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"write us a book of instructions or signs 
and if it's been written then give us some time
recite us a poem or sing us a song
and tell us you love us so we don't feel alone

give the poet a poem and the singer a song
 and now tell us you love us so we don't feel alone"

~ Melanie ~



well, I'm certainly keeping myself busy with the computer... set up the CFCS email groups started copying the 486 to CD on Ben's computer... it's going to take a while it seems since I have to do it when nobody else uses his computer... but it's exciting to think I'll be trying to make time to read some of the past gardens soon... and then, it's gonna bring back some memories... and wounds still bleeding will be explored again... maybe it's time...

  but in this unpleasant space?... sheesh, life's full of challenges...

and while the computers were doing their data transfer I caught up on ASL posts... sent off something like 80, though I've got a feeling that because I sent them all at once, some SPAM filters blocked a bunch of my posts as most didn't get responded to... of course it could be I've gotten uninteresting... or I could be too positive for the depression dominated group... or could be there are only a few regluar posters under a lot of different handles and they don't want to share with someone who lives in reality... anyway, ICQ numbers started popping up again so I decided to create an ASL ICQ List for the group...

maybe all the lonely people will actually reach out and be less lonely J

so that's where I've been... keeping busy and not digging much into the emotional creative stuff... there's just too many traps and people looking for a fight to be getting vulnerable these days... sigh and all



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