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A Journal of Sorts
"imagine all the people
living life in peace
you may say that I'm a dreamer
well I'm not the only one
and I hope someday you'll join us
and the world will be as one"
~ John Lennon ~
well, guess what?... my return to posting in newsgroups and ignoring a couple of people who've been inulting me for a long time in alt.support.loneliness upset them enough to follow me to alt.support.loneliness.lighthouse-keepers and insult me there... some kids never learn... it's sad... I wouldn't have known if they didn't follow me to another NG as the filter works great to keep the insults off my screen in a.s.l... all this attention they send.. it's amazing...
and some still don't call it obsessive compulsive... I see it as cyber-stalking, but then, that's probably because it's chasing me around the net and won't leave me alone... that's probably not readily visible to anyone not looking for it... so I've expanded my filtering and still others carry the insults aimed at me so I can only avoid the insults by avoiding whole threads... wish they'd get help...
one even joined one of my email groups... but then I know several people who sit silently on several of my email groups and even in my personal address book just to check me out and report on my writings (shhhhh, it' a big secret)...
scary, huh? J
I think most who sit silently on mailing lists or email groups are shy or don't have anything to say... few really look for negativity or fights or abuse... and I doubt those obsessing over me these days will do anything to me offline... they just seem to want to fight in words online for whatever reasons them have... the saddest thing may be tha innocent people are scared off and therefore don't get or give the support they might get or give... and others catch the disease...
I suppose that my including my thoughts about their intrusion into my life it here in my journals would be seen as a hostile act from their perspective... ironic, since I do my best to avoid their insults and try not to think about them at all when they are not writing about me... all I want is for them to find peace within themselves and stop insulting me... perhaps if I continue reporting them to their ISPs it'll stop them as they are violating their ISP policy... but ISPs seem too big to care... so that's the news for today... how's life in your world? J
