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A Journal of Sorts
"now to see things clear it's hard enough I know
while you're waiting for reality to show
without dreaming of the perfect love
and holding it so far above
that if you stumbled onto someone real
you'd never know"
~ Jackson Browne ~
just when the last couple of ocp people seem to have learned to let me be, another one starts up... the same script based on things they think that didn't happen... hopefully it won't push people out of yet another online group... what to do... moderate the one for the good of the many?... it's not a therapy group after all... somehow I think real life offline is distracting me... or is it online negative attention seekers distracting me from real life... either way, I wish people would just heal and stop seeking conflicts... and more than anything, yeah I know... same old song... all I've ever needed, was the one...
my project for the past couple of days has been the computer groups for C.F.C.S.... this laptop is just barely cooperating cuz it's out of memory and more mail keeps coming in as fast as I can delete old mail... I've put off getting the new computer since I need to find a new place and setting one up here just to move it doesn't make much sense... love this limbo...
anybody out there?
been feeling more isolated and alone lately... probably need to stop and take ome time for myself and let some of my heartbeats out... that at least gives me the sense of sharing even while I'm alone... the tensions in this space sure don't help... didn't think this space would start relecting Toronto all over again...
anybody out there actually actualize unconditional love and trust?...
how's this:
true friend wanted for honest to goodness innocent toon-like childinside... serious inquiries only... prefer local real being (any species)... pay sucks, fringe benefits flexible... devotion eternal for the right person... I'll be good J
