my "Keep In Touch" pages
hey... you... come on to my cloud
do you feel what I feel?
(do you hear what I hear?)
can you put it into words?
(can you understand the birds?)
why do you come here?... what do you see?
are you aware of... all we can be?
I would like to know... will you tell me?
or will you let go of... this opportunity?
would you like to know... more than is here
do you dare, do you care, do you share
and are you aware?...
we are here, we are here, we are here
who?
breathe in... ... ... ... breathe out
here is my hand
open for you
do you understand?
can you come to me
with nothing planned
can you experience
wonderland?
let me know you are
whatever you are
let me know where you are
wherever you are
let me know when you are
whenever you are
let me know you are
if you are
let me know you are
whatever you are
let me know how you are
how ever you are
let me know why you are
why ever you are
let me know you are
if you are
are you?
let me know
I love you...
(you are... even if you did not know)
...
(hope you do)
...
it's been months... lifetimes and journals and heartbeats have continued, but it's been months since a big picture catch up... some thing change, some things never change... and life continues to flow up and down and all around... and what is there to tell of it?... many a tear has to fall, but it's all, in the game...
or something like that...
healing slowly continues and will for some time, but that part of me that bounces still bounces somehow... I've settled into a lazy life of leisure these last few months... so there's really nothing new... I found a great place and then it changed and the house situation is not as comfortable as it was, but I've found a friend in the landlord and that makes up for much... he keeps me from becoming a complete hermit as I hang on to hibernation mode most of the time... but daily life is so much more better than last year J
I spend a lot of time at this computer bouncing between updating and moving the web gardens to a new home (takes a lot of time to transfer gardens safely) and re-activating, creating, and stimulating some of the email groups (some great people and wonderful inspirations) and stepping back into the weird and wonderful world of newsgroups (some fun, some of the same old sad stories)...
and the other part of enjoying this vegetative life has been catching up on movies and TV series and stuff on the boob tube (cuz there's cable - lots and lots of channels... still don't find anything on half the time, but since I've missed virtually all of the last five years and much of the last ten years of movies, it's great catching up on some)... so please send video suggestions... and for the moment I'm not buying music (sob, sob), but I still welcome audio suggestions J
still going home just to take my time
rest and relax and write a little rhyme
enjoying life's simplicity
letting the healing come to me
well, finally catching up on updating the writings so I can upload them... added to lifetimes and journals and heartbeats and several other gardens... loneliness grows and my desire to share goes unfilfilled... and that's got me wanting to reach out again, so I gather myself in words first... a life of leisure is much more fun with a partner in crime so it's time to consider how to find one...
you out there, partner? J
well, life's better, I'm healing, much more rested and much less pain
but still missing the most important thing... and still riding that train...
please take good care of yourself... and please, keep in touch...
honest love, ric
PS... still the ame... I haven't actually awakened yet...
if you want more details about me (you really care that much?... I ask cuz precious and few are the ones who really care), please explore this web world and come to my window and dance by the light of the silvery moon and see what I want and offer friends and read through previous KITs and worklife and the journal and the new growth in the rest of the written gardens and add yourself to my address book and other email groups... and then ask what you want to know... and I'll do my best to fill in the details you ask for...
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