...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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A Journal of Sorts
it's a virtual reality
expressed in words for you to read
complete with characters to complete me
based on the life I bleed
actualized in deed indeed
but for you it is only what you see
so I wonder what you see
will you tell me what you see
tell me
and the 486 to CD transfer continues so while it does, I continued catching up on online stuff moving over to some email groups... doing my best to keep in touch with people who don't have time to read all my whiney journal babbling or visit any of my other pages... wish I knew more written garden lovers J
yeah you J
online, I'm hoping that adding the fourth moderator in the email group will give a sense of balance... I really don't want any part of the ocpd nonsense that seems to be all over the web... you people really need to get out more and live some life that's not pure text... text is so easy to manipulate and create from thoughts that characters are formed out of hopes and dreams instead of actualized deeds in physical reality... and then people can be manipulated as easily for it is not as based in tangible and empirical stuff... everybody creates their own literary heaven or hell and woe be the one who challenges the text world created... what's all this I hear about credibility and ethics and whatever...
long live denial, huh...
so anyway, I can do it to and my creation is this world and you are reading this small piece of it right now... 'scuse me if it's not heavenish or hellish for ya... I mean, I would love an optimal paradise, but that's not what's going on for me these days... and sometimes I'd like to wallow in the pits of pity for life's been a sour grape for me for some time... but I like variety so I'm gonna keep reaching for other fruits and flavors... my world is open to anything...
let me know if you find any anything, will ya? J
I seem to be in a slightly babbling state of mind... perhaps I will find my way back over to the email groups some more... maybe it's just remembering some good memories too... I've got lots of those buried under the dead grass... anybody wanna share some?...
Happy Birthday Heidi J
