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"oh nice guys finish last
when you are the outcast
don't pat yourself on the back
you might break your spine"
~ Green Day ~
aside from a bit of holiday vegetating and madness, most time is still spent job hunting so most of real daily-type life is found there... alas, I can be a dull boy even without all work and no play... it's not the all work, but he no play part that seems to do it... not much merry happy sharing going on...
so maybe I'm a nice guy...
on an optimistic good attitude day I can see the advantage of being a nice guy... after all, the nice guy gets to play the game longest... the game might just be fun... giving is not just fun, but the feeling of giving is the greatest gift I can give myself... and consider love... sharing love is wondrous and when it comes to making love, finishing last is something most women do... so maybe women are the true nice guys... seems the nice guy might make the best lover after all... put this way, nice guys finish last takes on a whole new and enviable meaning...
still, it's more fun to be a nice guy sharing than alone...
oh I wish I'd find a reason for the sheer unadultarated happiness and incorrigible glee I have bubbling around in me so I can share it in ways everybody might understand instead of all this strange waiting game I play in this depressed world... somebody must understand somewhere...
just not here (offline)... here online, you understand, right? J
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