...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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A Journal of Sorts
"someday I'll wish upon a star
and wake up where my cares are far behind me
where trouble melt like lemon drops
a way upon the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me..."
~ E. Y. Harburg - Harold Arlen ~
another screaming wake up call... peaceful space is gonna be more expensive to come by it seems... I thought I lucked out as it was so respectful and peaceful here at first... alas, I don't like being awakened by screaming, especially when it's laying blame off... and I don't like living behind closed doors... grumble grumble what else is new... the world is screwed up and so are... well, maybe not you, huh? (ahhh... at least the external hostility doesn't really get inside to spoil my mood even when I am in semi-conscious just waking up mode ;)
morning J
anyway, apparently there was a battle over kitchen cabinet space... some people just don't know how to share... or calmly discuss sharing, for that matter... since I don't use but one small shelf in the smallest cabinet out of a dozen cabinets (nice big kitchen), it's puzzling why the debate would be over that shelf... but then, that's what power struggles are, not based on rational thought... when they figure out what they want I'm sure they'll let me know...
I'll come back later and share the day...
and it's later... late evening, even... someone moved my four small psuedo-tupperware containers to half of another self in another cabinet... I suppose that solved their problem, cuz I didn't hear much about it directly... playing musical cabinets to find my few things gives me something to do, I suppose J
the good news is dinner and a couple of hours of free pool topped off the evening after a solid day of updating pages and final editing, so a bit more of the website is in the ready for upload folders... that's all it takes for me to feel a sense of accomplishment (am I easy or deluded?... lam... your answer tells me more than you may want to tell me, but I won't tell [wink]) J
I spent the day behind the door in this room typing away and almost completing the update of the journals... the only hesitation I have about uploading it all is concern over broken links until I get the entire site revised and moved... but that's gonna take a few more weeks at least so I'll just hope for the best (and welcome broken link reports) and continue revising the rest of the site...
and the evening closes with another viewing of You've Got Mail from the very beginning so I can imagine meeting someone as adorable optimistic and into books (especially childrens) as much as Meg Ryan's character... she's one of the best inspirations for my romantic fantasy life... so City Of Angels is another film I've caught often recently... as is When A Man Love's A Woman... so Meg has replaced Catherine Zeta-Jones as the fantasy playmate in childinsides world (she's a repeat offender, for sure)... as the faux-millenium year was changing Catherine's Entrapment, The Haunting, and Mask of Zorro were playing all the time... this is only the second time for You've Got Mail though... and I really enjoy Tom Hanks and Nicholas Cage, so sometimes the story doesn't matter for me nearly as much as the characters and the actors playing the characters... so far I've enjoyed almost all the characters these four have chosen, especially Meg and Tom... thanks guys J
and waking some old memories of living in NYC inspires me too... it truly is like no other place in the world... if only it was in a warm climate J
and the dream of finding the one... all I've ever needed... and in the end, I guess that is what I do... I just sit right down and write myself a letter... and make believe it came from... or is going to... the one...
