeats and oh what the heck, by then you must be either
crazy (or closer to the edge) or family, so just explore all the
new growth in
the rest of the written gardens and add yourself to my personal
address book
and meet others in the other email groups... and then, just ask what else you
want to know... and I'll do my best to fill in the details you ask for J
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