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A Journal of Sorts
"how can you tell
when your wellness isn't well
make no mistakes,
please do excuse my itchy attitude, I'm feeling righteous
why, why, are we always asking why to lamely try to justify
for what is a lack of drive
calling all the people, have you nothin' brewin'
time to flap yur big fat mouth,
let's rap how we been doin'
say what you might say,
that's really all it takes to break through"
~ 4 Non Blondes ~
sheesh... another attempt to access my computer was made today... hackers are everywhere... this one seems to have come from another country, but that's easy enough to fake... here's the data Nukenabber provided...
it broke off there... must have detected that it was detected... this is the sixth attempt this year (only one last year) and each one corrolates directly with my return to the newsgroup and the escalation of insults there... it doesn't matter that I ignore almost every insulting message... add that corrollation to the fact that a few people have secretly subscribed to some of my email groups that I've mentioned in the newsgroup and never sent a message... and while it's all corrollation and proves nothing, it's unsettling to think some are so obsessed that they are spying just to look for a slip of the tongue to prove ome negative delusions that created in themselves... a couple of people threaten to and have posted out of context snips from private mails and egroup archives from 1998 to support their continued insults... the good news is it's less and less interesting to me... I'll try not to laugh too much though...
I would like to learn how to use and read Nukenabber in detail and how to use other better security programs as well... but it's not a priority for my personal research... if anybody cares to share some trust and teach me how to protect privacy on the web, I'd appreciate it a lot...
in the offline world I had the symptoms of food poisoning last night... definitely didn't enjoy this body for a while... that made the succeptibility to dumb paranoid thoughts higher so I wonder if responding in the newsgroup was such a good idea today especially since I'm once again being insulted... guess the ASL gardens will tell when I update them... anyway, I survived and feel better now J
